Знакомство с Джос меня очень радует!Я ей давно симпатизировала.Видно,она думающая личность.Надеюсь дружба с ней у нас получится."Заочно" я знаю Джос почти два года.Была симпатия,но было и то,что мы немного недолюбливали друг друга.Еще бы!"Общий объект обожания" и полное отсутствие "информации" друг о друге;)...Странно ...но такое случается!Уважение и раздражение!Сейчас,когда "объект" отошел в сторону,раздражение ушло вместе с ним,осталось уважение.Будем узнавать друг друга поближе.Взаимный интерес.Думаю ,нам будет о чем поговорить!
Today I have found InboxJournal.com, and decided to give it a try. I don't know how much I'll use this... I may find another site or give up altogether. But I do like writing things. Random things. Many things. I enjoy expressing every single thought in my head because I know that in an instant it could be gone forever and I'll never remember what it was. Kind of sad, kind of liberating. Regardless, I like to keep track of my thoughts... maybe I'll have a pattern, maybe I'll keep track of myself... So here's my first blurb on this particular journal site and we will see where time takes us.
Ahhh...another day of shit anyways I had tutor today ON A HOLLYDAY so yeahh... I got so anyway I was going to watch this movie called "Confessions of a shopaholic" but sadly I couldnt. Because I came with my dad and stepmom to acomany them to find a place where they'll be holding their "reception" it reached 10 am my tutor was there in my house and I was still out then my grandma called my dad onthe way home she was sure mughty pissed! I hate it when shes like that... I mean whats the prblem she could just fucking sufficate and rot in hell so simple!�so I have to go to tutor anyways... being bored because I have no schooL I bet I cant even walk the dogs outside because of what I did... but I guess I'll ignore the rules and break out... I might meet my one and only and maybe run away for awhile just for� night, Im not sure so anyways thats really all for today... I just listened to Katy Perrys song called "Ur so gay" , "simple" and one of the boys.. I didnt know she was that good!�LFMAO well fuck this shit I'll wirte tomorow :D
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dnt you hate wen someone is standing over you and all up in yo bizznezz! i do and dats why im glad we moved the computer dwn stairs!!!!!
but anyways i just put ALOT teatree oil in my hair so is all laid dwn and curly!!! i think i might go to skool like this....c wut ppl think lol
i reallly dont have anything to write about except the fact that im majorly bored!!!!!! i have nothing to do and no where to go...not that i hae ne money to go anywhere anywayz but since i dnt have n e thing to really write about im gonna say... THE END!
I know, I�haven't written for a while. But not too uch has bee ngoing on. Just everyday drama... yuck. But Ryleys Is made at me and Jacey cause I am "replacing her." I just get so irritated cause she treats Jacey like crap and I always try to be there for her. But Ryley doesn't tell her anything but she expects jacey to tell her every fricken detail that goes on in her life. Jacey doesn't have much drama except for Ryley. But Jacey really likes tis guy and they talked every night for like two months but then he thought it would be best to quit talking becase he lived a while away. (Not at the same scool as Ryley's bf) but He just texted her the other day saying he was sorry and her still really liked her and he didn't forget her. Jacey wanted to tell Ryley but she didn't know. She ended up telling her and Ryley was like "Cool. I�think Mackenzie is talking to him too." Mackenzie is this girl who is really slutty and she "likes" everyguy she talks to. Of course Jacey was upset. Her feelings get urt really easily. I ujt get so frustrated.
Ok so I�haven tbeen on this in like, a long time. Things have been good I guess. I gave up on the guy, let my friends have him... I'll just find someone else or maybe I will just have meaningless flings... so many options, so little time, lol
You can create world wealth with your education and intelligence but without goodness you cannot enjoy it in real manner.
I LOVE�YOU
i know you do
you poke me
sit by me instead of your friends or anyone else
your so sweet and caring
when you raise your hand and answer right makes me love you 10% more
i love your courly goregeous hair
your deep brown eyes
your smile, reminds me of theodore the cutist chipmunk in the world
when you look at me i can see the love in your eyes
when you grab my side i know your showing your love
why cant you just tell me?
everyone else says it
and just the opposite for me
we both deny it
but why try to hide the secret by saying never
i wish you wouldnt feel ashamed of saying it
if you told me
id tell you
and never tell another soul
if you happen to stumble upon this
well here you go
dont tell a single soul
if you feel the same
just tell me tomorrow
just to let you know your always on my mind
wish you would know,
love is strong forever
<3
So much has happened since I�last wrote.
But those are only a couple of them. I just wish for once someone would belive me when I say Im innocent. Ok so maybe I dont have the best "record" but hey whats a girl to do when thinks get tuff? Stand there and let people take you out? NO�WAY�IN�HELL!!!
Ahem, excuse my language. So now it seems like my life is slowly crumbling apart. Why? well I just feel lost, confused, numb, and unsure as to what is to come... Who knows; maybe change would be for the best....
if i wasnt afraid of failure i wouldve probably called kaitlin and talked to her along time ago. for some reason i always felt like i was second best or last standing next to her. i mean shes pretty and funny and smart and she can ride a horse. tell me you wouldnt feel like a failure standing next to her? if you wouldnt (not even the tinsiest bit) then i so give you props.
forgive me kitten?�(its suppose to be a puppy dog face)
Ugg Amanda is soo erritating !!!
all she talks about is herself and i am soo tired of it ! she dosen't care about me at all she says i am her best friend and i jut roll my eyes bc to be a best friend you have to be there for the other person , I am always there for her and she says i m overreactin and acting like a bitch wen i say anything to her or she justs finds a way to talk about herself again ! i swear she has a real gift . I could be talking about how i feel realy deprssed and she finds a way to talk about howone time 3 years ago she found a lost dog and she got yelled at for bringing it into the house !. I feel bad bc she thinks i am her best friend and i could care less about her silly little problems . I probably sound realy mean right now but it is soooo true "OMG my sister stole my sweater and i got grounded bc i yelled at her " is ussually what she complains about . I am realy glad i have friends who actually care about me . I can't even talk about my getting accepted to duke summer camp bc she starts crying saying that i shouldn't go and support her bc she isn't as smart and they should take away programs like that bc it hurts her feelings . !!!!!�� Ok i am done venting for now ....
xoxoxo
You know, it seems like if someone cared about you as much as my ex SAYS he does, they would tell you if you did something wrong. But they're all cowards and can't face whatever the fucking problem is...
Bottled up inside
are the words I never said.
the feelings that I hide,
the lines you never read.
�
You can see it in my eyes,
read it on my face.
Trapped inside are lies
of the past I can't replace.
With memories that linger-
won't seem to go away.
Why can't I be happier?
today's a brand new day.
Yesterday's are over
even though the hurtings not.
Nothing lasts forever,
I must cherish what i've got.
I've never had a passport since I was a child and the reason being is, I've never been interested in going anywhere, because I think the UK�is the most beautiful place in the world!
But ever since the Channel Tunnel opened, I've had a need to just have a go on a Eurostar train through the tunnel. Just really for the experience as its an amazing piece or engineering. Just to board a train at the very, very beautiful St Pancras international railway and leave for Paris would be just amazing!! And then travel at 186mph to Paris will be the biz!
So now I have my passport, I have today booked myself on to a Eurostar for Paris. I will be in Paris for 2 hours and then back home.
I'm so so excited :-))