Crazy in Love! but he doesnt know it

so im still at school and im soooooo bored.!!!!!!! but im happy also. i get to go hang out with my bf. just me and him. FINALLY! we haven't been alone in so long. but oh well. hanging out with bf and friends at the same time is cool and fun. except when they start to embarasse you. :) but i love them. bniacw... haha. bye

yaya!!! its saturday. wish me luck!!!

i havent been putting anything on this in like...forever.

im hanging out with emma, stephanie and chalk boy!!!! haha i mean john.

football game starts in like an hour and im bored. and i have been at this school since 7:30ish. which emma says is way to freaking early in the morning.

so whats up with everyone?

im gonna go and look at other things. bye!

one of my best friends gabby is over and my brothers are being sick around her.

we were watching a movie and my brother starts talking about a boner...like gabby or i care. and ew!!!

well gabby and i get to babysit my three younger siblings tomorrow and two extra kids. and then my dad might take me, gabby, jason, and devin to see harry potter. finally.

well i gotta go. bye

xo, justice

if i wasnt afraid of failure i wouldve probably called kaitlin and talked to her along time ago. for some reason i always felt like i was second best or last standing next to her. i mean shes pretty and funny and smart and she can ride a horse. tell me you wouldnt feel like a failure standing next to her? if you wouldnt (not even the tinsiest bit) then i so give you props.

forgive me kitten?�(its suppose to be a puppy dog face)

so im doing really well in school (homework wise and grade wise) but friends...one of them talks to the other about me with another friend (not really friends anymore) and then one is being a major brat all because of a stupid sport (we dont text anymore)!

i dont know what to do. my rents fight all the time. my sister is getting sicker (if thats a word?) by the minute (today she passed out while i was handing her her meds, scared the bajeezs out of me. no idea when or if she's getting another heart surgery). i only have like to or three friends and crushing on the same guy as one of my best friends. my phone and computer are a peice of poop, my best best friend lives in ohio (stupid boy), im growing farther and farther away from my dad, my siblings never want to be outside with me anymore (so i have to ride the quad by myself and pitch the ball to myself. oh well) my mom doesnt even care about my grades or that i made honor roll the whole year of school or that i got accepted into a music program camp thingy for summer..............

dont comment unless you're going to be serious!!

you can message me. i'll read it. but if i dont feel like replying, i'll just delete it.

okay, this randomly came to me during math on wensday. totally random, and im confused on what it might mean:

im at� school again but its lunch period. today has been good so far and i hope it stays that way. my weekend was kind of weird but alot of fun. i got sunburnt but now its turning into a tan. yay!! ive been pale for to long

i dont get that question

im at school so i cant really write anything right now but i will later

buh-bye!

to answer that question, i dont really know what i take for granted. i mean i work for everything i have and i love all of the things i earned and all the things that� were gifts from friends and family. like my ipod (i paid for that) and then my guitar, which was a gift from my�dad. and then my cell phone, i earn that by babysitting my four younger siblings and working lot around the house, keeping it clean(trying) and�also working outside with my dad and�my brother.

i use to�think i took my friends for granted but then i realized that i really need them and that theyre there for me. and i want them to know that im here for them�too. like when one of my best friends really need someone and me knowing i can trust my mom, told her�my bffs situation and momma helped bff.

okay that was kind of weird but very true�