Crazy in Love! but he doesnt know it

so im doing really well in school (homework wise and grade wise) but friends...one of them talks to the other about me with another friend (not really friends anymore) and then one is being a major brat all because of a stupid sport (we dont text anymore)!

i dont know what to do. my rents fight all the time. my sister is getting sicker (if thats a word?) by the minute (today she passed out while i was handing her her meds, scared the bajeezs out of me. no idea when or if she's getting another heart surgery). i only have like to or three friends and crushing on the same guy as one of my best friends. my phone and computer are a peice of poop, my best best friend lives in ohio (stupid boy), im growing farther and farther away from my dad, my siblings never want to be outside with me anymore (so i have to ride the quad by myself and pitch the ball to myself. oh well) my mom doesnt even care about my grades or that i made honor roll the whole year of school or that i got accepted into a music program camp thingy for summer..............

dont comment unless you're going to be serious!!

you can message me. i'll read it. but if i dont feel like replying, i'll just delete it.