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 well life gets worse all the time round here and why because pepole gosip and spead lies and in the mean time i have lost my one true friend and miss him so much we used to have a laugh together tell each other our thoughts and problems but other people just said we were having an afair and that he was just sniffing round waiting for his chance .we had been friends for seven years and i realy could tell him any thing i miss my freind so much ,its been about two months since we last spoke and i miss him i have no one else to talk to now and im lonley with out him . i dont know what to do now 

ONE YEAR WITH GUILLIAN-BARRE

Ron continues to make progress, moving his arms, now legs more!  He is working hard daily in physical therapy and occupational therapy to become stronger.  Please continue to pray for Ron's strength and continued progress.  ONE year ago, he was put on the ventilator for his condition.  We are so thankful that he no longer needs it and look forward to this next year having continued progress.

Don't compare your life to others.


You have no idea what their journey is all about.

I'm sad for a few reasons.

Mandy & Scarlet left on Sunday and I'm missing them sooo much.

I got a call from cousin Michelle to tell me that Aunt Helen has suffered a massive heart attack and needed surgery. She's come through the surgery and will be in hospital for the next 1-2 wks., they're keeping her unconscience for now. They don't know how (or if) she's going to pull through this. I am very conflicted about going out there to see the family - conflicted and sad.

Then the husband decides to argue with me on Monday about something so stupid, so trivial and then during that arguement he took a verbel swipe at me and it felt just like I'd been kicked. The arguement stopped right then but the feeling that I'd been kicked is still hurting. What an idiot he is sometimes!

Maybe today will be better, I'll get used to Mandy being gone, Aunt Helen will improve and "stupid" will not seem so annoying.

今天又是一个值得纪念的日子。3月25日，诺诺会走路了。

记得阳阳也是苦练了很久也不会走，那时候，每天早上，爸爸妈妈就带着阳阳到楼下去学走路。正好邻居家的大爷在遛狗，于是就出现了我爸爸妈妈遛孩子的场景，一根学步带，前面是个小孩，再前面就是那只小狗。。。。可是苦练也没有用，直到有一天，我出门烫头发，回来一开门，阳阳看到了不一样的妈妈，拍着手掉头就走，于是就自己会了。

那诺诺是受啥刺激呢？估计是北北的功劳。北北是朋友的女儿，比诺诺大8个月，可是个头娇小，极有女孩子的韵味。来到咱们家，看到了大块头诺诺，一时懵了，总是要叫‘姐姐’，怎么纠正都拧不过来。而诺诺也对小姐姐表示出了极大的好感，屡次想用满是口水的小嘴去亲北北，都被北北拒绝了。估计她一定在想‘太伤自尊了！’于是，接下来的几天，发奋图强，学会了走路。每天N个往返跑，就不信减不了肥！

呵呵，一个刚学会走路的孩子，真是可爱，像个喝醉了的鸭子，要是她一直不长大，一直这样陪在我们身边，多好！

It was the very last time he'd ever be around again.  I let him in even though i promised myself I wouldn't.  But, i felt obligated.  So i opened the door as he was already walking down the stairs and i slammed it quickly shut.  He knocked as i stood standing and waiting for him behind the door.  It was our last goodbye.  He came in, stood in the kitchen. Looking like a fool.  He was dripping sweat as he was wearing a jacket on a hot day.  We stood in the kitchen and chatted.  The conversation was small talk.  Very to the point, almost non conversational.  After 5 minutes i walked down the hallway to the living room and sat down.  He followed and sat next to me.  I curled up on one end of the couch hoping he'd sit on the other side.  While watching tv and kept slowly bending the top half of his body towards mine as if he were leaning down cuz he was tired. I tried not to smile too much, or act as if i was really happy he was there.  Because usually i am.  It wasnt very hard to do.  After an hour he said he would be going.  I got up and walked him to the door.  I opened the door and stared at him like i was ready for him to finally go.  He asked for a hug.  I wrapped my right arm around his neck and left my left arm resting on his right.  He held me by my waist and pulled me in tight.  I lifted my left arm around his neck to hold him better.  He held on for a long time it felt.  and halfway through he lift his head and kissed my neck.  I thought of how much i loved how he could wrap his arms around my entire body. He made me feel small and safe.  I couldnt close my eyes.  I stared at the window sill as it was directly in front me. I was trying to not let my feelings dissolve and create butterflies in my stomach.  That would create heartbreak.  He said goodbye and i closed the door behind him. 

LIFE SUCKS!!! what am i supposed to do!!! i am stressed about school, i am getting no hours at work!!!  my relationship is getting out of control and i am so depressed!!  i have made so many bad decissions in my life and i cant handle this crap any more... i think i am going to put my relationship on hold... so that i can get myself to a better state of mind and turn my life around and do whats right for me!!! i am so thankful for the support from my family and friends and them putting up with my mood swings and drama!!

Is my loneliness my fault?  I am so tired of being single. I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong. Granted...it hasn't even been a year. But I still think about Connor all the time. I'm supposed to be this mature, strong, independent college student. And I guess I am...in a lot of ways...but I have a long way to go.

Hi, everyone

here it is now in the winter really with lower temperture.But for me lived in northin China, where it has been cold in the winter, I have already used to lived in cold conditions. So since I have come to Nanjing city of China, I have notbeen weared heavy clothes before the last winter.

Today I came to University at noon, for I had got to a lesson to have. but when I hurried to the dorm, my roonmate told me the lesson is cancled. In fact, I also hope so. So I went to bed, because I was very tired. After woke up, I washed my hair and then went to lab.

In the evening, one of my classmates trusted me for dinner because she gained fee from invigilating for teachers. So we went to restaurant outside of University and ordered "suan cai yu" and "di san xian". they were tasty. after dinner, we came back the Lab, repectively.

She was always happy inthis term, perhaps because she made a boyfriend last term. Everytime I looked her happy smile, I also felt happy as I met my boyfriend first like.

I hope that A GOOD MAN WILL HAVE A SWEET DREAM!

January 22, 2009

Big news in the world of Jane W. and NASCAR.  My employer Armando Fitz has sold his race team and the new name is Trail Motorsport.  This was nothing new to me but BIG news in the racing industry.  Here is an article that was written after our press conference on Wednesday.

 http://sports.espn.go.com/rpm/nascar/cup/columns/story?columnist=hinton_ed&id=3850027

I would also encourage you to check out our team website.  Our mission is to have the fans as our first and most important sponsor.  We are going to be fan oriented and try to provide our team members (fans) unprecedented access to the world of racing.  One of my focuses at work will be  “fan management”.  I am really looking forward to this!!!  Please join the TM Team.

www.trailmsport.com