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I am very grateful for a sound mind and the ability to discern harmful people and situations.

i have observed and discovered a series of movements that cats use to express their feelings. when my cat wants to eat, he will let out a series of meows. normally there will be one especially long meow. after he eat he will meow a single satisfied meow. when we scold him for breaking things, he will  meow a short, stout meow.

My Fiancee and I Have Finally Picked The Date For Our Wedding...July 10th, 2010...We'll Being Having It In His Home Town...For One His Family Is Larger And Mine Are Willing To Drive To Be Apart Of The Celebration...Two Decorah Is Absolutely Beautiful For A Wedding...

Me and Eddy* got back together  on May and i promised him i would meet him on december. Things had been going really GOOD between us. He is the most adorable loving man. But i am a not 4 him and i never seem to be content with anything good in my life. I always have to push the envelope. I have made him prove over and over and over again that he loves me.

His love for me is not quetionable... not alot of NORMAL ATTRACTIVE HARDWORKING LOYAL LOVING men would talk to a girl on the phone for 3 years without actually meeting them.

It's been a while.....it seems like i come running to this site when things between me and eddy are @ a down hill. I finally told Eddy the truth(well sort of) about me not meting him...he did not take it so well.

This time i won't shed @ tear (in pubic). it's like i am slowly dying inside(and i derserve it!!!) .

Now i have to go to my sister's wedding thats half way across the world. It will be good to get away......but one can't always run from there problems. It's wierd some part of me actually feels glad that i have told him. I had started to feel really guilty

I hate myself for what i am doing to Eddy but thank god it's almost over. I hope i have the strengh to make the right choice. He is a good man he deserves so much better than me

i think nothing can be perfect..any thing can improve for perfection that's it but it can't be perfect.anything may be close to perfection..Perfection is a ideal type of thing and as i think ideal things are only ideal not a reality

 

Sandeep Nassa

 again I cant do this often but here is the latest.. We had a VBIED go off while I was asleep. I wasnt sure at first what happened but grabbed me gear and went to work. We had patients arriving in minutes and there was alot of blood. I was surprised that I was not affected. I was even moresurprised at the people who did lose their minds. for hours we stayed on our feet.. holding pressure.. doing sutures.. bandaging wounds and whatever else was needed. When we released my patients who were locals they wanted pictures with me. thanked me for being so caring.  .. gotto go.. patient came in

Wow lol its been a long time but whatever nothing exiting really has happened cuz my life is o so boring but yeah....lol i g2g get back laters beyes

Exams are sure boring things.....

but dis few exams wit sum1 special...

it's another different story.....

lately..all kinds of cute stuff happened.....

juz bcoz of a special 1...

saw a question ..'How do you define love?'

A gud question...

To me..love comes in various forms..

through fren...family...religion...or ur partner....

i found a fren,family,religion and a partner...

i think it's all in 1...

almost perfect......

Now comes another question...

'How to prolong your flower's beauty?'

This is my question.....

Still seeking for answers....

(12/5/2008)

Luv u~^^

Happy Mothers Day for yesterday~

I'm sitting in this room,

with no way to get through,

to you.

I'm sitting on this chair,

waiting to see,

your head,

pop in through the door.

But you don't really care about me,

anymore!

I'm done, for ever,

because no matter,

what you say,

life does go on,

some way...

i am so jealous of bellaluz. elves?! wish i could see some. haha my friend just text me saying "Yay! Kayla's mad at me. Yay!" heehee. he's a nerd