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    lmm27295  40, Female, USA - 7,899 views
29
Jan 2007
8:03 AM EDT
   

I am very upset about last night, but I am not going to raise my voice w/ you or get loud and upset and I would appreciate it you can do the same in this conversation. I am going to try to express how I feel to you in the nicest way that I know how and w/o trying to purposely upset you. Please listen to what I have to say just like I listen to you and let you speak your peace. First of all, the other night you expressed to me how when you come to me you want me to be understanding, caring, etc. I did not get that respect from you at all last night, I feel like you set all the rules that I am suppose to follow when you have issues but when it is me w/ the problem, all rules are broken. And no matter what point I try to make to you, I feel like you always try to twist it instead of really listen and trying to understand why I think the way I do. Communication, the things that are said, I understand you have your ways of thinking and that they are not like mine, but it is how you handle it and the words that are said, I am tired of the hurtful things, it is one thing to talk to me about things that frustrate you about me and its another to say the things that were said last night, you have to learn how to control your mouth b/c it is pushing me away from you. It is making me not want to be close to you. You don’t understand the fact of when you say things like you do, they are not forgotten, and I carry them with me You have top realize that we are not alike. We are different in so many ways. We think different, handle things differently, see things differently etc. We have to except that about each other. You don’t always act the way I want you to or say what I want to hear and the same goes with me. Or you say things sometimes that you think are funny but you really have a meaning behind it is where we again, have to set boundaries. There are boundaries that have to be set and have to be respected and not crossed. I have to know that if I call up Chandra and trash talk you to her that I have crossed a boundary and I have to expect that you are going to be upset, so I don’t cross that boundary. Just like w/ me, if you purposely say things to hurt me, then u have crossed a boundary and I am going to upset with you. Trying to express a concern w/ one another is going to have to occur from time to time but just down right be mean to one another is going to drive us apart. With the wedding, I am tired of being threatened. This is how I feel, point blank, if it is said again, that the wedding is called off, then that’s it, I will follow through w/ it and we will not get married, I not going through a roller coaster with this wedding. This event is suppose to be a fun and special time and it is not turning out to be like that. This is something that is very important to me and my family and I have a lot of people that is putting a lot into this for me. We have 5 months left and I don’t want to have to look back at this time with you and think of how miserable it was for me. I don’t want to keep having to harp on the wedding issue. Either it is going to get better or it won’t and if it don’t then we need to call it off b/c we have people that really care about is and this event and they are putting a lot of $ into this. If you don’t want to get married then PLEASE tell me now and I will stop it all! If we don’t think we can live together, than let’s call this off, I am going to tell you right now, I cannot stand a messy house. If this is going to continue to be an issue than something is going to have to change. I don’t ask you to clean toilets, or scrub, the shower or dust. All I ask of you is to pick up after yourself or do a load of clothes or take out the trash or jump in and help if we have guest coming or put your coat in the closet. I want a neat and clean home and if this is a problem for you then like I said, this will never work. I cannot do it all by myself. I have to work to. I cannot constantly pick up behind you. So if that is what you want then I will do it but I will be a stay at home girl. You talk about how you love that I am girly, well this is part of that package. I grew up in a messy, unorganized home 80% of my life there and I WILL NOT have my home looking like that! Trust, Trust is very important, especially considering what is getting ready to happen with us. This issue has really put a damper on that with me. I am not going to lie to you, I did search for it once I realized that there was some on the computer. I understand that you have needs. U are a man and that is understandable. What frustrates me is how you hide things, u may not realize this but it kills your creditability, it makes me question things that you tell me and I hate that. I hate that I have to pull the truth out of you. PLEASE just be up front with me and don’t hide it. It just makes it 10 times worse. When you are in the wrong, just be honest and we can work through it easier. Do you want me to hide stuff from you? It makes me think 10 times more of you if you don’t hide stuff. When I don’t feel like I can trust you, it makes me not want to be close to you. I don’t care what it is, big or small, don’t lie to me, tell me stuff before I have to find about it. I want to be able to find comfort in you and be able to let my hair down with you and I want to feel like I can tell you everything and I want to feel like if I fall or make a mistake, you will be there. I want to be that person for you. I want has to build a bond with you, not a wall. I just want you to know that I love you. I want you to truly love me, to the pt that there is nothing that we would not do for one another and I am not talking about small stuff like you always fixing my drink or me always having to get up and get something for you. I am talking about stuff that really matters. We can be a great couple if we try hard. We have got to stop giving up. I do it to. And we have got to take responsibility for our actions b/c if we deny what we do, then we will never change it and I am not talking about telling one another a problem just to cause a problem to make the other one feel bad. But we have to start admitting what our fought are so we can make them better and help each other with that instead of criticizing them for it. Its funny cause in a lot of ways our situation reminds me of Sonny and Carly as stupid as it sounds. I think we need to figure out a way to help with these problems. I am willing to do anything. I have been unhappy and buy what u said, u have too. #1. I think we need to set a goal for reading the book that I bought. I think we need to read 5 to 10 pgs a week. And we can read the same pgs, prob not together b/c we will not see that much of each other, but we can talk about what we read. This will also help to know that we are both reading them and not just saying that we are. #2. I think that we need to set aside 1 nite a week to go do something together, ex. Bowling, or we can trade off, one time is something you like then next time something I like, We should fit this in every week even if something else has to go. It is important that we start getting closer and trying to build a stronger bond. #3. On Sundays, we can both get a piece of paper and right down one good thing about that week or a praise for the other person and one disturbing thing so that we can learn from it. Do you have any ideas? This stuff may seem stupid but I am trying really hard to keep us from tearing apart.
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    lexly  52, Male, Oregon, USA - 7,880 views
11
Aug 2008
5:10 AM PDT
   

Olivetti

http://www.peacecorpswriters.org/pages/1999/9911/911indexp1.html

http://staff.xu.edu/~polt/typewriters/smeal2.html

http://wemadethis.typepad.com/we_made_this/2007/07/olivetti-letter.html

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    babe21  27, Female, Texas, USA - 7,876 views
30
Jun 2007
6:26 PM EDT
   

hey everyone i no i havent been on in a while but i'm back soooo.... wats been goin on with everyone come on people tlk 2 me

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    liailian  28, Female, China - 7,862 views
04
Nov 2007
9:43 PM HAY
   

...

who knows
simon's rock???
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    Rei  32, Female, Philippines - 7,825 views
18
May 2007
2:21 AM WST
   

el nuevo dia le jour nouveau a new day
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    SallysSilentMurders  30, Female, Louisiana, USA - 7,811 views
05
Apr 2009
7:30 AM EDT
   

Life isn't fair it's how the world works. I didn't know what I'd do when everyone I cared for had abandoned me in my time of need. But I did realize that if they did that when I needed them the most they were never truly there for me in the first place. So friends I have became ones I had. The ones I care for became those who I no longer care for at all. They tossed me aside when I was fighting for myself inside. I was tearing myself up and they didn't care. So I'm glad they left they did no good for me.
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    Margaritas  28, Female, Canada - 7,811 views
23
May 2013
4:37 PM EST
   

Les poètes

Comme Allen Ginsberg, mais avec moins de talent
Comme Jack Kerouack, mais avec moins de folie
Comme Paul Eluard, mais avec moins d'�legance
J'�cris sans penser, sans corriger, sans effacer
J'�cris pour t'oublier, mais souvent pour te r�sussiter
J'�cris pour t'aimer, mais souvent pour t'ha�r
J'�cris pour me retrouver, mais toujours je me perds.
Je t'�cris pour qu'un jour tu te d�cides � me r�pondre.

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    shae  27, Female, Texas, USA - 7,787 views
23
Dec 2006
4:27 PM EDT
   

Well were back I had a blast we did so much fun stuff while in romania and in germany i am soooo glad that my mom didn't go cuz that would of ruiend the trip sirin was our intermiter he speeks 4 languages and was a really cool guy paul was fun to have on the trip but judy was way to slow for things and had know buisness on a trip like this. the people are really poor over there they on avarage make like 150 dollars a month and stuff is not cheeper over there than it is over here Seth got his 2 front botom teeth while i was gone and did i already say that i HATE my mom oh i didn't well let me say it again there is nothing she can do to make me love her ever again I HATE her she tries really hard to make my life like misrable she says she dosn't she just needs my help yeah to do her stupied stuff for her GOD i HATE her why did i get her for a mother oh i feall realy sorry for seth becouse he still has all of his like ahead of him to live with her it was really nice to get away from her for almost 2 hole weeks hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate her
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    jacychain77  37, Male, United Kingdom - 7,762 views
15
May 2018
11:09 AM IST
   

Modern teaching is a rational and conscious activity

Modern teaching is a rational and conscious activity
The major difference between the modern teaching and the medieval teaching is not only manifested in different purposes, but also reflected in the working principle. Medieval teaching is mainly guided by the individual experience and experience of teachers. Teachers do not specifically study how to teach. No one specifically studies the principles and techniques of teaching. Therefore, medieval teaching is empirical and emotional. Read more
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    ybg  39, Female, New York, USA - 7,712 views
20
Jun 2010
7:32 PM EDT
   

Five blissful years later and I can't help but sneak little smile that I'm still so in love...
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    cutieliciousx21  27, Female, Michigan, USA - 7,710 views
28
May 2009
11:06 AM EDT
   

School year is almost over...

thank god. i swear, i think i would die if it wasn't for the fact that we only have 5 more days to wake up. i can handle that. :). one more day to wake up this week and i am completely okay with that.

well, i guess i'm currently married to my crush, and he's spreading that around :) haha. whatever. i really hate that i like him, because he's GAY!!!! wtf? how do i fall for a GAY guy? i dont understand it... i guess maybe it's because he's become one of my closest guy friends... man, i like him, and i'm going to try the trick that mrs. miller taught us about the pupils, i'm wondering if he'll use it on me, because he knows that i like him... :)

well, i'm gonna go, i'm hanging out with emmah and allen.

Peace. :D

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    barnesd66  41, Male, United Kingdom - 7,698 views
15
May 2018
11:17 AM IST
   

Conscious discipline and legal education

Conscious discipline and legal education
Discipline is the order, rules, statutes, systems, etc. that each social member should form under certain social conditions. No matter what activities people engage in, they must have a certain order and rules in order to be consistent. Otherwise, activities cannot be carried out.
Discipline is social, historic and class. Read more
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    nonstop  23, Male, China - 7,695 views
07
Apr 2008
9:47 AM EST
   

i have observed and discovered�a series of movements that cats use to express their feelings.�when�my cat�wants to eat,�he will�let out a series of meows. normally there will be one especially long meow. after�he eat he will meow a single satisfied meow. when we scold him for breaking things, he will �meow a short, stout meow.

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    garryageez  57, Male, United Kingdom - 7,682 views
24
Oct 2007
11:11 AM GMT
   

Lets not forget Burma.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

BURMA LETS NOT FORGET.
Current mood: worried
Category: Life

Since the oppressive government of Burma have severed all contact with the outside world, through a ban on tv, radio and internet media, It can easily seem to those outside that the terrible oppression that the people of Burma are suffering is over, but far from it. Reports leaking from the Country suggest that things are still bad and getting worse. Here is what Amnesty international have to say on the matter.

Burma crisis - Stop the bloodshed

Violent crackdown on protesters continues

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A heavy military presence on Burma's streets, combined with mass arrests, has stamped out the massive protests of the past week. Huge numbers of troops are visible on street corners across Yangon, the focal point for the demonstrations, and fear is widespread.

The flood of reports in the city of alleged brutal killings, disappearances and arrests is causing major concern for the people of Burma and those watching the continuing crisis.

52Watch footage of protests in Burma (RealPlayer)

Background

Amnesty International has long documented Burma's appalling human rights record. This includes widespread and systematic human rights violations:

  • The holding of more than 1,160 political prisoners in deteriorating prison conditions. Detainees include most senior opposition figures
  • The use of torture and other cruel, inhuman and degrading treatment, especially during interrogation and pre-trial detention
  • The use of child soldiers and forced labour
  • Laws that criminalise the peaceful expression of political dissent
  • People frequently being arrested without warrant and held incommunicado
  • Judicial proceedings against political detainees that fall short of international fair trial standards
  • Defendants being denied the right to legal counsel and prosecutors relying on confessions extracted through torture

Act nowto protect peaceful protestors The Governments hope is that through the meassures it has taken through the media ban, the world will forget their peoples plight, We must not let them succeed in this endeavour. The problem we face is that the media of the western world are there to make interesting tv, and if there is nothing to report the situation is put on the shelf until something terrible happens. Lets not wait for that to happen to remind us. Lets act now, by writing to our governments, and the chinese government demanding that they act to stop these crimes against humanity. Look out for any protest that are taking place that we can attend.. Also you can do what i have done and bring the situation to peoples attention by writing an entry in our blogs and on our comments on myspace etc. We all have the tools to be able to do this and this seemingly small act can reach so many and do so much. I thank you all very much for your attention on this matter and hope and pray you all have the love and compassion in your hearts to act NOW. With Metta (LOVING KINDNESS) Garry D. AKA SOOPANOVA.



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    gunsnroses  28, Female, Greece - 7,680 views
19
Nov 2006
6:38 AM EDT
   

i miss you...i miss you so bad.. :(
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    PrettyGirl25  26, Female, North Carolina, USA - 7,619 views
21
Oct 2019
1:28 PM
   

Have you ever thought just about your life and future all at the same time? The key is to look to God because he has the last say in your lifetime.
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    darkgal23  29, Female, Malaysia - 7,554 views
15
Feb 2009
9:58 PM EDT
   

Days withou u....

This is the 1st day live without u....u fly yesterday.....to a place tat i have never been to......

For the whole night......tears drops n thoughts r full on my mind......

when the morning i wake up, i saw ur message in msn......i am really regret tat i wake up late.......

This day is holiday, i no nid to work.......but wat can i do?

without u.......i just dunno wat can i do......just thinking about u.......

i see all te photos u took with me, ever faces of urs r stuck in my mind......

i read all the jounals u wrote to me n every journal i wrote when i knew u......

feeling time flew, one years just pass tat easily.......

the time we having bad feelings, arguement.......everything...............

i just cant stop thinking about u........

i should be strong........stop staring ur photos without doing anything.........

baby, tonight i will go out yam cha with my kor n my kor new girlfriend.......this is the 1st step i try to be strong......to start a world without u........no......not without u..........is to start the world of being "独立"

不再依赖你在身边的日子。我会活得好好的,也会很小心。

吾爱。心

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    edprice  54, Male, New York, USA - 7,499 views
22
Jul 2008
2:24 AM EST
   

All you need is love

Quote of the day

"The mother of excess is not joy but joylessness." - Friedrich Nietzsche

Universe entry of the day

The funny thing, Ed, is that in spite of the euphoria one feels upon entering paradise, cloaked in miracles, surrounded by angels, love, and unimaginable beauty, it gradually becomes all they know, commonplace, ordinary, and then, shockingly... invisible.

Yep, I'm talking about life on earth.

Yippee Kai-Ye,

-The Universe-

Journal entry of the day

Love, love, love, da-da-da, love, love, love, etc., etc.

Famous and great song. The longer I ponder it the more I relize and believe that the root of God and all things good is love. God is love is a Christian concept and the only religion on the planet to make this proclamation. Dr. Wayne Dyer quoted someone who said, "The only difference between good and God is "o" or nothing. There is no difference. We are all capable of God like qualities if we share love.

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    izzybelleluv007  28, Female, Canada - 7,364 views
21
Nov 2006
12:54 PM MDT
   

i'm so excited! but i'm sick :( i hate being sick because i sleep all day and then i cant sleep at night then when i'm better i have to reset everything again! i never realy got sick until i got strep throat then i got sick realy easy and i hate that!
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    Miley858  26, Female, Nevada, USA - 7,359 views
24
Feb 2009
8:50 PM EDT
   

Damnn. I haven't been on since last year... Summer 08 was the most amazing summer ever. I fell in love with Zackk.. Its unexplainable what he ment to me, but he broke my heart cause of rumors and cause i didn't kiss him as much as he wanted me too. Whateverr, im almost over him, its been seven months that i cried, cried and cried everyday. He's a helluhh jerk now and he's not worth it, if i could show him how much he hurt me, he'd NEVER be able to look me in the eyes again. This year is pretty crazy. I should rlly start writing in here like errryday. So anyways after Zack i dated Justin, didn't work out cause i still had feelings for Zack, then i dated Kyle like months later, he broke up with me and then told me it was a mistake so we went out again and i broke up with him. Then i dated Edgar like a couple months later and he turned out to be a reaaallll asshole. Right now im done with all the drama with guys, they can go screw them selves
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