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My take on that quote is as follows......

     As one reflects on their life there are many thought that can go through one's head.  In life you have to be willing to take chances...which requires courage.  If you gamble a little, you will win a little or lose a little.  If one is willing to take a huge chance, the possible reward will be huge!   All of it goes back to having the COURAGE to take the chance.  I myself am sometimes unwilling to take chances....maybe I need to change that.   This can be related to work, life and Love.  I think Love is the most important one to me...it's the one I've been without the longest.  Of course I receive love from my family but I need love with a significant other.  Ive been trying to take more chances lately...hopefully it will pan out. 

Ugg Amanda is soo erritating !!!

all she talks about is herself and i am soo tired of it ! she dosen't care about me at all she says i am her best friend and i jut roll my eyes bc to be a best friend you have to be there for the other person , I am always there for her and she says i m overreactin and acting like a bitch wen i say anything to her or she justs finds a way to talk about herself again ! i swear she has a real gift . I could be talking about how i feel realy deprssed and she finds a way to talk about howone time 3 years ago she found a lost dog and she got yelled at for bringing it into the house !. I feel bad bc she thinks i am her best friend and i could care less about her silly little problems . I probably sound realy mean right now but it is soooo true "OMG my sister stole my sweater and i got grounded bc i yelled at her " is ussually what she complains about . I am realy glad i have friends who actually care about me . I can't even talk about my getting accepted to duke summer camp bc she starts crying saying that i shouldn't go and support her bc she isn't as smart and they should take away programs like that bc it hurts her feelings . !!!!!   Ok i am done venting for now ....

xoxoxo

Sooo I feel like I am going to snap like any minute... I am so tired of this good for nothing frreloading piece of shit my bf cals a friend. He is really starting to work my nerves always comming over uninvited and then always expecting a ride after the fact everyoe has been drinking and fucked up and shit what the fuck... I hate peolpe like this if you have no life then keep your no life to yourself don't try to bring people into your misary shit. Sorry just had to vent a little..

                                                                                                                              *Ducez*

     Well, the good news is that I have found a house. I was originally suppose to close in 2 days, but now they are delaying me another week. This sucks because I had to call my utilities, cable, etc.... back so they could postpone my transfer date another week. Im just ready to get in the new house...the anticipation is killing me. I just want to tell everyone that when you go to the loan company to get a loan, they will ask you for anything and everything you can think of. Im about burnt out.