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    Meggies14  37, Female, Illinois, USA - 1 comments
25
Jun 2008
12:06 PM CDT
   

On your own now...

On your own now...
In my dreams I see you
I see you sitting there across from me
With a blank expression on your face

You're watching me…watching you

Then you stand up, take the last sip
Of the whiskey you had poured yourself
�€�In that short crystal glass
Not knowing this was the last drink you were about to take

As you grab you're throat
You're eyes build up with tears
You choke
But while trying to understand the current affair
Your life flashes bits of its pieces before you

You see your childhood
Your father that was never there
Your mother, Your brothers
And everything that meant something to you

But right in front of you, you see me
You see what had taken over you
What had changed your life
What had given u something that you never truly had before

While i had previously added that demise into your glass
I had thought about how I before tried to save you
To save you from that life that never gave you shit

But being you
The only you that you know
Could never give back what I had given to you

You were once a piece of clay�
That I sculpted, molded, shifted into what you were never before�

Yet you could still never give
Never give back to me

Everything I had poured out to you
Everything I passed up to be with
Everything that meant everything to me,�
had meant Nothing to you

Words were never enough for me
It was your character
Your phony sense of love

The one who raised you never gave you their appreciation
In which you never gave to me
You were always that person

I love you -Ok -
Ill be there
You never came till morning
At 3 am I smelled booze on your breath
As u finally entered my door
A liar
Something u got from your father

So now you stand there Gripping your throat�
Now understanding how I have for the past 2 years
Strain, deceit, pain, exhaustion
love and hate

Take your last deep breath
Hope to your God that he will be there
Because I will never save you again from what you have become

1 comment(s) - 11:38 PM - 12/09/2010
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    behind_blue_eyes921  47, Female, Virginia, USA - 1 comments
03
Aug 2008
3:36 PM EST
   

Answer your critics with silence and indifference. It works better, I assure you, than anger and argument. . . .

Well I guess so...anger does not get us anywhere I guess..Only makes things harder..but what can a person do when all they feel is anger...what are they suppose to do about it....Yeah you can sit in silence, but that does not solve anything either...I guess the only thing left for us to do is "Blog" about it....

1 comment(s) - 12:56 PM - 08/08/2008
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    whatisperfection  29, Female, Canada - 1 comments
27
Sep 2006
1:21 PM EDT
   

hey .. im bridget im gonna come on every day and tell you about my life my first thing is im overweight and hate it I eat right hate fast food play every sport jog and am in shape but I dont know i guess the world hates me it makes me soooo frusterated! ill tty tomorrow about some more stuff xoxo WHAT IS PERFECTION?? xoxo
1 comment(s) - 04:08 AM - 09/28/2006
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    Mercedez  34, Female, Michigan, USA - 2 comments
30
Sep 2006
9:05 AM PDT
   

I am going out of my mind!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!! I think my best friend is leaving today to go live with her mom in california, I tried to get ahold of her all day long and cant seem to get ahold of her. If you want to know whats wrong read my other journal entries Ive done today. and leave me some advise if you would please!!!
1 comment(s) - 04:46 PM - 09/30/2006
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    Jlo  34, Female, Canada - 1 comments
30
Sep 2006
1:54 PM EDT
   

Hi
1 comment(s) - 04:32 AM - 10/11/2006
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    sumitnarang  39, Male, India - 11 comments
04
Jan 2007
11:15 AM I
   

hi posting a journal after so many days.the last week of last year was fantastic, i hav spend lot of time wth my frnds and family.
2 comment(s) - 11:12 PM - 01/21/2007
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    SallysSilentMurders  34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 4 comments
05
Apr 2009
7:30 AM EDT
   

Life isn't fair it's how the world works. I didn't know what I'd do when everyone I cared for had abandoned me in my time of need. But I did realize that if they did that when I needed them the most they were never truly there for me in the first place. So friends I have became ones I had. The ones I care for became those who I no longer care for at all. They tossed me aside when I was fighting for myself inside. I was tearing myself up and they didn't care. So I'm glad they left they did no good for me.
3 comment(s) - 06:54 AM - 05/24/2009
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    Bella  30, Female, Canada - 1 comments
18
Oct 2006
10:07 AM EDT
   

Life is soooo boring i want soething to livin it up. I have my parents nagging me every move i take. All i want is some QUIET!!!!!!!!
1 comment(s) - 06:59 PM - 10/18/2006
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    99tracy99  39, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 2 comments
05
May 2012
1:17 AM HKT
   

我想……

-其實我想做好多事,
1 comment(s) - 12:17 PM - 06/26/2012
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    smb  48, Female, Wyoming, USA - 12 comments
31
May 2008
3:05 PM MST
   

Bye, Bye house!!!

Got my house sold,,, I closed on Friday May 30th.� I had a garage sale the weekend before that,,,� WOW, all has been crazy.� The buyers had a second inspection on the roof and then guess what,�they found "more mold"� So, we�had to credit them�700.00/�

BUT��we found a really nice brand new house 4 miles outside of Belle so I have been somewhat stressed to get my house sold and have it NOT fall through.� We should be able to move in Monday June 9th.� Very excited about my new house but LOTS of change.�

Looking for a new job but so far, no one seems to want to call me for an interview.

1 comment(s) - 03:04 PM - 06/07/2008
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    dave  48, Male, Arizona, USA - 3 comments
10
Oct 2006
5:26 PM EDT
   

Well, divorce, I wouldn't put it on my worst enemy. It hurts not only you but the ones around you. Kids envolved...hold on to your boots!!!! I miss what we had. But glad it is ending and I am moving on to better things and found someone now that loves me.
1 comment(s) - 01:19 AM - 10/12/2006
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    qtpie1991  33, Female, Arkansas, USA - 1 comments
11
Oct 2006
12:17 AM EDT
   

my boyfriend is in the army and he's eighteen yrs old. he's cute and we make a cute couple but when i bring one of my friends with me and my boyfriend he'll make remarks to her that are hurtful to me because it seems he's flurting with my best friend! i need help. and how do i tell he's cheating?
1 comment(s) - 01:49 PM - 10/18/2006
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    StupidGirl20  35, Female, California, USA - 1 comments
10
Oct 2006
5:55 PM PST
   

Im new here, and totally lost.
1 comment(s) - 05:36 AM - 10/12/2006
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    blackroseangel  31, Female, Louisiana, USA - 3 comments
24
Oct 2006
1:57 AM CDT
   

today is nerd vs jock day but i didnt dress up. bu t tomorrow is throw back day so i am going ot try and dress up like in the 20's. anywyas deon and i are still kissing like mad. friday is the fall fair and i are in the french club. so i am goin ot help out. well i gotta go. cya later
3 comment(s) - 10:26 AM - 10/25/2006
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    devildevon  28, Female, California, USA - 2 comments
11
Nov 2006
1:12 PM EDT
   

Dear Diary, Today I had a soccor game right. Well I was a defender. I was trying to kick it out but I ended up kicking it In my own goal. Everyone was mad at me. I felt really bad. This one girl Courtney well she said "Devon why did you kick it in the goal." We lost 2 to 3. Right when the ball was about to enter the goal... The reff blew her whisle and we lost. I felt I had lost the game for my entire team. I felt like I am so stupid. I never want to be defender again. My house is where the Team Party is going to be held. So all of my Team Mates are coming here. I feel like I am a jackass for kicking to ball into my own goal. What should I do for forgetting all about it I need help. Sinserly, Devil
1 comment(s) - 03:30 PM - 11/11/2006
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    crazynluv  36, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 1 comments
13
Oct 2006
9:40 AM EDT
   

I always thought that being in love was going to be the best thing in the world. But in all reallity, it has been and still is a rollercoster of pain, happiness, heartache, saddness, good times, bad times, tears, smiles, loniness...and the list goes on. What i have learned is to NEVER fall crazy in love....(like me) because that's when you start to love someone more then you love yourself, and when you start to let things slide that you wouldn't normally let slide, and when you start to turn the other cheek alot, and when you just put up with so so so so so much bullsh*t, because your holding on to the hope that one day, one sweet day, he'll come around and he'll act right, because you love him so much,that his beautiful smile and his warm hugs, and soft lips, and sweet "i love you"s makes you forget all that other sh*t, that you would rather have him in pain (and sometimes some happiness, don't get me wrong) than to be without him. That is me....Ms. Crazy in Love..
1 comment(s) - 01:53 PM - 10/13/2006
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    Atrio3851  33, Female, Ohio, USA - 8 comments
20
Oct 2006
4:05 AM EDT
   

well I'm sitting in my computer class, and it so boring, so I thought that i would post. My boyfriends done being an idiot! Homecoming is tommorow, I am so stressed out, I'm tired and run down the last few days have been a rollar coaster and a half. Actually my love goes out to all the people who some people just dont get, and they often feel alone. I hate that so many people dont understnad what bipolar means, or depression, or OCD. And tring to make them understand makes things a lot harder! But thanks all for ur comments, they help me get through the day
1 comment(s) - 09:37 PM - 11/10/2006
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    adorkable  37, Female, California, USA - 1 comments
21
Oct 2006
2:46 PM EDT
   

I'm afraid of my boyfriend. No, he doesn't abuse me in a physical way. Do you think that using strong action words against you, hate words, is abuse as well? I'm always afraid that he will react that way whenever i try to say something that he does not like. He always belittles me and make me feel like shit. He is very good at making me cry, and he just could care less. I'm also afraid that he will leave me soon, because he's having another fling on the side. I'm afraid of all this is going to happen. It doesn't have to be now, it could be later or in the future. I'm in love with him, yet i'm scared of him for all the right reasons.
1 comment(s) - 10:04 AM - 10/26/2006
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    ally411  33, Female, Canada - 2 comments
12
Oct 2006
1:13 PM EDT
   

youll never know what you lost until you lose it i guess what im sayin is that dint let anything go unless you know you really want to i let something go and i wish i hadnt but what ever im gonna get but
2 comment(s) - 11:30 AM - 10/25/2006
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    Nated09  32, Male, Illinois, USA - 10 comments
05
Jan 2009
5:31 PM CST
   

Wisdom

Turn your wounds into wisdom.� ~Oprah Winfrey

Yes this is from Oprah...while she is seen as a farce by some, and a Goddess by others, I just see her as a woman that has gone through things in life.

This quotation, means a lot to me, I have done exactly this, or have tried to in life.

I have taken the wounds that I have been dealt in life into wisdom, seeing as how most think that history repeats itself. If we take what we've done in life, and turn that into wisdom, we shouldn't repeat what we've already done.

I know that some mistakes that I've made in life, some that I've regretted, I don't anymore, because I have learned from them, gained the wisdom that are in those mistakes, and used it to my advantage.

Most are afraid of making mistakes, well depending on what they are, yes be afraid, but most of the time, MAKE BIG MISTAKES!! That is our motto in chor, make big mistakes so then we know what to do to fix it.

How I have been hurt in life, only add to what I have to offer people. The hurts that I have, allow me to relate to others better than most. I use these to my advantage not only so the one hurting me doesn't get the satisfaction from hurting me, but the advantage I gain is being able to help others, and that's a reward in and of itself.

So, if you've been hurt, take the time to lick your wounds, still the hurt won't go away without taking time for yourself, but also turn that hurt into a positive force, by allowing yourself to learn from it, gain the wisdom from it, and live life by making mistakes to only learn from them, and break that vicious cycle of repeating history.

1 comment(s) - 07:39 PM - 02/13/2009
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