Знакомство с Джос меня очень радует!Я ей давно симпатизировала.Видно,она думающая личность.Надеюсь дружба с ней у нас получится."Заочно" я знаю Джос почти два года.Была симпатия,но было и
то,что мы немного недолюбливали друг друга.Еще бы!"Общий объект обожания" и полное отсутствие "информации" друг о друге;)...Странно ...но такое случается!Уважение и раздражение!Сейчас,когда
"объект" отошел в сторону,раздражение ушло вместе с ним,осталось уважение.Будем узнавать друг друга поближе.Взаимный интерес.Думаю ,нам будет о чем поговорить!
Well, today I'm having some emotional struggles up and downs.� I've had moments that my heart jumps and think on how prior to exactly 7 days ago he used to always ask me if I still love him
(constantly) and that If I was his, and I'd ask him if he's mine and that if he has eyes for me only or if he's always faithful to me while he's at work, he'd always answer yes and I'd always
answer yes too.....� today, we don't care to ask that to each other any more.�
I found out he has been making "social" phone calls to different community hotlines for a while now..... when I first discovered it over 4 months ago he swore up and down that it was a co-worker
who he was lending his phone to, yeah right!� I confronted him about a recent activity which happened to be on a day that I was visiting my mom who was sick over at a hospital which was over 1 1/2
hr drive.� When I discovered this he said it was not him, that the phone is acting up, he also did it during a day that we spent at DMV to inspect his vehicle to get it back on the road again.�
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHYYYYYYYYY????????????????? gosh, it hurts soooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He finally admitted it, looked at my crying and swore that nothing bad ever happened, that he never spent a penny on it., and that he won't do it again because he loves me, I believe him.�
I won't lye, I've been checking the phone records, no sign of daring calls like that, but then I wonder if he's using his business phone to do those calls, or maybe even meet someone physically or
be with someone physically while he's at work, I worry so much, it's not even funny.� It's very very very hard to trust him again.
Can someone outthere gimme please some encouraging words.� I'm hurting so much, I love this man soooooo much!
DEDICATED TO SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL (YES YOU Ä")
Today is the beginning of my new life.
I am starting over today.
All good things are coming to me today
I am grateful to be alive
I see beauty all around me
I live with passion and purpose
I take time to laugh and play everyday
I am awake, energized and alive
I focus on all the good stuff in life
and give thanks for them
I am with peace and one in everything
I feel the love, the joy, the abundance
I am free to myself
I am magnificence in human form
I am the perfection of life
I am grateful to be
Today is the best day of my life
With love yr friend Dangles.
Lately I've been feeling soo alone.. I do have an amazing boyfriend, but we're always fighting..and I hate it.
I'm 15 going on 16, and I know that's really young to be saying this, but I do love him. We've been together for almost 10 months, and he's made me a better person. He�was my first kiss and he just
means everything to me.�He is definitely my best friend,�and I feel like he's the only one who cares.
I don't really have anyone else to go to anymore though. I have him, but I don't know how much longer that will be for. I'm scared he's going to leave me.. I'm terrified of that..and I can't talk
about this with anyone else because there's no one I trust besides him. I feel like I lost all of my closest friends this year.
I feel so depressed and I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't help but cry myself to sleep every night. And I would love to tell my boyfriend about all of this, but I don't want him to feel
like he's the reason I'm so upset. Honestly, he's kept me alive all this time. Through all the times we've fought, he's been the one to just hug me when I'm crying, and he's always been here for
me. He respects me.�He tells me I'm probably one of the weirdest girls he has ever met, but that's why he loves me. And he says he loves everything about me.
So why am I still so upset..?
Can someone please just help me?
So I found this site, what a great way to get some cheap therapy. I can write up some private thoughts and then spill out some public rambling
(almost like a confessional). I really have a difficult time talking about myself with others and I don’t like to talk to myself, I think I’m afraid of what I may think of me, so this should be
What am I hoping to
gain from this experience? All I want is to strengthen my ability to express myself about the one topic I most want to keep secret: me. I’m not really looking for any answers I just want to be able
to form the questions better. I have found that the better the question, the more correct the answer. So, for now, I will focus on the questions and let the answers come as they may.
It's been a little but since the last that I've written. Life is a lot easier right now. I guess that Christy and I are back together for now. I know that it's the wrong thing for me to still be
with her, but I am so addicted to her. And yes a little in love too.
She wants to keep sleeping with other people, but be with me. That's going to be hard to get used too. I am always wondering who she is with when I am not around. It's not as bad as not being with
her, but it's still pretty hard.
It's only a matter of time before she leaves again, so I had better have fun while I can.