IDK...

May 2008
1:17 PM EDT

blah

i am so so so bored....i need to do something

yah i want to be off already but i'm gonna be here till probably

i'd say 6:30-ish hopefully earlier and NOT later

but i think most likely later...sux

idk going home this weekend finally haven't been there in like a while

i don't really go home that often since i'm alwayz with my boyfriend

i know thats bad but i can't help it....i like spending time with him...

he really is AWESOME...but idk

i guess i'm just gonna end this since i don't really� have much to write

and i don't know what to write really...alrighty then PEACE

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Apr 2008
1:43 PM EDT

well i really haven't been on this in like forever...um yeah whats new well no more tim thats for sure. i don't hate him but i did cuz hes a total dumbass 4 reals...yeah he was totally cheating on me with of course monique...whats new. and he was i guess cheating on her with me...whatever life goes on. but yah i did do the navy thing...i'm actually updating this on a comp. from the ship i'm on...crazy huh?? well i think at least...but yah lifes cool. i have a boyfriend now..hes a total sweetheart and i really lie, care, idk i just am really into him...Hes also on the ship..hes awesome but yeah i've totally grown up..i was reading all of my old journals and damn was i stupid..i� was like obsessed with the whole tim monique shit...lame. but yah i guess i'm just gonna stop writing i'll update this shit later when i have more time and when i'm more bored i can say. so yeah PEACE!!!

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May 2007
10:31 AM EDT

i never go on this so yah....idk but i needed to update this...well i went to prom with my friend ziek on 5/5/07 it was fun but i didn't get drunk how i wanted but it was cool. tim didnt want to go with me i think he didn't go cuz he was afraid monique might see pictures of us and well shes a stupid bitch. she threaten him no t to long ago cuz on my myspace i wrote...hes my "fallen angel" and well thats what he got tattooed on him...she found out about his tattoo from her sister cuz he helped her and her b/f to move shit into their new place...well yah monique called tim saying basicly i'm not stupid i know you talk to her...blah blah and she told him if you want to be with her then go ahead but don't expect to see "me" or the baby...do you see how she included herself before the baby...she s a stupid selfish bitch thats looking out for only herself and to get tim back...i FUCKiN HATE that FAT bitch....i'm sry i never have hated anyone so much i never thought i could...well bells gonna ring...talk or write later...PEACE

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Apr 2007
10:27 AM EDT

i havent been on this since forever. i'm now excited to go to the navy. i wish my date to leave was sooner actually. but yah i have so many things i'm worried about. first i spent the money that my mom gave me to buy my gown for graduation which is really soon. then prom is in a month and i have no money. i need to stop smoking and get a job now. i don't car if i work full time and i never get any sleep i just need money to pay and get everything done and over with. i also need to start coming to school everyday cuz i've been missing way too much school. i also have 3 swaps that i need to do so i can go to prom...and i really need to raise all of my grades because i'm actually kinda scared i'm not gonna graduate. now thats pretty sad i really have fucked up my senior year the one that mattered the most. life sucks..i wish i could change so much...and yah about tim. we're together, but i'm upset at him right now. but besides that we're good really good lately actually...and i like it. i LOVE it actually. but lets see how long it lasts...because nothing good last forever.

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Feb 2007
12:10 PM EDT

i'm @ school and yah its school. but for an update. i joined the navy and i'm excited but then i don't want to go. i'm just confused i guess....whats new..lol but anyways on the tim s***. well i'm still talking to him for like a little while i wasn't though cuz i found out from his ex((she sent me a myspace message)) that they got back together. so i told him never to talk to me again...blah blah. but he kept on calling me everyday a s*** load a day like way over 20 times a day. i didn't pick up or if i did i would be an ass and talk to him for like a few minutes. but he isn't with her anymore and now i'm talking to him. so yah. i bet everyone or anyone who is reading this is judging me. whatever. yup and idk know what else so yah i guess thats my update...oh and yah me brittany and most likely alie are gonna get tattoos on the insides of our lips they're gonna be a bumble bee or something...i don't really care i just want one. but i'm still gonna get one with tim.

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Jan 2007
1:44 PM EDT

well my lifes been full of stupid drama. tim got his ex pregnant. when we broke up the 1st time he ran into her..blah blah they had sex and got her pregnant. shes 3 months. he doesn't think its his but yah idk. he says he sry and that he loves me, wants to be with me...all that good stuff. I'm a dumbass of course so i want to be with him too. i want to be there for him and with him. hes going through alot right now and needs someone. everyone has been giving me a lot of s*** for it. saying like i'm dumb...ect. but i'm sry i can't help it i love him. no one really knows that i talk to him everyday and see him practicly everyday as well. but then today the navy lady came i signed a paper for permission for the navy to get my asvab scores transferred from the army. then after that look at the jobs i qualify for. go do the physical and sign up for the navy...crazy huh. i'm excited though in a weird way. i want to go and do something with my life, but i don't want to leave tim behind. i kinda feel like i'm taking his dream. hes always wanted to do the navy, but with what he did it just puts that to a hold but who knows if its gonna be permanetly. tim and me are gonna go get tattoos together though...hopefully in feb. before march though. or maybe we'll go on his birthday. april 6. hes gonna be 20...my little old fart...haha i love him so much...i don't know i'm just so confused...really.

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Dec 2006
1:27 PM EDT

well i'm tired and i really don't want to go to work today. i'm okay now if i don't think about it. well with the whole subject with tim. i talked to him like 2 days ago which was cool. i want to hang-out with him the last day i saw him was i think...um not this past sunday but the sunday before that. it was nice seeing him again...its just weird because you don't know what you're suppose to do or what you should or can't do. theres like limits now and i'm not use to it and don't like it at all.

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2 comment(s) - 03:33 PM - 12/21/2006

Dec 2006
1:52 PM EDT

me and tim broke up and i'm not taking it very well. he broke up with me on monday and today was going to be our 9 month anniversary, so today has been so far a not so good day. i cry alot and unexpectedly, i hate it. i really miss him and miss him so much. i love him so much and i wish we would just get back together. i really don't want him to leave for the navy.

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