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    Zey  29, Female, New York, USA - First entry!
19
Jan 2017
12:08 AM EST
   

12am thoughts

�So tonight i got my heart broken for what i hope would be the last time. I chose to allow one person to remain in my life for 6 years wich is totally out of character for me. For the first time in my life im not even hurt about it. im used to the things he does and his childish mind games tactics. It just blows my mind how he STILL doesnt seem to appreciate me after all this time.I should be the apple of his eye by now. How could two people deal with each other for so long but one claim not to love the other? Makes me wonder. What is love? Is it even real? Or is it merely just a figment of our imagination? When we believe in love are we just as crazy as the people who believe in mermaids, unicorns and bigfoot? See me im a firm believer in staying positive and having hope so i dont want to be that ONE person who doesnt believe. But time and time again i feel like people prove to me its no such thing.�
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    jarviscorona  47, Male, Ohio, USA - First entry!
30
Dec 2016
5:36 AM CET
   

How to choose the right boiler repair NJ providers?

If your boiler is out of service and you want someone to repair it well in time choosing professionals will be essential. It is vital that you hire professionals for installing a new boiler or even boiler repair NJ. They will make the procedure simpler and will also be cost effective. It is not wise to fix the boiler problems yourself as it may damage the appliance more. It is beneficial to you to hire a professional technician in such a situation. Knowing the important tips is important to ensure right research. Before you hire the heating repair NJ services, there are a few tips that you should consider and below mentioned are those:

Do not opt for the door to door representatives: When you start looking you will notice that there are many practitioners practicing from the degree they have got from the local school. Even if you have a problem with your repair and you come across any such door-to-door representative never hire them for your work. The main reason behind this is that they may not be trustworthy. Only chose company authorized NJ Central heating & repair service providers for all your needs. This is one way to be certain about their services.

Reputation in the market: You will get a clear idea of the services of the boiler repair NJ Company by checking out their goodwill. Research is what will help you find the most reputed service provider. You can view online for this kind of service provider. To know the reliability of the provider, you can check out the reviews on the review website.

Certifications and experience: Before you allow them to enter your property and start with all the heating repair NJ work it is important for you to take a look at their certifications and accreditations. Also, it will help you know how knowledgeable they are. You will then be able to decide whether to hire them for your needs or not. The experience is another aspect that you need to consider while choosing the provider. Experience of the boiler repair NJ company will help you know whether they offer quality services or not.

Fee charged: One factor determines whether you choose the NJ central heating & repair company or not is the fees charged by them. If you want to get the best and the most economical prices you will first have to ask for quotes from the service providers you are looking at. Compare the quotes that you have got and then choose the best one.

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    HerbertGarcia  50, Male, Oregon, USA - First entry!
17
Dec 2016
7:14 AM PST
   

Choosing experienced Asphalt Paving Long Island contractor!

In case you have asphalt paving Long Island requirements, ensure that you look for the quality contractor. It is important to note that they are well aware of all the aspects. While in search of a professional for residential or business needs it is important to note that the one you choose is experienced.

Try looking out for one blacktop Long Island contractor that holds good amount of experience. There are a number of benefits of choosing an experienced contractor. Look into the rules and regulations, references etc to make sure that you have picked on the best contractor.

The Asphalt Paving Queens NY contractors having an experience of a number of years will know how to handle the blacktop driveway Nassau County according to the particular area, weather condition as well as your needs. The company provides a number of services like resurfacing, paving and seal coating. You need to ensure that the company specializes in the services that you are looking out for. Good companies will visit the site; examine a number of things such as grading, and soil quality etc before they give you a quote. It is always wise on your part to look for such contractors in order to avoid future issues related to the price.
Other than finding the contractor having a number of years of services, you also should know if they provide in the particular area that you want or not. This is because you will want to look for someone who is well versed with all the aspects related to your location. Only then they can promise you about the time and money which will be involved.
The options of asphalt paving contractors that you have should provide you with referrals from the past projects. Try getting a couple of references at least. You can thus take a right decision. At the time you contact the references, there are a few questions that you need to consider and below mentioned are those:

What did the work include? When did you get it done? Was that the right time to undertake the project? Did the asphalt paving Long Island contractor complete the project on time specified? If not what was the reason? Was the cost worth the service provided? Will you call them again?

You will come across too many Asphalt Paving Queens NY contractors when you start to research. You should choose from the options that are happy to give you free quotes. Make certain that you know the factors affecting the quote so that you can estimate the final cost of the project. Make sure you ask them about all the aspects like advance payments and part payments which have to be made. In case there are is any increase or decrease in the total cost, how will that be considered?
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    luv2dnz  58, Female, Arizona, USA - First entry!
27
Nov 2016
2:47 AM MST
   

The Relationship Title

Lately I have been searching my heart in reference to a relationship that I am in. The problem that I am facing is that we are in a relationship in title only. We have been 'dating' for almost a year and yet I feel single.

When we met I made sure that he understood what I was looking for in a relationship.� I don't necessarily need someone to take care of me, financially I am very capable of taking care of myself.� But I was hoping to find someone to share my life with.� In reality, we see each other every week for approximately 2 hours due to a mutual game that we play, but we are not alone during this time.� As for 'us' time, we see each other maybe every 3 or 4 weeks, sad part�is that we live about 15 minutes apart, when we do it is because I have made the effort to spend time with him and it ends up being sexual in which I am no where near satisfied.� The man can't last more than 25 minutes, seriously!

Everytime that I invite him to my home, there is always a reason why that can't happen.�

So now, I know this relationship is going no where, so why don't I have the guts to just end it?
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    Brownie  37, Female, Hawaii, USA - First entry!
20
Nov 2016
3:55 AM HST
   

The wake of silence

Today was a quiet day, full of lounging around the house, listening to music and browsing the web. But as the night is here and my mind is awake, I am constantly thinking of one thing. Love. It happens when you least expect it and sometimes when you least want it. It's only been 8 months of being single, and I feel like there is a lot happening in my love life that I can't control nor really want. Now is the time for me to focus on my life, my goals, my future. I am the type that would put everything aside to make the people I love feel supported, and encouraged. But I am putting my foot down and standing up for me. I will not degrade myself and I will put myself first for once.�
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    MildredReed  27, Male, California, USA - First entry!
18
Nov 2016
5:39 AM EST
   

Different types of appareil cellulite to reduce cellulite

At present, most women face cellulite issues. You can be prone to dimpled skin if you have cellulite but now with appareil cellulitye you need to worry much about it. Along with this device, massaging is important to reduce cellulite.

In case you are not able to find time for professional massage daily, then you can even get it done at your home using the cellulite device. Many these days use massage palper-rouler by self to get rid of this dimpled skin. Before buying research is important so that you be sure about your purchase. Just when you opt for the best you can be sure of its benefits for yourself.

Massage is one full proof ways which can help get rid of cellulite. In order to get rid of cellulite, massages can be done in a number of ways at home. When you use the meilleur anti cellulite device, doing different types of massages become simpler.

You have to know the actual reasons of cellulite before you use appareil cellulite. It is mainly seen in areas where there are lots of fat cells. You may be thinking that it is simple to reduce cellulite, but the fact is that it is not as easy as you think. Before you start with it, know that this is not a permanent cure. Doing it at home will just reduce its looks. Cellulite device can help get rid of the dimpled skin just to an extent making the skin look clear.

Did you know that cellulite vacuum is one type of meilleur anti cellulite device? It has a small cup at one end. When you turn it on, you can feel the sensation but it is not painful. Vacuum can offer good results but can not help get rid of it completely. As compared to other massaging techniques and devices these offer better results.

Are you aware of dry brushing? With this technique, you can exfoliate your skin. This technique can be used to before or after you take shower in order to improve the blood circulation. Natural body bush will be one good idea as they are made with natural bristles. It is therefore that they are softer than a normal brush.

In the initial stage, you can even make use of cellulite rollers to reduce cellulite. A lot of them use this type of appareil cellulite at the start. The appareil cellulite improves the blood circulation but in a different manner. It has tiny needles which are not sharp but effective to increase the blood circulation. With the massaging techniques, consuming the nutritious diet will help you reduce the cellulite quickly.

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    Kwagga  48, Female, South Africa - 2 entries
18
Oct 2016
3:50 AM SAST
   

Memoirs of a broken heart....

"stop it, no..." I would cry. �the bigs giants from next door, came over to bully me agan. �5 years old and scared, scared that if i venture out today in my garden, the giants may come and find me again, and bully me and hit me. why, i dont know why. �cause i look like a girl that needs to be beaten up i suppose. where mom was, i dont know. the feeling, the fear i felt, i can still feel it now. i can feel the pain and rejection then already. �evening would dawn, and dad would be home. �shouting pierces the air and runs through the passage of our house. one minute sitting on dads lap, the next minute running through the house, hearing shouts, banging and running....
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    MickeyMouse202  57, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 112 entries
25
Sep 2016
9:26 PM
   

Must have to read. Must have to be possible to get a new one. Must have to go to sleep. Must have to go out for me and country.
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    bookunread  27, Female, California, USA - 2 entries
28
Aug 2016
11:17 AM PST
   

Hurting

I really wish someone could just know the feeling i'm having nd tell me what to do. My heart feels like it is actually �breaking, but i could never tell him that. There's so much i want to get off my chest and tell him, but i dont. I feel like if i do say something, i'll look weak. Like i have nothing better to do than to sit around and dwell on everything. Like i am ulitmately on giant burden in his life. I also don't want to start a fight, i mean it's bad enough i feel this way, he should either. part of me even feels like even if i do tell him, that he won't change anything. I sit up at nnight trying to fall asleep wondering if he's thinking about me while he's out til 6 in the morning drinking, which he has found to be his favorite hobby apparently.
I don't even want to say the words 'Break Up' out loud... �but boy have i thought them. I really am hoping he's just doing this for the first week and will soon settle down... that's what i'm praying for atleast... But how can you put a person through so much pain and not even seem to notice.... how can you go hours without �calling or texting and just assume that i get it or i don't mind. How can a boy who means so much to you treat you likr you mean so little... how to you fix a hurting heart?

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    Rosie  35, Female, United Kingdom - 2 entries
10
Aug 2016
4:00 PM GMT
   

New beginnings cont......

So over the last couple of weeks I have been twoing and throwing of what to do. I think I knew deep down what I had to do, but just didn't want to hurt Charlie. He is one of the good guys. So we sat down and decided we would end it. We wouldn't shut each other out either as we both deeply care for one another. That clich� I love you but not in love with you. It really does happen :(�
So that was about a week and a half ago. How am I feeling? Mixed I'm sad that it couldn't work. I generally think if it was later in life it might have. I'm also happy, I'm excited to see what's going to happen in the future! im not in any rush.�
On that note my friends went out at the weekend, we stood in our spot and we danced. Ben the dj was there again. Still staring, still grinning and still giving me butterflies. That excitement feeling of being single, I hadn't had that in ages, I was actually enjoying his attention without the worry of hurting someone else or cheating.�
Nicola and Katie have been great. Constantly listening to me. I suppose that's another reason I started writing on here too. I feel like I'm bombarding them sometimes and I don't want to annoy them. I've been in that situation before your there for your friend but �you sorta want them to shut up sometimes. Anyway they have been fab. Katie decided I needed to pull someone to say that I am totally single! I've haven't had a disco winch in years! I didn't know it's something that people still done! But you know what I thought it made sort of sence a bit of girls fun! �Ÿ˜�
I felt felt awkward though I'm not one to start chatting up folk. I don't know where I plucked the courage from( maybe the shots and vodka had a bit to do with it). So in the club there is 2djs together, they switch about every few hours. Ben was standing there in the dj box while his friend was on decks. Katie egging me on 'go say hi' and that what I did�Ÿ™ˆ I walked up next to him. I was so nervous good nervous though. We chatted, I couldn't even tell you what we talked about! I did tell him I had something important to tell him... Jokingly he said 'your single?' �That was it I was single. Was I turning into one of the girls who he could just click his fingers and go running? It's not the same if it's just for fun is it? We have switched numbers and have been texting for the last few days.�
That excited feeling when you open a text or wait for a reply, or wait to reply because your trying to play cool? I've not had that in so long and I'm enjoying it.�
Apart of me feels bad, am I moving on to quickly? Nicola and Katie have been saying no, as I have been with Charlie but knew it was over but also what's the harm in a bit of attention. I'm going to go with them on that one. Although if I bump into Charlie I think I'll keep it quiet for the time being I don't want to hurt him more than I have too.�





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