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jleigh09 37, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Mar 2007
5:01 PM WEDT

Sorry i havnt been on in such a while i no longer live with my parents so dont get to update much. i have got my own flat now i live with my partner and my son. Everything in pretty good tyler is more content and iam alot happier having a bit my independance and a bit more of a routine with tyler. Things havnt been to great between me and steven there is not give or take with him he never meets me half way. and i avoid arguing as much as i can coz he always walks out and i hate it, its not fair on me or tyler. i feel like most days i do everything the cleaning the cooking the washing and dealing with tyler bathing him feeding him etc etc ...... most the time things are ok just some days he can be really selfish. I feel like i dont exsist we are really struggling with money as he lost his job the first week we moved in so things are tight i feel like i have no nice clothes i never feel attractive. He never makes me feel attractive. we dont make love as much as we used to there must be something wrong with me he just not as interested only when he wants it and how he wants it what ui want never seems to matter i made myself look real nice the other day i looked feminen and attractive i felt really good and my sister said i looked nice and made a nice effort. All steven could say was ........why? i dont think he meant it to sound the way it did but i just feel like he never notices me. we never go out coz we are so skint i mean dont get me wrong things are good it just the lil things u know seem to be fading away a bit. anyway gotta go and shouldnt moan there are still people worse off then me .

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MissMonet 34, Female, California, USA - 4 entries

Mar 2007
7:51 AM PDT

Me again...my parents think we're not gonna last cuz we met when we were 15.. and both of their first marriages were with someone they met before 18 and they were both treated dirty... so theyre scared my babys gonna treat me oh so wrong... but how would they know.. they dont feel what we feel, when im with him its like nothing else matters im focused souly on him my family gets mad... but i dont care... i need to love outside the family.. we are not hillbillies!

somedays i wonder though how long will we last... til he moves... while hes in arkansas, when he comes back.. or is there even an end atall? ppl say absence makes the heart fonder... but is it possible for it to tear it apart also? i really dont know these days... its wierd.. i need to show how much i love him...

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ihateyao 36, Male, China - First entry!

Mar 2007
4:29 AM EDT

I have a friend who greets people he hasn't seen for awhile by asking, "How are things? Are you happy?" It never fails to throw people off. Most of us don't stop to consider whether or not we'rehappy on a day-to-day basis.
You'd pass with flying color.

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ngamez77 46, Female, Florida, USA - 5 entries

Mar 2007
4:10 AM EDT

Ok i havent written in a long time. we have our moments of bliss and then a hurrican comes through. Im tired of bein accused of cheating all the time and then he says he forgives me. For what i didnt do anything. He reads my journal entries and goes through my things. What am i guilty of. At this point im not going to say sorry for things i havent done.No more. I have to much going on with my son. my work and him to .. why does it have to be so complicated. I cant lie to him i cant telll him the truth it really doesnt make a difference because he believes what he believes. This is my journal where i can let things out without being judged. He asked me not to write his name on the internet and that is fine i have deleted his name. I respect his privacy. He spends loads of time online sharing whatever he is sharing looking at things married men shouldnt look at. I have accepted that i cant change that or anything for that matter. Comment of other women lunches with other women. he say he does all these things because of me. thats a cop out he doing it because that what he wants to do. i dont blame anyone for the things i do. i own up to them. Im such a bad wife. fat ashtray. losser. ive learned u have to be careful what u say. Being angry and screaming doesnt help either but i get to this point . i hold it and hold it. it doesnt make it right i am not perfect although he would love me to be but no one is not even him. thank god i dont have the balls to say what i think about him because love does make u nicer even though they are not.Im done writing READ THIS if you wish but its my journal. MY JOURNAL MY OUTLET no one replies not one has comments just a place for me to write. this will be the only entry that you will see every other entry is private and for me to see only. My Private thoughts are mine. All future entries will be posted as private and none will be accessible. these entries also protect the privacy of others involved in my thoughts and i have to respect that.

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hockeygirl 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 3 entries

Mar 2007
1:13 PM EDT

Hey sorry for not writing in a long time. Its just I never have time in my busy life. Your probobly woundering how my hockey seasonis going, well its over for this year and next year I'll be on the 12u finally. So in the summer I play Soccer. In fact I just signed up. I can't wait! Today went great I'm not felling alone.

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sublettt30 69, Female, Texas, USA - 66 entries

Mar 2007
8:04 PM EDT

It has been a good day. I am starting to write some travel articles and I hope they will generate some income for me.

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christysmith 36, Female, Virginia, USA - 17 entries

Mar 2007
9:34 AM EDT

Due to the fact of my new location i will be slow on posting any entrys. Sorry for the inconvenience....

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felix31794 30, Male, Georgia, USA - First entry!

Mar 2007
5:27 AM EDT

Dear journal today is my Birthday nobody have told me happy birthday except two of my friends on myspace and soundclick.com reprsentative which is a music downloading site i know this is going to be a good birthday maybe the best all i got to do is leave it in God hands. I'm going to have a good birthday in Jesus name.

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adgjmp9374 41, Male, New York, USA - 4 entries

Mar 2007
11:58 AM EDT

My friend is mad at me cause the teacher caught him telling lies about me he soes not got any rite! i dont care he does no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate him i dont no if i should be friends with him what do you think?

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nitemistress 66, Female, Canada - 10 entries

Mar 2007
6:14 AM EST

Todays Horoscope: This could be a momentous day for someone in your life. An important relationship could be at a turning point, one that signals permanence and stability. Welcome a chance to mingle.
While I don't follow horoscopes in the sense that they guide my life or how I face a day, I do find a great many of them having something within them that could well be written after a day is done. So much seems to be bang on or darn close. Add to it my extra ability and sense and it makes for interesting times.
With this in mind I've decided to keep track of certain ones that seem to share the same 'thoughts' as my extra sense, ones where even before reading them I've felt that something is stirring.
Enemies?? There is no reason I should have them. Friends?? Far too mixed and complex the emotions that go with the 2 I have. Well, maybe 3 and I see ONE only when it's right for them. The other 2 I haven't seen in...well, one it's been maybe 2 almost 3 years, the other almost a year. The one I DO get to see if I'm lucky MAYBE a couple of times a month. I wait for my scraps while being the best friend anyone could want but in reality I'm everybody's best kept dirty little secret. The friend that no one knows exists, no one admits to knowing, the one that just is, that is always there when needed. Like some favourite toy that gets brought out when nothing and no one else is available or around.
How does one have enemies with friends like this??

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I have a friend who greets people he hasn't seen for awhile by asking, "How are things? Are you happy?" It never fails to throw people off. Most of us don't stop to consider whether or not we'rehappy on a day-to-day basis. You'd pass with flying color.

I have a friend who greets people he hasn't seen for awhile by asking, "How are things? Are you happy?" It never fails to throw people off. Most of us don't stop to consider whether or not we'rehappy on a day-to-day basis.
You'd pass with flying color.