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To be happy with life, be happy with oneself, to love is a risk, �if taken just know, �how ever it turns out , You will be okay.

Expectations are future resentments, and we all have our flaws, just hold on, believe and trust in your soul.� Not everyone will think the same or act the same in any situation, respect the difference in others, yet love them for whom they are.

Life is short, keep it simple, don't over look, read, or complicate what is in the big picture just a delusion in this reality of life that we all share.

Its as if no one cares,

Maybe its because life isn't fare...

Left alnoe to walk this earth,

Wondering what she's really worth...

To think she once new love,

But it died like that lonely white dove...

Her heart bleed crimson red,

With every waking moment she's come to dread...

No longer able to hold back�the fear,

Her feelings so unclear...

With everyday she cries,

As she looses her carefully knit diguise...

If only I could remeber,

Then maye I would'nt feel so much anger...

Sportygirl15

Ok, so theres this guy, Zack. He's so amazing. You would think by now I would know not to crush on the same guy as my Bff. But hey shit happens. I dont want to hurt her feelings... Or his. Anyone got any ideas? cause Im clueless as to what to do at the moment

Kodak87

Hello everyone! my first post... wow.� have so much things on my mind! Cant wait to share it

I totally needed this break. Between chemistry and geometry I've been so stressed out. It''s time to relax. Yesterday Me and Jacey walked around town all day. It was so nice out! But today is even nicer. So I think I'm gonna take a walk. Then Lucas is coming over and I'm going to the movies with Ashely, Jasmine and Lucas. Party!

I am messed up,

in my mind,

feeling so lost and out of time.

So find me a voice,

give me a choice,

open these eyes,

my heart s blind.

I loose my self,

over and over.

�DONT Wake me up, because i am sober.

I have been trying to keep up .. make sure I had time to write in my blog but being that I work two jobs one that keeps me up all night long ..and the other babysitting and very active little one its hard to find the time to sit and get a a clear thought in my head ... all my thinking usually goes .. damn I need to clean this and that or get this done and one of those is sitting down isnt usuallly an option .. but hey here is my two cents for today ,,, yeah I have been trying to make sure that in my head that I tell myself that this walk is my exercise no matter how long or short it is .. since I do alot of walking already I'm just trying to wire my brain to think of it as exercise instead of just a way to get from one place to another .. cause I'm always on my feet but it dosent count as exercise cause i wasnt telling myself it is .. when I do .. I do try to go a bit farther .. a bit faster concentrate on my breathing gauging how well im doing ... the kids like me bening a bit of a nut so walking around the block or two instead of just going straight home when I drop of my daughter at school .. the only problem I have right�now is the weather isnt quite as cooperative as I would like it .. sweating in the rain isnt too good if I want to stay well enough to take care the house, kids and my job .. so its changes to speed how fast can I move my body,,, while pushing two kids in a stroller .. weight training there ... they arent all the lite you know .. so what bugs the most of myself is when I feel like im doing pretty good .. the clothes are a bit looser on me .. have to wear a belt now but then I let my guard down and sit down ,,, you know relaxed and such and I look down and see this big belly just staring up at me .. and I feel� like such a loser and get pissed all over again .. but hey what can I do but use my feelings and try to get myself moving again .. anyways if you are in the same boat as me .. then I say to you .. one day at a time ... C-Ya

The wind whisles through her hair,

Releasing the pain she can no longer bare...

Slowly dying like that old red rose,

As she walks towards the gallows....

-Sportygirl15