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why is it that whenever you get one problem fixed another one comes up to get you .the thing is i had my knee fixed 2 years ago and all was going well till i fell over a stupid bollard in a car park this must have been funny to see but hurt like hell to do so now i'm waiting to see my surgeon to get put back together again i think my parents should have called me hummpty dummty cos i'm always falling apart.nerver mind just another operation to add to the ever growing list

the dance last night was amazing. i was dancing with like everybody and i was grinding like everybody. aha. i said hey to like the SWEETEST teachers. lolfr. mrs. miller, mrs. griffith, and mr. stevens. :)
well, will wasn't at the dance :( it made me sad, i really wish that he had asked me, but i found out last monday that he wasn't going because he said so at youth group.
gabe was there. i saw him a few times. he was the reason that i wanted to look so pretty, since, will nor alex were gonna be there. even though i dont like alex as much as i used to. but i'm pretty sure that gabe didn't even see me. :(
austin was being a dick. he was hurting like everybody there. and so was sarah as usual.
but i tried not to let that ruin my night.
zack and i had fun dancing with each other. i hope i wasn't bugging him, i was kinda all over him, but i didn't try to be that in�a creepy way. i mean, he's gay after all. so i really didn't have much of a problem with it, i dont think he did either. and then he got sad for the last few minutes, and it made me sad...
everybody told me that i looked uber pretty! i think i looked better than at homecoming, i love katy's dress!
well, i'm stuck listening to "another cinderella story" songs, and it's really stuck in my head. aha.
well, i'm so nervous for tryouts. i thought about that randomly because me and morgan were dancing together and i love that girl and we saw rhode and we talked to him for awhile and morgan and i talked about tryouts at the dance. i swear to god, that's like all i've been thinking about. softball = #1.
also, i've been thinking about exams. too bad i forgot the stuff for my reviews. luckily, the only due one is science. but i really need to do the econ one though, because i am SOOO not ready for that exam.

ohmygod. so much stress!!!!

:)

Today I have found InboxJournal.com, and decided to give it a try. I don't know how much I'll use this... I may find another site or give up altogether. But I do like writing things. Random things. Many things. I enjoy expressing every single thought in my head because I know that in an instant it could be gone forever and I'll never remember what it was. Kind of sad, kind of liberating. Regardless, I like to keep track of my thoughts... maybe I'll have a pattern, maybe I'll keep track of myself... So here's my first blurb on this particular journal site and we will see where time takes us.

The time has come to end this dance,

I'm slowly breaking free from your hypnotic trance...

The curtains�have closed,

Your memories desposed...

The ocean waves�carry me away,

Far away from your sweet bay...

Your hold on me�has thinned,

Now its time for a new start to begin...

The oceans waters caress me,

Slowly moving me to recovery...

He left me standing there,

As if he didn't care...

And now I cant help but wonder why,

How I ever bought those lies...

I was lead astray,

Slowly, and un-knowingly betrayed...

But now the Sun shines bright,

Helping me to take flight...

The waters have set me free,

So now I take my journey to recovery...