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So here I am again, posting, day two.

Im sitting at my computer, writing in my journal, and facebooking. Probably should be doing homework... Will probably go do that next, at least some of it...

Also, class at 6... Dont really want to go, but definitely don't have a choice. I missed last week's class because I was sick. Yck, stomach flu.

Well, I should go. I'll be back again later. Bye bye now loves. <3

Ok I admit it Im as very mean/bad person... So the guy Matt (who I am over just for the record!) Well I kinda had my friend Katy bring up the time when I got him to dress up as Minnie Mouse and put on miss matching high heals, walk up the stairs and dance in front of his parents. Anyways when she reminded him of this I wish I had been there! The look on his face must have been Priceless!!��I know its not the nicest thing to do but he deserved it, well maybe not but I think he did because he has been a total a** lately��well I will wtyl bye!

WHEW. i'm tired.

I just came home from grammy's house. I love her house... even though it's got that old people'e smell. I love her house. IT's so nice. It's like... a kitchen +living room so when you're dining.. you're actually EATING IN THE LIVING ROOM.

bleh

I love my hair now. even though it's short. i still like it.

AND. I'M GOING TO KOREA

vaca at last.

i wanna bring my straightener but i dont know if it'll work� there.

i better off asking.

love

�blahbee-the great apple eater

杀鸡计

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保姆春节过后从乡下回来，拎回三只活母鸡，拿到家打开一看，其中一只母鸡在途中产了一只蛋，老公是爱鸡之人，慈悲为怀，不忍心杀鸡取蛋，把三只母鸡养在楼上的大阳台上。我考虑到卫生问题和邻里的影响，坚持表示，下蛋鸡也不得久留，要采取果断措施，免得半夜鸡叫。星期六早上，我们一家三口一致同意合作杀鸡。

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还是大约11岁的时候我自告奋勇，独立杀过一只鸡，事情虽小，但当时我做为女孩，颇有成就感，并对此过程终生难忘。敦爹也有小时候亲自杀鸡的经验。

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敦敦3岁时对生灵的权利非常敏感，曾反复向我求证人吃鸡的伦理学问题，他认为人类没有理由杀生。我们买回家活的鱼鸡蟹，都要背着敦敦屠宰。否则会遭到他的严厉谴责。

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我觉得在敦敦现在这个年龄，他可以承受目睹杀鸡，确实有必要让孩子知道吃到嘴里的鸡肉是怎么来的。从而认识自然界的伦理游戏规则。敦爹也想借此机会让敦敦练一下男子汉的胆子，体会一下杀鸡的全过程。

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被抓的小母鸡感到凶多吉少，开始在我的手中瑟瑟发抖，敦敦手小心软，抓鸡，拔脖毛，刀抹脖，开水烫鸡，退毛，开膛的一系列动作还得主要靠爹娘来完成。我们一家三口鸡手鸭脚地忙了半天，血溅了一地，总算是不白忙活，项目完成了，这也许是孩子平生唯一的一次杀鸡的体验。

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跟家里养的小猫相比，小母鸡的下场确实惨了点，我问敦敦从中体会到了点什么。他思索片刻回答，“保持可爱的特点，就能活的平安一些。”在金融风暴里要想在职场求生存，保持自己可爱的特点（忠诚，肯干）是很重要的。

is it the world or is it me!!!!!?

whats wrong with the world today

every single thing is getting on my nerves

is it the world or is it me

there must be something hidden

that only my eyes cant see

first there is no answer

then theres a disconnection

happiness fades away slowly

everything becomes a burden

im trapped between my own 4 walls

escaping from the world

or is the world escaping from me

am i everybodys problem�

or is the problem within me

theres a possibility

�is is the world or is it me