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I�used to be invincible,

Just like I�used to be sain..

But now my armor is cracked,

My heart no longer intact...

With every tear that slides down my cheek,

Its accompanied with a silent shriek...

Memories of you haunt me everyday,

I'll forget you someday...

But everyday that passes by,

I cant help but wonder why...

Theres no way out,

So now I wait for the finall knockout...

-Sportygirl15

Last Christmas, Robilee and Les invited us to a card game called Monte Carlo.� We played with 3 other couples and had a really fun evening.� Robilee and Les are in Florida, so Brad and I hosted a Monte Carlo night at our house last Saturday.� Barb and Chris, Reed and Melisha, and Tony and Angie were our playing partners.� We had a great time switching partners & enjoying our food & beverages.� I hope we can do it again!

HELP ! I'm addicted to EDWARD (Robert Pattinson) xx

I don't really know what to write. I don't have anything that I want to share or say, yet I'm bored and have nothing else to do. I think I'll just talk about my latest craze.

I went to see the new movie Twilight. I was highly surprised to find that I actually REALLY enjoyed it. I wasn't expecting to like it much at all. I loved the film so much that I started to read the books.

I read Twilight, discovering that it was much longer and better than the movie.

Then I read New moon. I had to control myself. My whole life revolved around these books. I had exams coming up and decided to quit reading (cold turkey). I was two days into my exams, when I caved and read Eclipse. Blame my friend Sam, for buying me the book for my birthday...knowing I couldn't read it!

Then I begged Paula to bring me out to buy Breaking Dawn for me. I've finished the books and am bored out of my brain !

Im still obsessing over Robert Pattinson though. The new upcoming hollywood actor (from England) I could probably tell you everything about him. He's my favourite. Well thats it really. I'd better go do my homework.

........Lorna........

"If you want happiness for an hour - take a nap. If you want happiness for a day - go fishing. If you want happiness for a year - inherit a fortune. If you want happiness for a lifetime - help someone else."

You might think that your best friend might be hanging out with your boyfriend and they said all they were doing was talking.

But , you don't know if they are lieing or telling the truth.

Say you were at a resturant where your best friend said she was going to hang out with her friends.

Then you see her walk to your boyfriend and then they start kissin' eachother.

When your best friend leaves , you go up to your boyfriend and ask him why was he kissin' your best friend.

"Do you think that was right? We are gf and bf. I can't believe you would do this to me! We are freaking over forever! "

Now you feel so guilty and you don't know if you want to break up with your bf or break up with your best friend.

You go to your parents and tell them what had happened that night.

Then they go to your best friends parents and talk about what you had told them and your best friend gets grounded.

When you go to school your best friend made posters about you being a loser and your boyfriend left you because he thought your best friend was hotter than you.

You go to the princable and she gets expelled.

The next day she leaves you alone.

Your boyfriend sits with you for lunch and says he is so sorry for what had happened yesterday night.

Do you want to get back with him or find someone else?

Well, I hope all of this information was very helpful and be careful about picking a guy and ask�your best friend if she is kissin' your boyfriend because if she is then you should always say we are never going to be friends again.

Leave any comments here on why you think I have given you this information and why to be careful of who is your boyfriend and ask him questions and ask your friends.

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You left with out a goodbye

And now I cant help but wonder why...

My heart is lost in a puddle of tears

So now I�have no choice but to face my fears...

With everday that passes bye

I wonder how I bought those lies...

How could you ever do this to me?

I�never thought you would be the enemy...

If�only I�had known what was to come

Then maybe I�would'nt be so numb...

Soon I�will let you go

I�probably should have a while ago...

Unlike those childhood�fairytales

This one ends in betrayal...

-Sportygirl15

I think that i am officially going insane. I CANNOT like will again, especially not this much. He is seriously driving me insane!!!!!!!!�my heart is starting to race when i think about him, this is not good!!!!!�argh! what do i do??????? i'm not sure if this is a good thing or not, but RIGHT NOW, i'm extremely happy. because he's making me happy. and idk what to do about it because i dont wanna tell him how i feel about him, and i dont want this tri to end because i probably will barely see him like at all next tri, i didn't see him at all first tri except for youth group. this is gonna suck. i think that will will always have a place in my heart, especially because he was my first love, and i dont think that you can ever truely get over that. well, i'm happy that i'm happy but i'm also scared...

everytime,

i feel fine,

comfortable if you will,

you some how make me ill.

over and over i break,

over and over i hate,

over and over,

it's my mistake.

over and over,

It's my fault.

now im looking up,

the sky seems so full of lust.

over and over i am dead,

over and over bright red tears are bled.

over and over im stuck way up high,

over and over i am ready to die.

so now that� it's over my head.

i must turn my self up and in to the lord.

to protect this shattered heart.

keep the broken pieces still beating,

and never ever leave me.

see over and over,

man will hurt,

but over and over GOD proves his work.

over and over,

we shatter and break,

over and over THE GOOD LORD,

is our every� comfort.�

so please don't cry.

wipe those tearfs from said eyes.

and turn your head to the sky,