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arandall 42, Female, Ohio, USA - 12 entries

Mar 2009
1:22 AM EDT

dreams

Lately about once a week I have been having dreams about my friend Sean Shawler. We were boyfriend and girlfriend our Junior and Senior years in High School. Then his family moved to Carrollton to be closer to me. Then some time after that his mom didn't want him dating me for some reason. Well I still love him. I have been having dreams about all those times at OSSB and here at home when I was with him. Then I would wake up crying. Well today it got worse. I am still crying. What a day today is turning out to be

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seastar 45, Female, Oregon, USA - 394 entries

Mar 2009
12:35 AM PST

yeah but does anyone want to actually _____ ? Pffff

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cutieliciousx21 32, Female, Michigan, USA - 16 entries

Mar 2009
6:34 PM EDT

that boy...

that boy called me up the night of my last post, and he ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE. and ever since, we've been hanging out at lunch and after his band and my chemistry. well, we're probably going over to his house on saturday and watching a movie! i keep thinking about kissing him and being with him and just everything about him. he put his arm around me for a really long time today, but it felt weird because i'm a tad taller than him =/. well, it seems as if he really does like me, and i'm not looking forward to gulf shores only because i wont see him AT ALL. :(. well, i'm hoping that the thursday night before i leave, i can hang out with him and maybe go on a date with him. i really want to spend the whole evening with him and have our first kiss. but you can't plan these things. they have to just happen. like mine and david's first kiss. i doubt he'll kiss me infront of his family. and i doubt we'll be left alone. not that his rents dont necessarily trust me, but just that we're only 15/16. but i really hope that she trusts me. even though i dont have any reason to be trusted. (but she doesn't know that). ;) haha. jk. well, i can't wait to just go on a date with him, i'm feeling so needy, like i just NEED to be with him. and i'm scared that i'm falling too hard too soon, because i know how much he can hurt me.

love always,
Jenna

Tags: boys, Crushes, like, love

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1 comment(s) - 11:09 PM - 03/27/2009

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Shaylaina 59, Female, Canada - 9 entries

Mar 2009
3:28 PM EDT

I've only written private journals here so far. There is nothing bad in them...just feel it's kinda difficult to put some things out there, it's more for my own expression or things that go on inside my head that I feel too silly to put out there and they aren't needed to be shared. Things are good here. It's cramped, but it's just the way life is and we are working with it:) Life has had some twists and turns but they've been good learning experience...pain in the butt experiences, but that's ok, esp since things are settled now. Love my girls, love my b/f and our pets

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paterbabe 54, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 69 entries

Mar 2009
9:08 AM EDT

Antoine de Saint-Exupery quote

"If you want to build a ship, don’t drum up the men to gather wood, divide the work and give orders. Instead, teach them to yearn for the vast and endless sea."

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- Antoine de Saint-Exupery, Universe

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found �7/31/2008 (cleaning up MSOutlook)

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JBaby14 31, Female, Iowa, USA - 8 entries

Mar 2009
9:02 AM CST

Breakthrough.

So yesterday Ryley and I�got into a fight. But oddly we are better than before the fight. I've been talking to her constantly!�(= I'm glad I have her back. We have kinda drifted apart in the past year.

So let's get to the really important stuff.

Last night Lucas gave me a promise ring. I�am sooo happy!�Everyone seems to Dissaprove except for Jacey and Ryley, but yeah. I could honestly spend the rest of my life with him.

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1 comment(s) - 05:08 PM - 03/26/2009

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AgentS 37, Female, Washington, USA - 3 entries

Mar 2009
4:03 PM PST

Dreaming With Your Eyes Open

The past couple weeks it seems like i've grown alot. I'm more realistic, I am more positive, and best of all, I've started "dreaming with my eyes open," metaphorically speaking. I have come down from my high horse and realized that i've got to take action to get what I want. I can't just do a little bit of work and think that everything is going to fall into place, because it never will. Your never going to get anywhere assuming if you do one little thing, it'll be good enough for your dream to come true. I'm fully aware of� how much work comes behind building a future for yourself, and the huge effort that comes with "making your dream come true," or just being sucessful. That is why dreaming with your eyes open is good, because you will have a better perspective on what you got your eyes on, versus dreaming with your eyes closed where you think nothing will come in the way, let alone make the journey difficult. I'm glad i'm starting to get my mind frame straight. It hasn't always been this way, hell no it hasn't been like this. It's been a road of endless potholes, cracks and speed bumps, not the kind of speed bumps that slow you down, i'm talking about the kind that scrape the hell out your car and make you cringe fifty times worse than a chalkboard. Especially in the past year. I've been through more in the past year, than i've been through in the past few years. Some of the most significant people in my life are gone, and I had thought I was doing good, untill I turn on the news to find out that someone is going to jail for murder, or that someone was killed. I don't know what to think most of the time, but if there's one thing I do know, it is this, no matter the event that changes your life, no matter the tragedy, no matter the situation, you must keep moving, and just keep it going.

Now, I'm going to hit the sheets!

Night.

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2 comment(s) - 01:55 PM - 03/23/2009

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Sportygirl15 32, Female, Michigan, USA - 119 entries

Mar 2009
6:39 PM EDT

Nothings worse than a copy cat!!!

She stole a piece of me!

I now pronounce her the enemy...

This is no game!

Maybe I'll put you to shame...

She stole my poem!

Cant help but feel numb....

Anger ticking like a deadly grenade!

Left feeling betrayed....

She stole a piece of me!

I now pronounce her the enemy....

I�wont call this person out directly. Thats childs play. But I wil say this, You hurt me! Alot. You have now idea how much it hurts, when you see someone else coping your work, and calling it theirs. What I write, comes from deep within, what Im feeling at the moment!�(hence my poem above) Please, please don't do it again. I dont mind if you quote off of me, Just say in your blog that it was written by ME! please dont do it again. I cant even began to explain how much it hurts, to know that someone copeyed off of me, and called it theirs...

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2 comment(s) - 03:51 PM - 04/05/2009

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kayevaste 46, Female, United Kingdom - 92 entries

Mar 2009
6:16 PM GMT

"You are a living magnet. What you attract into your life is in harmony with your dominant thoughts." - Brian Tracy

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ania 34, Female, Philippines - 4 entries

Mar 2009
7:33 AM EDT

what a life??

hai...what a life... sometimes you need to smile, to laugh and be hapi but not all the time... to make the world fair... sometimes it better to make your self cry, be sad, to be anger, to be emo... in order to make someone....smile and be hapi too... actually its ok, its fine... but why people.... still doesn't notice the sacrifice you've made?? is it fair??? or its just God's will... in order for you to learn a lesson... for you to learn how to make a right choice???? for you to learn how to stand??? how to fight??? and never give up??? and make your faith strong enough to face him..... hahahaha nag emo nah...hahaha

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1 comment(s) - 06:58 AM - 05/24/2009

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