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老鸭叫

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爷爷说最近常听到老鸭叫，因为敦敦最近开始变声。我自己都不敢相信昔日的小男孩的脸上竟然冒出几粒地道的青春痘。我提醒敦爹，孩子快长小胡了，敦爹似信非信，灯光下开始用有点老化的眼睛费劲地查看儿子的唇上绒毛的颜色。此刻，我抓拍了一张，敦爹一头白发映衬敦敦渐渐变深色的胡须。是岁月留给我们这样无奈而靓丽的反差。
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随着‘老鸭’迈向13岁，敦爹敦娘沐浴在‘老鸭’青春期的各种风暴中。经过这番洗礼，我们不得不承认孩子长大了。有时当我们和‘老鸭’发生不可避免的冲突后，‘老鸭’会讽刺他老爹道“Finally Dad reached his puberty as when Dad was young he did not have chance to have his saying”。

Okay, so it has been a while since I was on here. Like I dunno, aaaall summer. Haha. But yeah. I'm back. And I'm not happy incase you couldn't tell from the title.

You know how a few posts ago I was really happy because Alex was expelled and I wouldn't have to deal with him? Well guess who is back.�Alex obviously. I don't know if everyone was wrong about him getting expelled or if they let him back or what but there he was at orientation yesterday.�I, of course, was the first one of my friends to see him. And then we kept seeing him all around the school. Seriously FUCK�MY�LIFE. Why the hell does this have to happen to me. I personally didn't say a word to him but my friends did. I really hope I don't have any classes with him. If I do I am scared I will start liking him again. And I don't want to... FML.

Thanks for listening to my rambling. haha.

Emmahh.

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Public test

I really thought she was my friend though. Wasn't she? IS she?

Out of all people why is it always her that disappoints me the most. Maybe because i trust her so much, maybe because i count on her.... maybe cause i treated her like a friend to see that she doesn't see me the same way.

I know i don't have a lot of friends, but�enough.

�At least 4 i could have a heart- to-heart with.

5 That i could count on all the way

7�that i actually believe are real friends.

1 that counted in all three catergories and even more. she was everything you needed to survive school with. Because being with her:

you'd never feel left out

you'd never feel looked down on

you'd never be afraid of being afraid

you didn't need brand clothing

you didn't need to listen to pretend you hated learning

you'd smile every single day.

I know... sounds too good to be true... and maybe.. now it is.

and that one friend. she was like my very own sister i never had. We were practically twins... we were born on the same day. She's a couple�hours older than me, but i feel so completely far away from her.

Now that i don't have her.

I'm all alone. I lost my sister.

Love

blahbee

Justin has really taken interest in writing. His first sentence he wrote by himself is: "DES IS A PET PAPR". The "P" was reversed and so was the "E", but cute just the same.