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I had an okay day.� I was feeling a little depressed just before I�went to bed.� I�do not know why.� I�hope tomorrow is better

I cant do it anymore,

It hurts to think about before...

We had come so close!

Only to have it vanish like a ghost.

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I dont know where to start,

Because you once held my heart...

And then everything spun out of control,

Cant help but feel like I've lost my soul...

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No one had been around,

It was just you and me on the ground...

I miss you,

And we both know it true...

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Because I can still feel the touch of your skin,

And your hand in my hair

And the way you breathed in the summers day air...

This morning I woke up tired but feeling good. I have a dentist appointment that I really am not looking forward to, but I am feeling good.� I started feeling anxious about my appointment and I was hoping it would not take long.� I waited a long time after I went in and got tired of waiting, so I�said I�had to go and rescheduled my appointment.� My mom took me to Temple City Library to pick up my prize.

Today I had a really good day.� �I had lunch with friends today; Rachel and Caitie.� We had a very nice visit and went to Del Taco and we were there for like 2 1/2 hrs.After lunch I�went to Rachel's parents and we played Backgammon; just one game and Rachel won.� It was fun.
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UGhh I cant take it anymore. She's been trying to steal my bf!! I swear Im going to kill her

I cant take it any longer. Their driving me up the f-ing wall!! Mostly Josey. Cause she is a lil miss no it all who thinks she can do whatever she wants. all because she's aspoiled brat!� w/�e I cant take it anymore!!!! UGH.Please someone stop me before I do something that I will deeply regret.

Josey tries to threaten me by saying "Im going to tell my mom that I dont like you and that you...." Oh well Im at the point were I really could'nt give a shit as to what she says. Cause honestly I�dont care if I get fired that just means I dont have to listen to her. hahaha. Well I�ave to go play with her lil brother Kenny. He's funny shit man.... well up until the point when he starts screaming and crying. lol tootles everyone.wtyl

Today your most beautiful thoughts are like the fine camel hair brushes you use to paint your life. On one hand, each brushstroke creates a new possibility for you to explore. On the other hand, bringing the potential into physical form is a key to producing even more. But you may not have the concentration now to transform your dreams into the next course of action. Don't try to make things happen; enjoying what you have is more important than planning for what's next.

I just got back from a beach trip w/ my mom, grandma, and best friend. I look like a lobster. My sunburn hurts SO bad! And I got stung by a jellyfish! The lifeguard said I would have a 1 in 50 chance of getting stung, so I guess I'm 1 in 50 lol. It was the first time I've experienced that and it was the worst pain I've ever experienced in my life. My whole leg felt like it was burning for, like, 5 hours! And it was swollen. It even left a scar. But other than the sunburn and jellyfish sting I had a wonderful time. I can't wait to go back next year. Hopefully I won't get stung by a jellyfish or get a lobster tan haha.

I cant seem to think strait. All those weeks (with more to come) seem to have drained me of ideas for poems are things to write about. It like a winters storm in my head. I have a thought and then.. it vanishes. Suprising I know!! Anyways I cant wait until fair this year. My horse Sonny and I should do AMAZING!!! haha well hopefully. Im mostly looking forward to the speed events because those are the most fun. And yes their fun becasue I like totally kick ass in them. Which is good to a level. But it gets kinda anoying when soo many people dislike you because your good at something to the point that they'll do anything to get you banned from show place. Truely sad. But Oh well. Its time for me to turn in before I hit the keyboard... again. haha wtyl!!!

-Sportygirl15

So I'm starting to think that I don't do things like others in this life game...really I have never taken the proper path or the normal path never one to do it easily I'm just so stubborn but it has all worked out every thing every new challenge every new event and turn has been hard at first but always turned out to be so life improving made me grow and do things I didn't think were possible....like becoming a professional photographer, living in sf, having a major job, all my unbelievable travels internationally and locally. All the people I have gotten the chance to meet to see to feel has been such a real blessing and I know going into this new phase of life new job new opportunities possibility of new love new life and new adventure will not only test me but make me stronger :)

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