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By today Sunday, after a weekend of very compromised vision, my eye blisters had flattened out and only a small yellow spot remained. My eyes were no longer red and they looked a bit clearer. I was starting to see better (at least as good as before the weekend).

My blisters on my tummy and hind legs were also continuing to heal.

�Happy 4Th of July...... May everyone have a great day and find some peace in it as well.Just wanted to wish�everyone a good day�and �a safe one .

When I see you,my heart flutters

�with things set in motion,������������

�you touch my heart like noone else.

I don't know where we will go from here

�or where we will roam to,����������������������

�but my head is spinning with rushing thoughts.

�I don't even know if you feel� what I do,����������

�but I can't� hide these feelings.��������������������������

�I'll take whatever lies ahead,with no idea�������

of what will take place.���������������������������������������

�But I'm sure it will be perfect,whatever it takes us.

��������������� By: satinlady�������������������������������������������������������

���������������������������� Red as the blood our soldiers has shed, and red as fire.

����������������������������� Blue as the oceans waters and blue as the sky.�������������

���������������������������� White as a dove� that flys by,and white as the snow on a cape.

��������������������������� Our flag will forever fly.��� The colors are so beautiful to our eyes.

�������������������������� Each state has their own star� and moon that shines,but not as bright as those who has fought for our country.��������������������������������������������������������

�������������������������� So let raise our flags� high and be proud of it and our country.

�������������������� By:Hilda

now i know what it feels like to be the roast dinner of a house-proud wife. i've been boiling all week due to the weather. don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining, there are already far too many britons doing that, but the unrelentless heat makes it even more difficult than usual to resist the temptation of just sitting around in my underwear.

when i did decide to get out of the house earlier this week i took the short and sticky bus ride to my booba, whose help and guidence i required to try and figure out how to crochet, a task that has been set by my textiles teacher, as over the summer homework seeing as they cannot bear to think of us at home without any work to enjoy. my heart went all glowy when i found out that booba had gone to the shops to purchase a crochet needle for me. and this is a big achievement, believe me, because she can barely walk. she has passed the age of being able to snowboard and surf, although i highly doubt she did either of those, but she also has problems with her legs that can only be solved by surgery, which she is hoping to get at the end of the year. bless her...

yesterday i got the train to sahiras and as i boarded the epping bound train the very helpful overhead voice informs me that "it is hot" so i should "be carrying a bottle of water" and i in turn think thanks very much, there's not much i can do about it now is there you stupid idiot. anyways i arrived at sahiras red faced as she lives at the top of a hill and i assure you the trek up it really does seperate the boys from the men.�once i got there that day was lovely, we had a barbecue and�the bucks fizz was finished off surprisingly quickly and we moaned in upset and dissappointment after�watching for nearly 3 and�a half hours to see andy murray lose the wimbolden semi- final. i am so watching the final just to see andy roddick crash and�burn against federer. heres hoping...��� :)�

Today Justin says, "Everyone loves me because I am so nice and gentle...all my class, my teachers and Taya, Gel, Bella, Paul and Tammy love me and I love them." I ask Justin, did your teacher tell you that you were gentle and nice?� Justin says, "No, I just know."

Justin says, "I have#1 family, which is you, me and grandma and grandpa, then Taya, Isabella, Tammy, Paul and Gel is family #2, then # 3 is Ms. Conty and my friends, then...he whispers, daddy and me.�

I just relized something . I cant get along with my mother. Yesterday I told her that I really wanted to stay in Arkansas but she told me stuff like if I stay in arkansas and she goes over seas how would I fell then and she said she has half a mind to come and get me now and also she said that I best make my mind up that Im coming back to georgia because thats where I am going when the summers over but I have news for her I will not be going back to georgia because if I have to have my dad take her to court to get me to stay here I will because I really dont want to go back to georgia vecause of my stupid step dad Quentin hes a low life back stabbing piece of crap

Ok I have a question or more like a theory of some sorts:

If someone REALLY wants to be your friend again would'nt they just pick up a phone and call you? OR better say your sry and tell it to your face? and not have a relative or someting do it for you???

If someone really wants to be your friend again would'nt they have been smart enought to hear the whole side of a "fight?" ? To hear what was really going on???

If someone really wanted to be your friend would'nt they have....

Theres alot of would've and could've thingy's out there. But my point is why do other people have to apologize for someone else when they are just as capable of doing it them selves???�

Anyways tonight was AMAZING!! hahaha My horse Sonny ran really good we took 1st in poles, 1st in barrels and 1st in down and back. With only one DQ which is really good. Other than that I know some of you are out there thinking... Hey where is her poem?? Well Im working on one right know so yeah hopefully its not to bad...

Well Im TIRED so Im going to go and catch some zzz's before for I crash and hit the key board. Now that would leave a mark. hahaha ttyl

She's back again. Back again to tell another tale. I can feel it. Its only a matter of time before I know for sure.�Who? well its this on girl who lives in my town. She broke my brothers heart after cheating on him with his best friend. Talk about Cruel!!! Well Im done here for know... ttyl

We had plans to go up to Laurel Farm (my dad's family vacation home in ashby mass) for a 50th family reunion and celebration of owning the 250 year old farm house and property.

My mom ended up working so he and I took the China Town bus up to Boston. When Grandma picked us up I had a really red rash like look to my hind legs and my tummy near my uretha.� By the time they got me home to look at it it looked like blisters were forming.

My eyes also were inflammed and red.�

the next day they burst and were pussy. My dad put an antibiotic ointment and by Friday am it was much improved.

My mother came up Friday afternoon and flipped out. she noticed my front pads were also red the black pads where half peeled off as though they were pulled back in a potatoe peeler.

We went straight to the local vet who said it looked very much like a contact burn. maybe hot pavement?� manhole cover?

seemed logical but at the same time I am walked in the shade and not left to stand out on any manhole covers plus I'm not usually out more than 15 mins. Maybe the dog walker got busy on the phone and I sat on the cement too long?� anyway we went home with antibiotic creme and it scabbed over the next day and seemed to be getting better.

my right eye which had a cornea ulcer a few months back then the veins grew over and never retreated leaving me we think blind in that eye and also a dry eye, had two blister like ulcers that definitely looked like they were blistering from the inside out. the good eye my left eye which has lots of pigment kerititis and edema of the cornea lens resulting in a very cloudy view of the world had one small blister (they were all the size of a pin head) and it looked a little yellow like it was pussy or infected. )

My mother started me on terrmycin 3 x per day and continued on the Simulasen Dry Eye Drops(homepath).