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城堡, 湖水和风笛

   苏格兰之行印象最深的是古城堡的庄严和尼斯湖的壮美.

   现代人用一辈子来追名逐利, 想千古流 ‘名’, 比较轻飘. 古代的王室明知死后并不能把石头砌成的巨型城堡带入棺材, 还会用几代人的权力地位和财富打造出自己心中美丽的城堡留给后人, 千古流 ‘城’. 这种追求比较厚重实在一些. 爱丁堡城堡和斯得灵城堡确实能勾住全球游客的魂. 因为大家都惦着查尔斯N世没准会突有兴致邀自己喝上一杯咖啡. 若瞥见安公主跟仆人儿子幽会的场面, 那也算没白来一趟.

   观完城堡我们走进王子大道的地下过去穷人居住的多层地窖, 那才真叫暗无天日的旧社会. 穷人到城里闯世界不得不选择在肮脏污秽的街道旁挣命, 在狭窄无光的洞穴里栖息. 石窖里还有上下几重天. 学社会学的人若有机会走在一个个下窖的台阶上就很容易弄明白阶级阶层是咋回事.

  当我站在尼斯湖边上极目远望山树云水的尽头, 竟不由自主地产生幻觉, 我们一家跟 ‘水怪’ 共进午餐, 谈当今世界局势, 包括油价飙升和美国经济下滑对世界的影响, 顺便告诉 ‘它’ 北京奥运的消息. ‘它’ 在冰冷的湖水里浸泡万年, 那小脑袋一定十分之清醒, 说不定会给人类提个建议啥的.

   尼斯湖水怪是个随时间沉淀下来的 ‘谜’, 人的视力有限, 远距离观看任何东西, 都看不太清楚, 对任何照片有权做无数的猜测和遐想. 信不信由你, 当你远距离地看你自己时, 你都难免会有似曾相识之感. 人类愿意用 ‘怪’ 字来概括自己不了解的东西. 当 ‘怪’ 在水中出没就更增加了 ‘怪’ 的美感, 对 ‘水怪’ 的各种解释借着水的灵性变得更加扑朔迷离. ‘怪’成就了尼斯湖的人气, 大部分人在心理上怕 ‘妖’ 但并不十分讨厌 ‘怪’.

    走在王子大道上被一个十几岁的小男孩吸引, 他身着传统服装在街边吹起了苏格兰风笛, 小脸白里透红, 凄厉的笛声很沁人的心, 让阴霾的空气充满苍凉和悲壮. 设想当年的苏格兰勇士站在城堡废墟的顶端朝着一望无际的湖水吹奏这音乐时, 湖中大怪小妖都会被感动, 承认华莱士更刚强, 更有血性.

When your child misbehaves always remember ' what gives you the power to win these battles of will is your ability to maintain control over your emotions while your children lose control of theirs.'

Hello my name is Polina and i guess i decided to folloe throught this thing two years later hahaha i love that every time i check my email there would be new messages every day replying back to my little journall and at first i ignored them but then i started to read the responses and they actually were pretty amazing i almost thought it was a computer writing them! i hope not  at least! Well from 2005 alot has happened i matured alot and i think i actually found my self alot of people tell me i am way to mature for my age but barerly thew people actually know my age since i was born in europe i dont like the states very much they say its a free country but i think its anything but free basically all my friends in europe dont have curfews drinking limits or ids and they are all perfrctly fine and here in the states my friends have all that and they very drunk and stuoid all the time i guess its called a sense of rebelleiust liosm and i used to be like that and i actually changed at a very young age where most people start! and i am very proud of my self!Lets go back acouple of years when i first posted thid thing i was all about fitting in being popular and shit like that and guess what its not the best thing for you my fresh men year i hated so i transfered into independant studies and out  of nowhere i got all these friends that people in my grade looked up to and they all wanted to be my friends and guess what the people that i used to be wanting to be friends with so bad dint even matter any  more i just loved the friends that i had at the moment but more than half of them became back stabbers all the sudden i realized what it was like to have alot of friends in the states and it was not a good experience!

People are just soo jealouse and i always had to step down let my girl friends have the guy  so there wont be any tention! Now my best friends name is steven and i love to hang  out with him i guess i became thats oc party girl but im more that just that and sometime my friends wonder why i hang out with steven and honestly its because i am sooo sick of o.c califronia i love right by the beach a block away i have all the friends i ever wanted i get invited to alot of parties and now i barerly go to any of them orange county is fake most of my friends are fake i want to go back to europe i can not stand haning aroung people my age they are wayy to immature and i cant satnd going to stupid parties where every one lives of denial of the future and just parties and does drugs maybe thats why i have a fake or maybe its because where i was born and i thought my self at a very young age how to be responsible

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It's been a little but since the last that I've written. Life is a lot easier right now. I guess that Christy and I are back together for now. I know that it's the wrong thing for me to still be with her, but I am so addicted to her. And yes a little in love too.

She wants to keep sleeping with other people, but be with me. That's going to be hard to get used too. I am always wondering who she is with when I am not around. It's not as bad as not being with her, but it's still pretty hard.

It's only a matter of time before she leaves again, so I had better have fun while I can.