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    DarkPrincessaMiranda  21, Female, Arizona, USA - 
29
Jan 2011
2:45 AM
   

Jealousy

It courses through me. Unstoppable. How can I contain an entity which permeates my very being? It turns me into a monster, green skinned and horrific. The slightest provocation can set me off, turn me into the beast. Let me find beauty. let me find love. I needs the forgiveness. The cleansing.
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    just4me  47, Female, United Kingdom - 
19
Jan 2011
10:21 PM GMT
   

feeling low

Hmm not really sure what to write yet.   Last year was hard enough , so far this year is not getting off to a good start.    Feel really low, don't have a best friend to moan to so i guess ill moan on here.  Since i broke my back i feel pretty useless, i was so active before i had my accident. Everything seemed to be going really well. New house in the country. Good job, happy in my relationship.    Then Boom.....can't do this can't do that. I get very frustrated.  I keep telling myself it is what it is.   Outwardly people think im a happy go lucky person. I always put on a smile and such.  Get on with things and just generally try to take each day as it comes.   Truth be known i would like to go stand on a cliff somewhere and scream my head off and have a bloody good cry.  And i would if i didn't have to rely on someone to take me.  i have a lil part time job, i really like it to.  Ita only a few hours a week ,but it gets me out of the house and im meeting people, cracking jokes and making them laugh, they always leave me with a smile, so im doing some good i guess.   But today i didnt want to go in, i didnt even call to say i wouldnt be in.  I should of but i didnt.  On the weekend i had a fall, not to good with balance, and as usual i was trying to do something i shouldnt, and fell and knocked a tooth out and cracked a few others , so i didnt go in on monday, and today i just couldnt face calling. Been to the dentist and had my teeth cemented back in as a temporary measure, but i have had to pay a lot of money i dont have, to get them fixed properly, and that wont be till next month.  So there you have it Diary, thats me at the mo, pretty fed up and sooooo low. Oh for some luck . See you soon x
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    allinclusiveholidays  36, Male, California, USA - 
19
Jan 2011
4:30 AM
   

Hello

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    lovelymonster  16, Female, Virginia, USA - 
17
Jan 2011
6:29 PM CST
   

I light a match and set my self on fire,
With bruised wings, my life has expired.

Suffocating smoke chokes my breathing,
My body goes numb but I’m still screaming.

I want to burn the remains of my dying soul,
And watch the rising flames take full control.

The flames are burning underneath my skin,
Breathe in and breathe out my lethal sin.

I want to feel my heart rip out of my chest,
My thoughts about death are confessed.

Feel my soul wither and die,
Whisper me softly a lullaby.
Drain my body of my blood,
Kill me slowly and do it good.
Squeeze my heart with your hands,
Tear it apart in little strands.
Kiss my lips and say goodbye,
Hold me in your arms and let me die.
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    hollyshaye  11, Female, United Kingdom - 
15
Jan 2011
2:03 PM
   

Take me out

I'm just watching Take me out, I love it! No likey, no lighty!
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    secretnotes  21, Female, California, USA - 
14
Jan 2011
7:44 PM
   

Great believer in luck

"I'm a great believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it." - Thomas Jefferson____Haha I find this quote cute :)
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    BatgirlKnotts  21, Female, Washington, USA - 
14
Jan 2011
2:52 PM
   

And the world spins madly on...

Today has not been a good day. I'm tired. Waking up at 6 or 7 in the morning everyday makes me want to cry. Life doesn't seem like it's going to get any better either... But I met Mike (or Matt?) today. He drives a fork lift, has a girlfriend and a son. He was nice. I wasn't sure if he was talking to me when he asked what book I was reading. It was hope. I know that despite all the jerk people Ive encountered at work, there is some good in humanity.
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    jimmyfutch  67, Male, United Kingdom - 
13
Jan 2011
6:07 AM
   

podiatrist
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    loveless101  15, Female, California, USA - 
10
Jan 2011
5:53 PM
   

in 8th grade.. AMAZING THING HAPPNED

well. my 8th grade just got better(: a new transfer student came to my skool and is in MY class' i think her and i are going to be GREAT friends. cant wait til tomoro to talk to her some more((:
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    tandbrule  36, Male, Iowa, USA - 
08
Jan 2011
12:15 PM EST
   

Hi. My name is... well, if its ok with you, i won't give my name, but you can call me mike. today i am bored so i decided to type my first post. these posts will usually be about me and my friends and what's going on around here. so look daily.
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