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    •     DustyRose  29, Female, Indiana, USA - 5 entries
    19
    Aug 2010
    11:14 AM CDT
       

    love....or is it.

    I love when someone can look you in the eyes and lie to you like it is the truth.  Not even blinking twice.  How do you love someone when u are sending pics of urself naked to other girls? You are talking to them on the internet. Have you ever thought that might be the reason why your wife doesn't want anything to do with you anymore.  You can't be trusted even if you try to be.  Just be a man and grow up. If you want to be with someone else then fucking do it. Don't waste my time. there are other fish out in the sea and I can have which ever I please.  I don't NEED you I choose to be with you.  i don't use you because of your body or what money you do have.  If i wanted someone that has all of that then i sure in the hell wouldn't be with you. I am because I love you. Every part of you even when no one else wants to look at you because of what you say and what you do I am still there. but I have also come to realize that I am not the only one that you are reaching out to.  I know you fucked her.  You don't have to lie anymore, just know that you lost me for good.  No coming back i don't care what is going on with you. yeah that might sound mean but i can't take this anymore. The bad part is when i blue toothed you those ringtones.....i could also get your pics off of your phone....didn't think I was that tricky did you.  well off to start a new day and think about what my next move is. I hope you have a good life being a whore.  Don't catch anything......i wish you the best of luck.  I hate you!

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        morninglaurie  56, Female, Indiana, USA - 5 entries
    19
    Aug 2010
    11:05 AM EDT
       

    Living in Poway

    August 19, 2010 It`s been exactly one month since I have written. I am in San Diego (Poway). I haven’t gotten hired by The Poway Unified District….yet. I am going over there today to finish turning in my paper work, it really matters what Bill Chiment says and I am praying that he will remember me and hire me back. Bob left this morning and I have lots of emotions I am feeling at the same time….scared, excited to try it on my own, relieved that I am going to Living Way, abandoned because this house is sooooo important him, guilty and remorseful because I left his dream. Still what is done is done and I think I should try and do my best. Yesterday my Mom started pulling this routine of how a man feels when he builds his bride her dream home and it’s every man’s ideal to do that…..grrr. This is where my guilty comes in to play. But I would have died there….I already had my cherry pit plan in motion to end my life. If my life has no value, only Bob’s then what the heck am I hanging around for? So Clara says I will learn a lot about myself living alone (well Andy is here). The first thing I have learned is that I was taught to always think of the other person first, but it was never balanced with any kind of self-preservation or balance. So it was alright to be abused, cheated on or taken advantage of because you don’t want to hurt the other persons feeling……aha moment! How do I adapt this information….I don’t know! I start to today with Weight Watchers point count. I need to stay under 21 points.
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        Neillni  32, Male, United Kingdom - 3 entries
    18
    Aug 2010
    9:17 PM BST
       

    The devil makes work...

    And boy, does he ever!
    I have nothing 'important' to do this week.. just take it easy and relax. Faff around and rest my brain... but it is never as easy as all that! 
    So far, this week, I have 'decided' -
    I want to live in an Eco village with complete self sustenance and off the grid
    I want to move to the Isle of Man
    I want to start a local cross community football team
    I want to sort out my study
    I want to keep loads of species of Tarantula/Scorpion
    I want to get some American Kestrels...

    And I have realised... I spent hours going through loads and loads of information about all these things, and the truth is, I haven't any 'real' interest in most of them at all... it is just my way of procrastination!

    I'll have to do the wee jobs I know need to be done tomorrow, and leave the brain procrastinations for another time :)

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        alabrat  42, Female, Mississippi, USA - First entry!
    18
    Aug 2010
    8:50 AM CST
       

    It isn't over, just different


    What can I say?  You were my knight in shining armor.  My rescuer.  You found me just a shell of a person.  Someone who experienced no love, just routine.  No appreciation, just routine.  No excitement or happiness, just routine.  And you changed it all.  My heart raced just to hear from you each morning.  Sweet little notes scattered in cyberspace, unexpected nothings.... were somethings.  You held all that I had hoped love could be, but had become resolved that it just wasn't.  You changed my world and rocked my foundation.  You helped me find me again.  I had lost myself in all those other labels we and society give us; wife, mom, executive director, manager, etc.  I was me again.   It felt wonderful.  I'd found love. 

    But somewhere along the way, somethings became less important.  Conversation. I love you.  Time spent together.  Conversations about nothing... us.  And we too have fallen into the "routine".  There is no importance in the things that we used to spend hours with.  The nothingness that was just you and me, in our love.  That sweet "nothing", "nothing" but us.  The world is with us now and we are less important.  We move through the motions and do what the other expects... most of the time.  We find ourselves standing on the edge and not worrying if it matters to the other.  And sometimes we cross the line.  But without guilt, because, those little things just don't matter anymore.  So what if we miss that time together..... there is tomorrow.  So what if I don't get to call.  Nothing would have been said in that conversation anyway.  It's about work, and stupid drivers and the heat of the summer.  It isn't about my love.  It isn't important.  And so, the conversations aren't either.  We were only love... and that made us grand.  Something neither of us knew.  We had only known the motions. 

    And here we are..... in the motions.
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        Jaboney  68, Male, Illinois, USA - First entry!
    17
    Aug 2010
    4:53 PM CST
       

    Equal But Separate

    I think there should be a separate section in Sox Park where fans of  visiting teams would sit. That way, if your husband's a Twins fan,  you could tell him where to go.
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        Jaboney  68, Male, Illinois, USA - First entry!
    17
    Aug 2010
    7:04 AM CST
       

    Equal But Separate

    I think there should be a separate section in the ball park where fans of  visiting teams would sit. That way, if your husband's a Twins fan you could tell him where to go
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        Jaboney  68, Male, Illinois, USA - First entry!
    17
    Aug 2010
    7:02 AM CST
       

    Equal But Separate

    I think there should be a separate section in the ball park where fans of  visiting teams would sit. That way, if your husband's a Twins fan you could tell him where to go
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        jtomina  25, Female, Michigan, USA - 7 entries
    16
    Aug 2010
    5:21 PM EDT
       

    Peer Mentor Application Letter

           
    Peer Mentor Application Letter


           My name is Jennifer Tomina and I wish to apply for the DCE Peer Mentor Position at Wayne State University.  I am a Social Work major and feel that I know what it takes to conquer and excel at this position.  My story is a bit different but as you read on you will see just how qualified that I think I could be.
          I, myself, have been in college since 2002 and have yet to earn my degree.  I have taken much time off due to instances of illness, and I just must share that I am in school now and absolutely nothing is going to stand in my way and stop me from earning my degree in the year 2012.  It will have taken me exactly a decade to graduate and it usually takes students four years-five at the most.
    I share this anecdote because it is asked to state what skills we, as upper division Wayne State University students, wish to bring to the table as Peer Mentors. 

    This is a further listing of my skills:
     
    • I have had experience in a mentorship role before.
    • I have worked at three colleges/universities.
    • I enjoy giving fellow students advice.
    • I know how to “light the fire” under individuals.
    • I have had experience working in groups of young adults.
    • I know how to tell Freshmen students to not give up on themselves.
    • I know I can use myself as a platform. My story can help others.
     
     
    I, Jennifer Tomina, truly know what a learning community is:
     
    • A learning community is where students and others who are experiencing a desire to learn are able to grow and learn from others who have an innate desire to teach.  It is an environment where students are not judged, not criticized, not offended, and not harassed if the one teaching feels that the student has not “met their mark.”
     
               I want to be a DCE-Learning Community Peer Mentor because I want to help students in their hardest year of college-Freshman year. I learned first-hand that the transition from high school to college is not easy and I also learned first-hand that a student can make themselves a true success in college. Through hard work, it is all possible.
            In the DCE Peer Mentor position, students can expect me to be a motivator. I can let students know how to get through tough academic times.  I can also use assertiveness with students who may be struggling with motivation and who are not realizing the tasks that he or she needs to complete in order to be successful at Wayne State University.
     
                Other qualifications are as follows:
     
    • I know how to help on campus students for I live on campus myself.
    • I have 103 credits which far exceeds the 40 earned credit hours minimum.
    • I know how to maintain complete organization.
    • I especially know how to relate to students.
    • I stay positive, which is a needed skill for the position.
    • I have worked with students, faculty, and administration with three different schools.
    • I have given information about University Resources to students in the past.
    • I have computer training which I received from Oakland Technical Center in 2001-2002.
     
    Thank you for considering myself for this position.
     
     
     
    Jennifer Tomina
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        Neillni  32, Male, United Kingdom - 7 entries
    16
    Aug 2010
    1:30 PM BST
       

    So...

    What to do today... well I have an appointment with the Docs for the wee man, and then I need to go up to the Church for a few things... but apart from this... today is a free day :)


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        loveless101  13, Female, California, USA - 7 entries
    16
    Aug 2010
    1:04 AM EDT
       

    i dont like mei family

    i dont like mei family.. well... most bc they are annoying and trublesome.. i mean 1 of them almost ripped out mei bellybutton bc he thought it wuz a real button.. u know the 1s that are on sweaters!!!! it was baaaaaddd!!!!!!
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