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    NijahThomas14  32, Female, Ohio, USA - 14 entries
08
Apr 2009
3:27 AM EST
   

Trapped S

Trapped silence

Soundproof glass is all around me

I’m trapped in a 6 by 8

I sing a song that no one hears because

No one can relate

Only I can hear myself

They can’t hear me through the glass

My space is very limited

3 steps is all I last

I can’t tell them how I feel

Because they wouldn’t understand

I’m speaking words

My mouth is moving

But they’re deaf to hear the sound

I pace my 6 by 8

And i'm screaming

Let me out!

My mother was never there

and my father let me down

I pray for my mother’s presence

And I call my fathers phone

I speak through his phone

Leaving a message

Saying daddy please be home!

I’m in trapped silence

Words unheard

Kept inside this box

No one sees me

No one hears me

I seem silent

but i’m not I’m just ………trapped in this silent box

� By nijah a Thomas

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    NijahThomas14  32, Female, Ohio, USA - 14 entries
08
Apr 2009
3:24 AM EST
   

Traooed Silence

Trapped silence

Soundproof glass is all around me

I’m trapped in a 6 by 8

I sing a song that no one hears because

No one can relate

Only I can hear myself

They can’t hear me through the glass

My space is very limited

3 steps is all I last

I can’t tell them how I feel

Because they wouldn’t understand

I’m speaking words

My mouth is moving

But they’re deaf to hear the sound

I pace my 6 by 8 And i'm screaming

Let me out!

My mother was never there

and my father let me down

I pray for my mother’s presence

And I call my fathers phone

I speak through his phone

Leaving a message

Saying daddy please be home!

I’m in trapped silence

Words unheard

Kept inside this box

No one sees me

No one hears me

I seem silent but i’m not

I’m just ………trapped in this silent box

By nijah a Thomas

copy&(-.co


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1 comment(s) - 08:06 PM - 06/19/2012
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    digital491  31, Female, Michigan, USA - First entry!
08
Apr 2009
12:16 PM EDT
   

you

I LOVE�YOU

i know you do

you poke me

sit by me instead of your friends or anyone else

your so sweet and caring

when you raise your hand and answer right makes me love you 10% more

i love your courly goregeous hair

your deep brown eyes

your smile, reminds me of theodore the cutist chipmunk in the world

when you look at me i can see the love in your eyes

when you grab my side i know your showing your love

why cant you just tell me?

everyone else says it

and just the opposite for me

we both deny it

but why try to hide the secret by saying never

i wish you wouldnt feel ashamed of saying it

if you told me

id tell you

and never tell another soul

if you happen to stumble upon this

well here you go

dont tell a single soul

if you feel the same

just tell me tomorrow

just to let you know your always on my mind

wish you would know,

love is strong forever

<3

2 comment(s) - 10:10 AM - 04/10/2009
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    tea  66, Female, Texas, USA - 3 entries
07
Apr 2009
6:27 PM EDT
   

The things I expect from others varies from situation to situation. It would be nice however for some of these priviledged people to step upto the plate without being asked, I mean if I have to ask, do I really want you to do it? Doesn't it mean more if done voluntarily? The truth is I expect too much from people and that is why I am always disappointed.
1 comment(s) - 06:48 AM - 05/24/2009
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    SallysSilentMurders  35, Female, Louisiana, USA - 17 entries
05
Apr 2009
7:30 AM EDT
   

Life isn't fair it's how the world works. I didn't know what I'd do when everyone I cared for had abandoned me in my time of need. But I did realize that if they did that when I needed them the most they were never truly there for me in the first place. So friends I have became ones I had. The ones I care for became those who I no longer care for at all. They tossed me aside when I was fighting for myself inside. I was tearing myself up and they didn't care. So I'm glad they left they did no good for me.
3 comment(s) - 06:54 AM - 05/24/2009
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    Jewels101  33, Female, Texas, USA - 11 entries
05
Apr 2009
3:46 PM EDT
   

"Boys arnt worth crying over,and the 1 that is won't make you cry."

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    fallenangle  35, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - First entry!
05
Apr 2009
3:27 PM EDT
   

im just a little emo chick
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    shirleyxu  54, Female, China - 301 entries
05
Apr 2009
7:15 AM EST
   

信仰讨论, 我觉得挺有意思. 知天命之年,大家有兴趣可以聊一聊自己的经历和趣闻。

在英国时我也跟朋友们去教堂宗教体验, 每每跟着大家站着唱圣歌时, 总感到浑身不得劲. 周六总有一个香港小伙来找我参加他的圈子,我去过一两次,之后要写论文,忙得要命,只有向他直言,他讲的道理我都懂,让他不用再来找我了。

在香港工作时我要好得同事是虔诚的信徒, 我们常谈人生, 但很少正经的探讨耶稣基督,她很尊重我,我也很尊重她。

在新加坡我们的邻居朋友是教堂的活跃分子. 她常用 God Bless You! 做邮件的结尾。

我的香港朋友到家里来, 吃晚饭前我们都尊重他们的习惯跟他们一起祈祷。

这么多年来,走了很多国家,对于宗教的了解很粗浅也很表面,没有了解就谈不上真正意义上的尊重, 至于信与不信, 信到何种程度, 仁者见仁, 跟据每个人的情况而定。我们每个人的人生轨迹不同,信仰也就不可能完全一样。

我在约克大教堂里跟两个神学人员照过一张照片,照片洗出来之后,我发现,我的眼神跟他们的有很大的不同,我的眼神充满探奇的欲望和快乐,他们的眼神反射出他们内心的平静。

我儿子在新加坡学钢琴,这7 岁的小子在一个小时的时段里,花十五分钟跟钢琴老师探讨宗教。钢琴学的不咋地,离开新加坡时老师送他一本圣经。我给他充分的信仰自由,他至今还告诉我,他是free thinker,没信上帝有很多原因,其中原因之一是我得校友杨立伟 (中大得名誉博士)上太空都没见到上帝.

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    Lolastar18  35, Female, United Kingdom - 28 entries
04
Apr 2009
2:56 PM EDT
   

A poem on a good freind gone bad,

We were close and freindly,

Untill you let go,

Became a real meanie,

face it everyone knows,

Words so hurtful,

And text messages too,

You dont realise,

Your a backstabber too,

Names and things i didnt mean,

You took it seriosly it seems,

and i hope you realise,

you dont have to tell all those lies,

so yep, my freind completely turned, she became a complete bishop (another word for b i t c h) she keeps calling me a backstabber, has she heard of people being nice?�� anyway she used to be a complete loner, and had no freinds, then i though one day, she seems nice, i should invite her to be my friend, then we became best buds for ages, then she didnt let me talk to anyone else, if i stopped to talk to one of my freinds, she would drag me away, then she had loads of freinds because i gave them all to her, if i didnt do that she would have been a totall loner still wih her totall idiot freinds who looks like a tranny, and she called me a BISHOP?! i didnt do anything to her, i didnt even talk to her! she just doesnt like me because i actually look like a girl! lol anyway now she has turned into a complete bishop because of her tranny frinds, she also keeps prank calling me, putting on an acent then saying hello thiss is the pizza dude, you ordered a large pepperoni pizza. and its so annoying please help me and tell me what i can do to her....

LolaStar18

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    Lolastar18  35, Female, United Kingdom - 28 entries
04
Apr 2009
2:42 PM EDT
   

The madness hamsters

Every night they visit you


Every night they come


and bit by bit they steal your brain


and feed it to their MUM

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