weight:�136��������� bmi: 24.5
yes, as you can plainly see i am still obsessed wiht my weight, but things are on the bright side. i may not have lost much, but i have grown in height, gaining an extra inch and a half, which in turn bring my bmi down, yippie!
anyway, onto more exciting things- summer! although it is now over and i am back at school it was so much fun cos i went on my holiday to the baltic and it was the BEST HOLIDAY EVER. okay, so it may have been a bit cold, and there wasnt exactly any male eyecandy on board, but hey, it was two weeks of relaxation, which was exactly what me and my family needed. my favourite stop was copenhagen in denmark and i would like to go back there again as it seemed a really nice place to live. the cabin didnt draw as many arguement from the family as it did four years ago, the food was fantasic and the actual sea waves were not too bad, only my brother was sick for two days, while everyone else on board PARTIED! we also spent some of the time trying to avoid some of my parents friends as they were also on another cruise going to some of the same places, so in finland we ran form the ship to the town, sneaking past their ship in port.
the rest of the summer was good aswell. emma had a surprise birthday party that only remained a surprise up until 20 mins before which is a shame but it was such a good party- you try playing weird musical statues while drinking form a glass of wine in your hand :) and the event we had been waiting for all summer, drum roll please..... my gcse results. and i did quite well, no thanks to me doubting myself. to be honest i did worst than i thought, but i cant complain cos i got into 6th form. i got 1 A*, 6 A, 2 B and 1 C, just cos i like writing out my results :/ and priya got the best in the country for ft, which is freaking amazing. i love having a clever friend, besides her being so utterly cute, i can seem clever cos shes my friend with out having any pressure on me- jokes. but i am sooooooooo happy for her :)
already i have been thrown head first in to my work and i went on a trip to whitstable in kent on monday for my textiles course, which was fun, cos i was with sahira for the day, but freezing cos the wind was constantly gale-force. for the rest of the week now the classroom has smell like whitstable and i can tell you it is not a pretty aroma
i will try to write more frequently in this again, so until next time dudes x
种棉花
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��� 棉花是经济作物，记得有句电影台词，‘要想发家致富，就得种棉花’。敦敦和敦爹5月份到老家转了一圈，带回了一包棉花种，按照发展经济的思路，在阳台上搞包产到花盆，一板一眼地种起了棉花。
��� 播种不久长出了不少小苗，间苗后，剩了5-6棵，小苗一天天长大，8月份竟然开了十分之娇美的花，花的颜色有两种，白色和粉红色，两种颜色的花相互映衬着彼此的清新美丽，9月份的一天，我偶然发现有一颗已经悄然棉桃累累了。
几个月下来，敦敦有机会认识到阳台上运作的‘资本主义商业模式’，有限的付出：在找到合适的土壤的前提下，原始投入是春天点上的几粒种子，后续投资是隔几天浇点水，对了还有从太阳爷爷那里申请到的无息阳光贷款。接下来就是长期可观的回报：5个月看小苗生长的快乐，2个月欣赏两色花的陶醉，加上一睹棉花风采的欣喜。
不知为啥这花盆里长出的棉花对我有所触动，作为北方长大的60后，我深知棉花的重要性，小时候，北方的冬天很冷，我们是穿着棉袄，棉裤和棉鞋过冬的。要是没有棉花，我早被冻死了。
通过种棉花，敦敦认识到大地是无私的母亲。我们每一个人对脚下的每一寸土地都应该多几分的敬意。
So I'm not really good at keeping journals. Ever. But you know what people say. Writing things down can help you figure yourself out. So here I am, writing my first entry on probably one of the billionth online journal sites I've found. See, I'd keep a physical journal. Like a note book or something.�Except I happen to be a pretty messy person. So I'd lose it in about 3 or 4 hours. That's only a guesstimate though. So I doubt that anybody's actually reading this, but if you are, I suppose I should introduce myself...
�Well I'm not going to. So you should probably stop reading now if you were expecting some incredibly fancy summary of my life and who I am. If I already knew who I was, I wouldn't be here writing down rubbish and trying to "discover my real self". I kind of wonder if there's any sophisticated people on this site or if it's just a bunch of depressed people who want to complain�about their life and right dark poetry. I semi�scanned through the user entries and didn't really see anything too inspirational. No offence guys, but you really could vamp up what you're going to put on here. Sorry if I offend anyone, but I wasn't really expecting to have any readers by now.
Right now my sister is blasting some modern rap music that could possibly make my ears bleed while doing some weird dance that shouldn't even be legal. I sort of want to tell her to shut it off but I guess it'll be something else I can hold over her head later. On account that I have my camera taping the whole thing while she reamains completely oblivious. You probably think that everyone in Alaska rides caribou and dresses like Sarah Palin. Well, I wouldn't know. I don't live in Alaska, I just wish I did. I mean, who likes humidity anyways?
I have a whole theory about my future living in Alaska. Everything will be awesome because I'll never have to worry about frivolous things like sweat stains or frizzy hair. Not only that, but the girl to boy ratio in Alaska is like totally out of whack, so I would have no problem ever having a boyfriend. I mean, who needs a bunch of girls running around raining on my parade. I've found that girls tend to be totally annoying and way to complex for me to have anything to do with, and all they do is stab you in the back and then steal your boyfriend. Who wants that?
So I've decided I'm going to try and make this first entry here so long nobody will be able to finish it. That would be completely epic. I have found that lately there is absolutely nothing good in the theaters. Everything is rated R, which of course I can't get in to. They have police outside the doors to every theater, so movie hopping isn't an option. Oh and they require ID, it's totally whack. Anyways, there's no good movies that are PG-13. I don't know if the directors and movie makers realize, but there is a substantial group of people who range from the ages of 13 to 16. They are called "A large majority of most teenagers". I think I could easily say teenagers are one of the most influential groups in Hollywood. I mean, we decide what's what. It's cool to have like 2 or 3 good R movies in theaters, but seriously. The only movie that's not rated R is Shorts, which is rated PG. Which is pretty much like stabbing my eyes.
I mean, I don't know if they think we're completely niave nowadays or something, but we actually know a decent amount about sex and violence. I mean, it's not like we're all innocent little Catholic school girls who have the sex education of a 6 year old or something. And they think we can't watch violence because it'll influence us to like kill people or something. But we can't really get a hold of guns or anything. By allowing adults to watch violence, they're encouraging adults to go out and buy guns and murder their bosses or something. See? It's retarded. They think we're influenced by every little thing we see. If that was so, I'd be an Obama fanatic right now. But despite the medias effort at such I still completely hate the guy. Just because I watch someone kill someone in a movie (that is so clearly edited) doesn't mean I'm going to run out like a barbarian with a kitchen knife and slaughter the first person I see.
If I was influenced by everything I saw, I wouldn't ever have a clear idea of anything. I'd be surfing the web and run across an add telling me to go buy a goat. Then I'd be like "Hey I want a goat". Then I'd see another add that told me I should never buy a goat. Would my mind automatically change and I wouldn't want a goat anymore? I mean, our minds aren't that volatile?�I really don't think so. Otherwise I'd be running around looking like a giant ball of lard and screaming like Eric Cartman. But I'm not, and I'm a total South Park fanatic. So what are the adults getting at? I think they just want to deprive us of any entertainment.�
I mean, I remember when I was like 9 years old. I'd be watching something on TV, and then one of those ads would come on. It'd be like advertising some awesome product that a normal 9 year old would totally want, and then some number would pop up on the screen. And it'd be like call this now and get your (insert product here)! But not if you're not 18!�Then the add would end and you'd be left like "What the fuck?". Wondering how they could seduce you and then take it all away. That's just cruel. Perfect example of how adults just want us to suffer. Mwahahahahahahahhaahaaa...
Honestly this is just getting boring. I will now proceed to copy and paste this long, obnoxious message on several other sites. That's right, I'm a pandemic. You can't stop me. You're probably wondering "Is this the first site?�Or has she posted it on like 6 others before this?"...
No way. There's no way in hell someone actually read all this. Adios.
Why am I even saying bye?
go to school online and need a job in management or accouting entry level for now
现代艺术？
昨天看完上海现代艺术展，回家忍不住向敦敦炫耀一下我的见闻，没想到碰了一鼻子灰。Do you like contemporary art？ “No”。 Why not? �Cause it’s dumb. Why do so many people love it? Cause many people are dumb. Give me an example please. Like the fat women statue displayed in last year exhibition, it’s fat women, it’s just fat women.
我认为现代艺术所追求的是用模糊的，想像的和超前的意境来泼洒自己对这个世界的感受，在追求的过程中，敏感，冲动并且神经质的艺术家们就常常失去方向进而陷入迷茫。
如果让我来定义现代艺术的话，我就会用如下的描述：现代艺术是一群迷茫的艺术家，向大众展现他们对自己进入迷茫状态的一种享受。
敦敦说的也许没错，时不时地发傻也许是现代人和现代艺术的不可缺少的重要元素之一。
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