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    kate  31, Female, Philippines - 10 entries
05
Feb 2012
10:58 PM PST
   

still hurting

how can i move on, when im still inlove with you?

it's getting harder everyday.

im torn between two choices.

huuuuh...

sigh.
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3 comment(s) - 01:56 AM - 02/09/2012
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    loveKL92  27, Female, Ohio, USA - 18 entries
12
May 2009
8:06 AM EDT
   

Lost by. KL � copyright 2009

Today,

I feel lost,

because in all reality,

this is what it costs.

I'm upset and broken,

toren down and misspoken.

Today,

I feel lost.

Over there,

I see it,

somethings telling me,

to pull away.

But even as I do,

it will help to dance the pain away.

Today,

I'm lost.

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    CreateSomething  47, Female, Texas, USA - 86 entries
28
Apr 2009
8:44 AM CST
   

Lost Soul Mate

� I know love and I know loss. I believe that everyone has a soul mate. Yes, there are others you will love but there is only (�I believe) one soul mate. Mine has come and gone. It hurts every day of every moment of my life. The worst days are days like this. The days that you feel it in everything you do. Everything you hear or see reminds you of them. Every breath you take makes you want to scream and your eyes hurt from the millions of tears you have shed. You can almost feel them there with you, holding you, smiling... you can almost feel their gentle touch. The worst thing is that you want to stay in this miserable moment all day just so you can be there with them once more. Then you realize that you must come back to your present reality, the one with your new love that is always there for you. You can't be in this state when they get home. The hard part is to pull yourself together and say good-bye to those cherished memories once again until that horrible day comes that�tortures you�all over again.

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    loveKL92  27, Female, Ohio, USA - 18 entries
24
Apr 2009
6:25 AM EDT
   

Lost

please,

don't hurt me.

I've cried so hard to day.

looking for that little girl,

that i used to be.

now im confused!

what happened between me and you?

over and over we break,

over and overe we're missed. just let me find you.

beyond the midst of misfourtane.

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1 comment(s) - 03:10 PM - 04/24/2009
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    brokentearsRcryd92  31, Female, Ohio, USA - 21 entries
05
Mar 2009
7:17 AM EST
   

lost

im hoping as im looking,

for you.

hoping that i'll see,

A better side of you and me.

I need to open my eyes.

Because we're over and dead.

I lost some where in side my head.

just� like alice in wonderland.

now as im looking threw that history book,

of our memories.

i am lost,

like a kid in a movie scene.

so find me,

and kiss me good night.

because right now,

i am lost from sight.

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    heykaro89  31, Female, Taiwan - 6 entries
30
Aug 2007
9:40 AM EDT
   

Just don't know why couldn'tshe move on and openher mind simply to a friend.
we used to be friends,but then we got into a fight because we werecooperatingon an art competetion but duty problems crushed out our friendship and intrigued the war between us.

after all these time i've moved on and not pissed anymore,and i tried to apologize,she said she didnt mind but she seemed still upset,i don't know why and i'm tired of pleasing her or care about her feelings.

some say,"Let The Begones Be Gone",well, it's time to let go and start my brain new freshman life.
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    RollerCoasterLove  35, Female, California, USA - 2 entries
09
Aug 2007
4:12 PM EDT
   

Sometimes i just dont understand what ive done wrong. one day he acts like he loves me, the next he acts like i annoy him. im trying to become a better girlfriend, but hes not trying to be a better boyfriend. it doesnt help that all his friends are younger and more immature and dont have serious girlfriends to understand his situation. i think when he gets around them, he changes. into this "single" guy who doesnt give a fuck about me. im always tryna talk about our problems and tryna resolve it, but just randomly outta nowhere hell make it seem like he dont wanna try. when just yesterday he told me "i love you" "i miss you" "im thinking about you". and today i say "am i ur girlfriend" and he tells me "not really." and i say ur throwing me off telling me u love me one day and the next im not ur girlfriend. and he tells me "u threw me off when you moved out". is he tryna make me feel guilty? is he having money issues? financial problems stressing him out? and he blames me? i wanna work things out but how can i with someone whos not willing to try...instead i think to myself why dont i just walk away from all of this. just say fuck him and end it all for good... one day were okay. the next it seems like its all over. its this up and down roller coaster. ive try to change.. ive been making him dinner, avoiding issues i would usually argue about that upsets me... but i guess he doesnt see it. hes too stubborn to see where im coming from.. i kno theres a lot hes done, or hasnt done,to upset me, but im tryna see from his point of view and quitting all the "nagging", the fighting, the arguing.. im tryna do things for him to remember why he fell for me. but with him.. he just doesnt see me as something fortunate to have.. what do i do? i love him.. i dont want all this to end.. i just want everything to be okay again
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