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04
Nov 2009
10:58 AM EDT
   

Life does go on...

I'm sitting in this room,

with no way to get through,

to you.

I'm sitting on this chair,

waiting to see,

your head,

pop in through the door.

But you don't really care about me,

anymore!

I'm done, for ever,

because no matter,

what you say,

life does go on,

some way...

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21
Oct 2009
5:05 AM EDT
   

Break -Ups (SONG)

Opening:

One little girl,

One little man,

On top of the world,

Holding hands.

Why didn't it,

turn out like they planned?

CHORUS:

How could you leave her,

dripping in tears?

How could you Tell her,

reality is her worst fear?

How could you say,

that she was you're mistake?

How could you dare begin to break,

her?

VERSE#1:

She's cold and alone,

she's far from home,

she loved him,

he said not forgiven.

CHORUS:

How could you leave him,

dripping in tears?

How could you tell him,

reality is his worst fear?

How could you say,

that he was your mistake?

How could you dare begin to break,

him?

VERSE�#2:

Backwards he bent,

to show her love,

to make her heart mend,

with his gift from above.

CHORUS:

how could you leave me,

dripping in tears?

how you tell me,

reality is my worst fear?

How could you say,

I was your mistake?

How could you dare begin to break,

me?

ENDING:

One little man,

One little girl,

No longer holdin' hands,

on different worlds,

Why hadn't it,

ended like they plan?

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08
Oct 2009
5:35 AM EDT
   

Time to grow

I talked with my father,

last night,

about you.

He said, "It's time to grow up Bean,

and appologize to her."

"What percisely do you mean?"

I asked.

He said," Every one knows who you have,

been,

it's time to grow,

time to show them you are!"

After we hung up.

I called you.

You said that you'd call right back.

I waited for your call,

it didn't come at all.

I wish we could,

go back and fix what's broken,

save the time that was stolen.

It's time to grow.

Now either grow with me,

or else leave,

because I can't dangle on a string.

KL

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07
Oct 2009
8:22 AM EDT
   

Why Mommy, why?

Dear Mommy,

I can't find you anywhere,

I love you,

don't you care?

I no longer want to live,

because of what I did.

Why Mommy,

Why?

Why am I hurting this way,

you didn't love me,

you left and turned my blue skies gray.

Why Mommy?

Why today?

Dear Mommy,

I love you,

forget it,

you'll never see the pain inside this heart,

behind these eyes,

Something told me,

it all was a lie.

That you never cared,

never wanted nor needed me to be there!

Why Mommy?

Why?

I miss you Mommy,

what did i do,

that was no good?

Why am I,

left with words mis-understood,

with lies and broken burdens,

It's my own life I have stolen,

so Why Mommy?

Why today?

Did you ever love me?

Did you ever care?

Did you ever need me,

just to be right there?

Why Mommy,

Why?

KL

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06
Oct 2009
8:21 AM EDT
   

Daughter for daughter?

Dear mother,

you've hurt me you see,

you could never believe in me.

Can't you see that.

dear mother,

you chose between your own daughters,

left one for the slaughter,

and stole the other one away.

Dear mother,

you hurt your own daughter,

or did i hurt my-self?

Dear Mother,

Why am i satan's child from hell?

Well wat if i,

grew wings and fly.

would you believe in me the way you should?

Or what if i,

broke down to cry,

would you hold me like you should?

Or what if i throw my self out a second story window,

would you care for me,

dying in my own reflection,

can't you see?:

You chose between your own daughters,

only if I was smarter,

Maybe you would've choosen me?

You chose between your own daughers,

and now one's no longer,

willing to fight,

since you left her life.

Dear mother,

I'm sorry for who i've been,

but you can't change who i am,

so i let this go....

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05
Oct 2009
5:04 AM EDT
   

For her

Dear you,

I hope you feel better,

that life no longer,

hurts you,

that we can become friends.

I'm scared to tell you that i love you,

because in the end,

like so many times before,

It didn't even matter.

I miss you,

I love you,

I hope that you see GOD's face,

and remember,

that i'll be here for you,

all day,

and all night,

Sat.-Sun.

I love you,

but We are hurt,

people in our lives have� been complete and total jerks.

I love you,

love.

KL

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28
Sep 2009
8:16 AM EDT
   

Don't make me cry

Please,

just stand by my side,

hold me, and take me into the night.

Please don't make me cry.

The others have hurt me,

broken burdens,

short and hurtful,

no mistaking,

this life is always reshaping.

So please,

don't make me cry.

I want to trust you,

as you do me,

but some times it's just not that easy.

hold me and take me into the night.

I don't want to cry.

Because with you,

I've got the biggest smile on my face,

me hands in the right place.

So please,

Don't make me cry.

KL

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24
Sep 2009
8:29 AM EDT
   

FOR TABBY

She looked into his eyes,

time after time,

to now believe that she would never,

again,

See those eyes,

that always made her smile.

"So remember,

it's never Good-Bye;

Just see you in a while,"

he said as he spoke,

about the dead.

"Remember,

it's the smiles,

that mean so much more,

than tears.

Let God unsurpress all of your fears."

She smiled and bowed her head,

as her eyes turned red,

because of tears she's tasted,

knowing this time,

they weren't wasted.

KL

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23
Sep 2009
8:29 AM EDT
   

for his little hoes

Dear little hoes,

just to let you know,

he'll always love me first,

and you all last.

He's unfiathful,

hurting, unloyal,

and now my eyes are burning full of hate.

I wish he had done me some other way.

but see,

what does to me,

he'll do to you,

it took me six years to see,

that he'll the player-hater's fool.

Over and over i'm hurt,

and he's left me empty.

so now u can have him,

because i've got no sympathy.

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23
Sep 2009
8:25 AM EDT
   

Dear Andrew E. Downs,

I hope that you read this some day,

and realize what you've done to me,

you, us, and chris.

I don't care,

I'm wrathful for this.

and I can't believe that you've done this.

Yes your right,

my words of passion,

will alway fight,

but not for you.

I give up.

I'm through,

now though,

it's tme that you're one the one to bruse.

I've ended up in hospitals,

jail, and the insainasylm for you.

It's time that I find my way through,

past all of this, and you.

CAN'T YOU SEE I'M DONE AND I'M THROUGH!!!!!

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04
Sep 2009
5:51 AM EDT
   

Last Time

Today,

was the last time.

that tears,

for you,

will fall from these eyes.

Today,

it rained,

inside and out,

flooded our dream house.

Today,

You're son and I cried,

over and over we� broke with time.

So today is the last time will call.

because this is the last time,

I will ever choose to fall.

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27
May 2009
4:50 AM EDT
   

Dear peoples

Hey,

sorry, but i'm off and on to a new adventure for the summer, se ya next fall!!!

love

KL.

2 comment(s) - 07:16 PM - 05/27/2009
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21
May 2009
3:48 AM EDT
   

Razor blade kisses
She’s dreaming,
It’s the nightmare again,
She flying,
Flying to see him.
Just to find,
That he’s not there.
She’s bleeding; she wants to.
It’s strange isn’t it?
Her little silver friend,
Her little blue towel,
Her little clear bottle,
She’s about to break down.
She’s thinking,
Don’t do it,
Some other part says yes.
So with one quick motion,
She’s done it again,
Again,
And again.
She’s stuck in between,
Some place,
Called misery and peace.
Some where that everyone’s,
Dying, hiding, or lying.
Where some of us wouldn’t,
Dare to go.
A place that’s never calm,
She opens her eyes,
To see,
That she’s been razor blade kissed.
She holds the silver relief,
In her hand.
Opens her mouth,
But cannot speak,
Stuck on the streets of
Misery and peace.
She bleeds as she cries,
As she watched the world,
As they all say their good-byes.
This time, it won’t be her time to cry.
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13
May 2009
8:27 AM EDT
   

INCASE I HAVEN'T TOLD YOU LATELY By.KL � copyright2009

Incase you don't me,

don't feel sorry.

incase,

im just lost,

it's ok,

I'll find my way some day.

Do I know me?

sure i do.

but incase if i haven't told you lately,

I'm KL,

I write,

thats it,

and yes,

I'm proud of it.

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12
May 2009
8:06 AM EDT
   

Lost by. KL � copyright 2009

Today,

I feel lost,

because in all reality,

this is what it costs.

I'm upset and broken,

toren down and misspoken.

Today,

I feel lost.

Over there,

I see it,

somethings telling me,

to pull away.

But even as I do,

it will help to dance the pain away.

Today,

I'm lost.

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07
May 2009
9:59 AM EDT
   

As i cry KL � copyright 2009

As i cry,

the diamonds fall from the sky,

as i cry,

the willow's weep,

as i cry,

i fall to my feet,

i cry,

because you no longer need me.

As I cry,

you walk away,

as i cry,

the pain begins to dance my days away.

As I cry,

no one stops to see,

the heart,

that's been torn right up,

and out of me.

As I cry,

daddy,

you're little girl is scarred,

as i cry,

mommy,

you're little girl wishes,

that you were there.

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24
Apr 2009
6:25 AM EDT
   

Lost

please,

don't hurt me.

I've cried so hard to day.

looking for that little girl,

that i used to be.

now im confused!

what happened between me and you?

over and over we break,

over and overe we're missed. just let me find you.

beyond the midst of misfourtane.

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13
Jan 2009
5:08 AM EDT
   

WHERE R U NOW?

I looking, but i can't see,

you seem like a different side of me,

that's been locked away so deep.

I can't believe that it's real.

You're close i can feel you,

as you hold my hand,

and hug me warm.

so where are you now?

And where have you gone?

How could you possibly say,

that I'll be ok?

How do you know,

Just how this feels?

How could you possibly explain,

what seems so unreal?

I shed these tears,

Locked up inside my room,

dreaming of you,

missing you,

loving you,

won't hurt me the worst.

He put his hands on me.

and he hurt me.

I love you.

now don't get that confused.

so where are you now?

And where have you gone?

How could you possibly say,

that I'll be ok?

How do you know,

Just how this feels?

How could you possibly explain,

what seems so unreal?

I love you,

yes im miss murder in the second degree,

premditated and everything.

I love you.

How did I let this happen to us?

so where are you now?

And where have you gone?

How could you possibly say,

that I'll be ok?

How do you know,

Just how this feels?

How could you possibly explain,

what seems so unreal?

3 comment(s) - 11:49 PM - 04/03/2009
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