Kate's Discoveries

 
    
12
Feb 2012
11:35 PM PST
   

why not me?

sakanya parin?
di ba pwedeng ako naman?

nakakasakit ka naman eh.
ang dami ko nang sinabi sayo,
pero wala ka parin reaksyon.

kelan mo ba ko mapapansin?

ughhh...
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12
Feb 2012
11:32 PM PST
   

are you all the same?

they tell you i mis you tonight, but the next day you'll hear they're with somebody else.

tsk tsk.

when will this ever stop?
can somebody show me that i'm living in a lie?

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09
Feb 2012
9:02 PM PST
   

ghost

i didn't see the moon last night,but i saw the ghost instead.
when will this feeling ever stop?

i'm tired of feeling annoyed,
i'm tired of feeling bitter.

i wanna go on with my life with hope!
i wanna be happy!
i wanna live in peace!

sigh...
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05
Feb 2012
10:58 PM PST
   

still hurting

how can i move on, when im still inlove with you?

it's getting harder everyday.

im torn between two choices.

huuuuh...

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3 comment(s) - 01:56 AM - 02/09/2012
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03
Feb 2012
7:17 PM PST
   

the sky

it came to me last night while on the road...

i was unconsciously looking at the sky.
it was there.
the moon.
the stars.

on the first night of 2012, there were two people under the same sky.
feelings were left unsaid.
but they both knew it was there.
they both felt it.

or, was it really there?
was it really true?

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03
Feb 2012
12:42 AM PST
   

new life.supposedly

it was late 2011 when i started thinking of a plan.
i have to quit, i have to let go, i have to move on. that's what i told myself.
so when i was convinced enough, i reapeated to myself,"don't let it happen again. don't let him or anybody hurt you. you are strong and you'll make it."
i thought i was prepared for the days to come.
i was certain.

but come the first day of 2012 and my plan was broken!
my new year's resolution came in a blur.
huuuuuuuuffff....

i never imagined it would be that hard.

i hope it's not yet too late to start all over AGAIN.

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03
Feb 2012
12:26 AM PST
   

just started...

lately i've been wondrin' what to do with what i feel with no one to share it with. Not that i'm afraid of being judged, not that i'm afraid of being the subject of laughter. it's the fear that no matter how i try to explain it, nobody would understand.

so i guess that's why i created this page.
this would be my own place,
where no one needs to understand why.
where i need´┐Ż not to answer any question.
where i can be JUST ME.

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14
Nov 2010
4:11 PM GMT
   

The next step

I'm going to make an appointment with my doctor tomorrow. I need to get some help. I am going to tell him about my feelings as a woman. I want to be referred to a psychiatrist - I need to talk about this. I would also like to be put on hormones, and I really want to start dealing with my facial hair. It begins tomorrow.
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23
Oct 2010
8:58 PM GMT
   

AH&B on Thursday. They were very attentive to me. Very nice. And then I picked up my dress in Debenhams. I simply love it - it is gorgeous. Yesterday I had an all over waxing, which was not very painful. I think lots of women are just that bit wimpy - how they ever give birth, I don't know. How can they think waxing is painful when they've known vagina-splitting agony?
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21
Sep 2010
1:27 AM GMT
   

Openness

I was really brave at the weekend and had a heart to heart with my two best friends. They were both wonderfully supportive each in their own way. J's concern is that it changes nothing. B's was to make sure I'm not sad. Love 'em both.
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Aug 2010
10:22 PM GMT
   

Tried on my summer dress tonight. I like it. I've lost a 5 pounds in the last couple of weeks. It shows!
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14
Aug 2010
8:48 PM GMT
   

Waxed my chest and arms. Friendly chat with Claire House of House Creations. Suggested I carry on waxing for the moment - no electrolysis yet. Appointment in 6 weeks for another waxing.
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14
Aug 2010
7:17 AM GMT
   

Visiting sister today. First got to work in house, then borrow ladders, then get to the allotment, then to House Creations and Claire, then to sister's. Busy day. Depending on how much I'm glowing after the house, ladders and allotment work, I might need to shower and change before heading off to Commonside.
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14
Aug 2010
7:11 AM GMT
   

Wondering whether to get my arms waxed too.
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13
Aug 2010
10:45 PM GMT
   

Waxing

I'm having my first proper waxing tomorrow. I've tried waxing at home, with poor success. But tomorrow will be better. I'm sure. Then, in two weeks, I'm hoping to try electrolysis to remove the excess hair on my chest. I hate it - it has to go.
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  • Gender / Age: Female, 51
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    About Me: I'm shy. I'm ugly - I look like a man. But I still need love