, There are countless forms of life teeming through out our cosmos. It would boggle our minds if we could so much as begin to understand..I wrote this short paper describing some of the most vile, depraved, and earthbound discarnate human beings,- and some lower forms of life we normally do not see, such as the filthy imps ,ghouls ,the demented fairies, as well as those upon the involutionary arch descending ever deep into the matter aspect of the planet.
Some of these soulless beings are thought forms energized by all that is worse, depraved and wicked in the lives of human beings who cannot shake themselves free from elemental lives and substance tainted with the evil accumulated over eons of time , . There are certain groups of these lower elementary beings who thrive and feed upon all sickly effluvia emanating from the male and female gonads, - the lower etheric astral ectoplasm having the stench of rotting genitalia.
The lower astral planes are populated with innumerable creeping things,- monsters ,misshapen, abortions of dead paths of evolutions, creatures not found fit to live upon the earth, and had long ago been cast off like excrement to places such as the 8 TH sphere and the `` planet of death`` to be grounded over and over within the confines of natures laboratory,- only to one day,- many Kalpas from now,- be used as elemental substance to form primitive bodies for a future humanity who`s tiny monads at this time are dwelling now within the most advanced members of the animal kingdom.
Many vicious non-human entities are feeding upon raw abnormal sexual energy like some kind of dirty filthy body lice. The Majority of people who are vibrating at these levels are not aware of the fact that they themselves are victims, and know not what the hell is going on with the toll that is being taxed on their bodies and minds by lower forms of evil abominations that have been with humanity ever since the influence of the Dark Brotherhood came to prey and foment their hatred upon the human species since the Atlantean root race when sexual forms of black magic of unbelievable horror reached a destructive climax that brought doom for the fourth root race.
The lower astral planes are, at most, occupied with lower types of black magicians who reside within the most darkest places of hell, where the nightmare wailing, and the screaming never stops,- like a constant howling of lost souls who have failed to galvanize and cultivate a spiritual foundation. .Many know it not ,and are dragged down into the pit of lost souls where many eons pass. Their fate is a heavy one indeed . The way back for them will be hard and painful,yet the mercy of evolution will prompt them forward until they again are in the rhythmic of progress once again.
. I have devoted my life to help those on the other side who may not even have a clue as to the fact they have passed on and are no longer in a physical body but are now in their astral bodies doing much of the same activities they were doing while in the body.
The lower astral planes are filled with horrors untold and can be a very disturbing and shocki8ng experience to those who are un-prepared to confront the nightmare creeping death!!.One must be strong in their WILL before confronting the horrors of the lower astral planes.
I know of others like myself who have been involved with the same kind of esoteric work I`ve been doing now for many incarnations...and many have had to leave this sort of service for fear of slipping into insanity and mental illness as a result of visiting dark levels of the astral planes,... and with the good intentions of helping others in desperate need of release from their self created hell they themselves have constructed for themselves over many incarnations.
. There was a time I saw an old hag on the lower astral planes who was very sickly looking as she was chewing on a 50 pound rotting bowl tumor , ripping it apart with her teeth as some wild animal would if it were starving to death. I have as well seen people who were boiling in pits of rotting sewage , sour medical waste,- who seemed to be enjoying it. This is the horrid nature of the lower astral hells ,a place of extreme mental , emotional suffering, and there is nothing to compare with this sort of hell that occultists know as Avitchi . .So we can see that their evolution is arrested for eons of time, as a punishment they have brought upon themselves. They will be the ``eaters of dung`` on the ``day be with us``,' only to have lost all hope for this planetary cycle and will have to pay a very heavy fate of karma when their day comes.
Just as any sewer system serves a purpose in every large city, - so does any system of worlds have operating within non sacred solar systems. Such as the likes of some very deeply evil men that have come into our world from time to time.
From time to time evil beings will sometimes manage to slip through the door where evil dwells , thus finding their way into our world to spread all that is unnatural and depraved. Such was the case of Adolf Hitler and the deeply evil men that stood behind him during those dark days of the World War . The evil men who have come to us down through the ages are now dwelling within the darkest spheres that exist through out the vast caves of cosmic evil that are to be found through out the cosmos, and there are times when the Door where Evil dwells is for some karmic reason is ajar, allowing unnatural monstrosities and evil forces to enter our world.
The Elder Brothers of Divine Compassion are sealing the door where evil dwells and are preparing the race of men for a new age now on the horizon. People of goodwill must come together upon the mental planes and begin galvanizing the creative aspect within themselves. .With the coming of many minds under the goal of sharing and right human relations we could really move mountains. We are powerful beings- as well as divine beings,- who have all eternity to work out our destiny as souls .
Some ego's will tread swiftly on the path while others will take longer to complete their journey through the earth evolution. As said before the so-called ``laggards`` will be held as failures of nature to be held over until a new world comes into being that is more suited to their point of evolution.As souls we have had so many incarnations going far back into the past through many root races, cultures,and civilizations, - having much wisdom and experience behind us all. We only need to tap into our ``Higher Self`` and get in touch with the Divine within us all . As more people come under the influence of their own souls, the more we shall raise our vibration to the level where evil forces, in their many grades, can not reach us,, and thus be sealed off to their own domain while the human evolution can carry on its natural course of development without any more disturbances from any thing evil and unnatural caused by some serious problems during the many failures on the moon chain and elsewhere so many millions of years ago .
There are group of human beings who are very mediumistic and scattered all Throughout the world unaware of this fact.We have all heard of people who have gone on a killing spree and have committed acts of an evil nature,- and when the deeds are done the person who performed these gruesome acts have no recollection of how they could have committed such wicked deeds,- who have become so confused that they end up committing suicide because they can not live with themselves knowing they have become so passive in an unnatural and unhealthy way which gave way for some very evil acts that some kind of being is telling them to do, and are tormented life after life wondering why they have committed such unspeakable and evil acts. Many who have mental illness`` claim to have urges to do things that are not apart of their nature,- and who are in need of help from a spiritual source of which science has no understanding. . If you had etheric vision, and , you were down in some skid row area,or in the vicinity of some other unwholesome place,- you would know that these whole areas are infested with beings who resemble the gnomes, trolls,ghouls,demented fairies,wicked human shells,- and as well as the dirty and down right filthy brownies.
As evolution cycles onward we will reach a point with the ability to heighten our vibration to a level where we can not be influenced or manipulated by these low level and filthy astral entities. They will be sealed off to remain within their own domain.
　
There are billions of man bearing planets through out galactic space. Some are more advanced than we are,- and there are as well those at our level of development, and still others who are very savage and primitive.Our earth evolution is only beginning to climb out of the thick fogs of glamor, along with the astral illusions of our own making. We, as yet, have a long evolutionary journey ahead of us before being classes as a 'sacred planet' We are on our way,- and soon the Seven Paths of the ``Higher Evolution``will swing wide open for the ``Sons of Men`` who will then realize they are the ``Sons of God`` and to be Buddha`s ourselves, - Lords of Compassion for a class of human stock who's Monads are now encased and dormant within the most advanced domestic animals that have worked closely with humanity for thousands of years who respond to the mind of man, -thus a stone becomes a plant,and a plant an animal, and an animal, a man, and a man a God.
All that I can say is that we must be who we are and to not identify ourselves with any fleeting images that come and go, which is the great illusion itself.
.We must gain control and demonstrate mastery over our emotional-astral bodies before we can embark upon any kind of mind control.This is the way of safety and common sense. No man is an island unto himself. We all have an effect on each other no matter where we are in the world. We are all little cells within a greater body in whom we move ,live ,and have our being.Even our thoughts can have an effect on our health,weather,nature ,and even our very environment.Their are some ego's who have carried the secrets with them in regards to the 'words of power 'and the ``'know how`` 'in using these powers they have gained during the Atlantean root race. Most of them are initiates of the first and second degree and are very powerful on both the physical and astral-emotional planes.
There are highly advanced astral magicians, good and bad, who have resided on the various astral planes for countless thousands of years. They have become crystallized and will remain in that state for a very long time to come, until they can break themselves free from astral glamor and become mentally polarized . In time humanity will expand it`s awareness to levels of Divine Brotherhood. In the meantime we all must work together and put our differences aside and work towards co-operation ,trust, sharing, and develop the virtues of a happy World Community.
It is days such as these days I wished I could just curl up inside of bed snuggled close to my blankets and just go to sleep. While I do not know why I seem to enjoy sleeping in very much. I do. Must be something about the coldness that makes me feel more compelled not to do anything and since I am not home yet, I still am not able to control the heat thermostat.
But “boy-oh-boy,” if I could. I would have not ever slept in curled up to my blankets. I would have been so HOT I would have rushed down my sister’s stairs an hour later shutting off the thermostat. Why? I cannot stand the heat.
One of the things I have been keeping inside of me the last past few days of finding out of my Uncle’s death. Now since this is going to be made a public journal, I cannot share some of the names presented. I guess for legality purposes. However, now he is gone, I feel a sense of postpone sadness for him and myself because he died all alone without anyone and us only knowing of his passing was relayed to my sister from the corners office in Houston, Texas. I miss him.
He was the best uncle I could ever have. Since my sister and I were his favorite nieces, he would always make calls to us on a daily or bi-weekly basis informing us how he was doing. I missed him living in Ohio as much as I missed the summer rain putting me to sleep at night.
I remember many things he said to me. The thoughts of peer success he thought I was able to obtain and all of those many hours when I was young he would babysit my older sister and I and teach us math. He was the reason why I was able to grasp various things inside of math clearly then others inside of my class could.
He did not ever judge me for my skin color, facial features, or my flaws. He judged eveyone based on his or hers character, manners, and knowledge. He was the best uncle out of my mom’s side of the family my sister and I have ever had.
There is a pure sense of loneliness and void etched into my heart for the way he had to pass. I do not know why I sit and think about how he passed constantly. Maybe because if he would of gone to the hospital in Texas sooner, he would have still been alive, in yet, he passed inside of his apartment in his bed alone no kids or wife no one else there to help him survive. Just him.
He stayed there dead in his apartment know one knowing where or why he was not returning our calls for a little over a month. The Texas police found my uncle yesterday on October 1st dead.
My sister when she heard the news first. Cried. I could not cry because it was so postponed for me. I try to stay strong for everyone. At times I do not even know why I am doing it. I guess…. This is just a way for me to relieve my own pain. Through being strong for others. I feel as if I have to not because I am forced too.
Maybe this is because when I was younger I always felt I had to be strong for myself and everyone else around me. Because I always thought no one is going to always be around forever to take care of me. All I had was myself to take care. Now I look at my words and wonder… Am I right?
I do not want to be alone forever. I thought about this before I ever got married. So with feeling this way, I asked God to send me someone I could successfully share my life with. He came but not without a cost. I know sometimes we have to loose one thing to gain another. Why?
I do not know. I guess with death there comes so many unanswered questions. I just know I just want to go to sleep today beside my husband and fall asleep in his arms. Right after I finish this and my slushy.
I Want to DIE
I want to die
Everything is going wrong for me.
My mom drinks
my dad drinks
My brother hates me
My little brother left
I hate to be alone
thats why I say this
I just want to die
Because I see no point In living.
just before going to bed last night I received a FB message from Michelle telling me that her son Phillip had killed himself. Shock and tears followed.
Called her today and spoke with her briefly. Seems he had gotten into trouble and was punished by his parents. Within a couple hours he was found dead by his mom on the bathroom floor with a bullet wound to the head. He left no note.
The horrible pain in her voice was devastating. I proceeded to get hold of my kids and tell them that I love them. Still haven't been able to reach naomi as her cell phone is out of commission.
She looked into his eyes,
time after time,
to now believe that she would never,
again,
See those eyes,
that always made her smile.
"So remember,
it's never Good-Bye;
Just see you in a while,"
he said as he spoke,
about the dead.
"Remember,
it's the smiles,
that mean so much more,
than tears.
Let God unsurpress all of your fears."
She smiled and bowed her head,
as her eyes turned red,
because of tears she's tasted,
knowing this time,
they weren't wasted.
KL
She woke up,
and turned off the alarm.
No blood,
is to flow from this arm.
She looked out the window,
cold and shallow,
She held her hands.
"When will you come back again?"
She asked as the stinging tears,
swelled behind her eyes.
she couldn't believe it.
You're gone for good this time.
death is harder for the living who've been left behind than on the dead who has been rid of all pain
death is not scary, after all it is where everyone is heading, it's the "how" and the "when" that I am afraid of
Good Morning,
Life lately has been a bit difficult.
Chase (ex) broke up with me a little over 2 weeks ago and I seem to be taking it badly. I though that we had a future together and we had all these plans and then poof! he was done. He can be a good person, but he has not been that great to me. You would think that I would move on already from a guy who treated me badly. Im getting there.
My mom died almost 5 months ago and it didnt truely didnt hit me until recently. Now that I need her to talk to her about everything that is going on......I cant! I miss her so much and wish that the last few years could have been different. I usually dont regret anything, but when it comes to my mom I do.
I wish I was around more before she died.
I wish that I didnt fight with her about stupid stuff.
I wish that I could have gotten married and had a child before she died.
Getting married will never be the same anymore. I wont have my mom to give me advise. Be there to cry with me as I walk down the isle. Or tell me how beautiful I look.
Having children used to be something that I looked forward to. Now I dont know if I could have any. Knowing that my mom wont be in the delivery room or be there for their first time they talk, walk, or school events. I need a mom!
Time to vent is over. Time to carry on the day. Time to be positive.
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