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09
Nov 2009
12:37 PM EDT
   

Monday Monday Monday

On this fine Monday I woke up not feeling well at all. I am tired, my body aches, and my head feels like it might explode. Oh and on top of that my nose is stuffy and my throat hurts. I am at work right now because I cant afford to take any days off even if I am not feeling well. The worst part of all this is that I just want to go home and have someone fix me soup and cuddle under a blanket with me, but nope. I have no one. I just want this day to be over and this illness to subside. Blah......
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19
Aug 2009
10:05 AM EDT
   

Stupid Boys

It is Wednesday morning and this week has been horrible. I am so worn out from trying to be happy and nice and cheerful all the time. No one and I mean NO ONE understands what I go through everyday in my personal life because I dont feel the need to burden everyone with my problems, but it is getting harder and harder to fake this smile on my face. I am treated like crap at work at home. Why doesnt anyone respect me? I respect everyone and in return I receive nothing. I am so tired. HELP ME!
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28
May 2008
10:02 AM EDT
   

OMFG!

Oh My God! My best friend was just fired this morning from the same company that I work for. She has been here for over 8 years! How could they do this? Why would they do this? No one has answered any questions. They havent even told her why she no longer works here. I am so upset with this company right now. Of all people that they fire for cut backs they choose the sweetest, nicest person. She gets along with everyone! I am just in shock!!!!!!!!!!!
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20
May 2008
9:39 AM EDT
   

TUESDAY

Its Tuesday at 10:40 am and the day couls not get any slower. I have done all my work and dont really have the motivation to make folders. I still miss not having my office because I do not feel I have any privacy. It feels like Karl is always looking over my shoulder and trying to pry. Whatever.........he is DUMB!!! Thats about it so far. Maybe more tomorrow.
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09
Apr 2008
9:15 AM EDT
   

Life

Good Morning,

Life lately has been a bit difficult.

Chase (ex) broke up with me a little over 2 weeks ago and I seem to be taking it badly. I though that we had a future together and we had all these plans and then poof! he was done. He can be a good person, but he has not been that great to me. You would think that I would move on already from a guy who treated me badly. Im getting there.

My mom died almost 5 months ago and it didnt truely didnt hit me until recently.� Now that I need her to talk to her about everything that is going on......I cant! I miss her so much and wish that the last few years could have been different. I usually dont regret anything, but when it comes to my mom I do.

I wish I was around more before she died.

I wish that I didnt fight with her about stupid stuff.

I wish that I could have gotten married and had a child before she died.

Getting married will never be the same anymore. I wont have my mom to give me advise. Be there to cry with me as I walk down the isle.�Or tell me how beautiful I look.

Having children used to be something that I looked forward to. Now I dont know if I could have any. Knowing that my mom wont be in the delivery room or be there for their first time they talk, walk, or school events. I need a mom!

Time to vent is over. Time to carry on the day. Time to be positive.

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