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usrswthrt01 44, Female, Illinois, USA - 25 entries

Jun 2007
1:17 PM CST

Secret Identity

When I'm around you I'm not me
When I'm around my friends I'm not me
When I'm around my family I'm not me
I have a secret identity.

My identity was lost thanks to you.
My identity will never again be true.

I hide behind the face of a mask
The smiling face thats such a hard task

There are parts of me some adore
There are also parts I hide what a chore

What if everyone could see that uglies of me
What if everyone knew the person I can never be!!!!!

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usrswthrt01 44, Female, Illinois, USA - 25 entries

Jun 2007
12:38 PM CST

I Am A Woman...

I am a woman that loves with all her heart

I am a woman that's silly and smart

I�am a woman with many open wounds

I am a woman that's still needs to be tuned

I am a woman that has much fear

I am a woman that still brings cheer

I am a woman that's still lost

I am a woman that know's the cost

I am a woman that's hurting inside

I am a woman that hides behind her foolish pride

I am a woman that can't look you in the eye

I am a woman alone that cries

I am a woman that's imprisoned with chains

I am a woman that holds her pain in vain

I am a woman, a mother,a friend

I am a woman someone you can depend

I am a woman of all this and more

I am a woman who will one day soar

What you see is all that is left to see

Just a woman that you can truly believe

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scarlett 36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries

Jun 2007
1:55 PM EDT

W00t! so, going out to Senor Frog's tonight! After having dinner at my ex (not Connor)'s house with his new gf....o.O ? Should be interesting......and then Green Parrot. I love living here...The only problem being that...well....not a problem really but still....I lost a lot of weight recently and none of my clothes fit aaand I went out to buy new clothes but, because of where I live, I can only find very, very scandalous outfits.....and now I have to have dinner with Mrs. Clark in a shirt that screams "LOOK AT MY CHEST" .......I suppose it could be worse.

Also, ha HA! I am no longer depressed! The past two weeks have been utter shit. It's good to be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. (Although, supposedly I have another month (two weeks for every year we have been dating) before I'm ready to actually move on.) I hope I reach my wide open range soon...

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Bioprana 50, Female, Chile - 12 entries

Jun 2007
8:51 PM PST

Delusion causes evil feelings to arise in your heart and mind. One may be evil-minded, yet with the blessings of elders and in the company of noble souls, one can easily get rid of evil tendencies and develop virtues. People undertake various spiritual practices to attain divinity. Thyaja Durjana Samsargam; Bhaja Sadhu Samagamam; Kuru Punyam Ahorathram; Smara Nityam Anityatham (Shun bad company; seek good company, perform righteous deeds always and discriminate between the permanent and the ephemeral).

-BABA

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Holly 53, Female, New York, USA - 42 entries

Jun 2007
8:29 PM EDT

The mobile vet is coming to the house this Thursday to put our cat deena to sleep. Please say a prayer to whomever or whatever you believe in. Thanks.

I saw the neurologist today. She was nice but doesn't know what is wrong with me. She is going to run tests a month from now. It's going to be a longggggg month.

Meanwhile George and I had a huge fight. I don't know if we can be friends. What next???

Tags: Stay Happy

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JJizzle80 45, Female, Wisconsin, USA - 2 entries

Jun 2007
5:41 AM EDT

Ha that's a funny question to ask me. What I expect from others I do not bother because no one ever gives me anything I expect from them. Like I expect my mother to respect me and let me raise my own kid but she does just the opposite. Sure she's nice to have around for when I go to school so she can babysit when no one else could. That's about the only thing I need her for. But yesterday I was playing with my kid and I was holding him on top of my head cuz he was playing with my hair and giggling and he decided to take a turn on me and hit his face on the hard part of the couch which is the arm rest. She blew up at me and told me she was calling Social Service because all I do is hurt him. What it's not o.k. to get hurt once in a while everyone does from time to time. She acts like he can't get hurt. I blew back up at her and I was like well at least I don't go and get married and not invite you and she comes back and says well at least I didn't fuck some guy who doesn't give a two shits about you. Then I come back and say well damn I'm moving out and she tried to say I wasn't going to take him with me but I was like you are not his mother you can't tell me where he can go and not go I will take him where ever I want to and you can't stop me. Then I kicked the stroller at her because I was so frustrated and it was the only thing in my way and said I hate you to her I fucking hate you. Then I was like you can not do this to me and I'm not going to let you .... You don't treat Annette this way. Then I pounded on the wall with both hands and stompped upstairs and threw the fan in my room. I'm 26 years old I do know how to raise my kid even though she I don't and I'm sick of her trying to have all the control and I'm sick of her using social service shit against me just because he got hurt accidently. I need a friend to talk to about this because I'm stuck in a situation where I can't really leave because I don't have enough money to move out on my own which was why I was staying at home. I don't even have a car of my own I need that to get around. I don't care if it means forking over all my checks to rent, electric, phone, internet and water I dont know if thats included or what not but if that's what it's going to take then I've got to do it to get away from her. I can't live with her when she treats me like a 14 year old. I've got to stand my ground.

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Bioprana 50, Female, Chile - 12 entries

Jun 2007
12:53 AM PST

Man is in search of God and is enquiring into the nature of divinity. When God is within, where is the need to search for Him? Firstly, man should endeavour to understand his true nature which is Sathyam, Jnanam and Anantham (truth, wisdom and infinitude). God has gifted man with the Vedas and other scriptures to open his eyes to the truth that he is essentially divine. In this world, every man is endowed with truth, righteousness and love. Man is the embodiment of Sath, Chith and Ananda (Being-Awareness-Bliss). These attributes are verily divine.

-BABA

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Gwenni 38, Female, Missouri, USA - 6 entries

Jun 2007
2:04 PM CST

P.S.- I love Jason more than anything in the world!

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1 comment(s) - 09:49 PM - 06/19/2007

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Gwenni 38, Female, Missouri, USA - 6 entries

Jun 2007
1:57 PM CST

Welcome once again to one of my blogs. None of my other ones have seemed to work out for me so far, so I decided to give this one a try. I'm not sure yet about this one, because so far I haven’t received my confirmation email for joining. So, we will see about this one. Right now Jason and I are sitting on the couch watching CSI. There is a marathon or something on tonight because we have been watching it since I got home tonight around 5ish. Its now almost 8, so yea, we've been here for awhile. I've had a killer headache for a couple of hours, so Jason is sitting here rubbing the back of my head while I type. Such a sweetie! Anyway, I have tomorrow and Thursday off work. Woot! But then again, I always get Tuesday through Thursday off now because of school and my emotional sanity. Some days, I really feel like I'm going to lose it. Like, I just want to sit in a corner and tear all of my hair out; and the worst part is, the littlest thing can set me off. I get pissed off and then I'm mad for the rest of the day. I have no idea why. I feel horrible about it too, which doesn't help the situation, because I can be really mean to the people I live with (Jason and Joe.) I just get so aggravated when the apartment is an absolute mess. I mean, sometimes I feel like I am the only person who gives a crap about what this apartment looks like. I get so embarrassed when people stop by uninvited, and there’s old food and trash lying all over the apartment. The worst room is the living room, since everyone spends most of their time there. And that makes it worse because that’s were we entertain our guests, so as soon as they walk in, they get the impression that we are absolutely nasty. I just get so tired of being the only one picking things up. I know that the apartment will never be perfect because I do live with 2 guys, I just want it to be presentable. But sometimes, I guess that's too much to ask. We started up a little EBAY business, and we are doing pretty good for what we are selling. We have made about $100 in 2 weeks, but the shipping gets us. It takes a lot of research to be able to sell things like that and make a profit. Don't get me wrong, we have made a profit, but its been a small one. The $100 includes the money that they paid for shipping, and well sometimes the shipping that we request when we sell the item isn't enough to cover the actual shipping. So the profit then cuts into the price of the DVD/book. Well, this headache is only getting worse by looking at this computer screen constantly, so I think that I might just finish watching CSI until the marathon is off. Who knows when that will be, but once again, I don't work tomorrow. Woot! Signing out for the night, Gwenni <3

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x3VanDyke 34, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 24 entries

Jun 2007
2:49 PM EDT

Okay y'all it's been a good almost 1 month since ive written in here yeah not much to tell so ima go

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