JJizzle80's Journal

The photo is me and my son Jacob Arthur! He's 7 months old!

I decided to come to this site because I want people to post comments on my journals. I have some on myspace but none of my friends I have there ever post any comments and sometimes a girl needs advice other than her friends.

There has been acouple offights this week alone one because of my sister and the other because of my friend who I no longer want to speak to because she continues to choose her stupid boyfriend over her friends. He's a real jerk he threatens to leave her every other week and gets an attitude with her if he don't get his way especially when it's dealing with money. He doesn't like to spend his money but loves trying to take it from her and she usually almost always gives in. They fight all the time and sometimes when they fight he puts his hands on her. and she wonders why I don't like him and she says I have no reason to be mad at her for something she had nothing to do with. I'm mad at her because she won't defend me when her boyfriend and her boyfriends mother harrass, attack, abuse, and threaten me on line. Her boyfriend and his mom thinks I'm stupid but yet I'm the one who's about to walk across the stage for a diploma in Graphic Design from College. They've never went. And they think I'm stupid. Godly. Yeah I'm still mad about the things that were said but do you think I can get an apology no I can't even get that! It's ridiculous, two grown ass people started the fight with me a college student who would rather be without drama in her life. So yeah you tell me do I have a right to be mad at her when she won't even defend me?

Then the fight with my sister is she recently found she's pregnant by her boyfriend of course who she lives with now and she decided to get married to him for health insurance and other reasons. Well she didn't tell no one she was getting married. She only told the people who she invited which was my aunt, uncle and cousin and my great uncle who is town from london, her two friends and her other friends husband and their baby. how are you going to get married knowing half of your family is missing. there was no grandparents, no mother, no sister, no nephew at her ceremony that she had at the court house. then to top it off my aunt and great uncle gave her money. so there a few people who are a lil teed off with her right now and i'm one of them. so i decided that im not going to her baby shower come late july because i wasn't invited to the wedding why go to that? her friend says im bogas what do you guys think?

I hope I didn't confuse any of you by typing so much information but I really need to get this drama off my chest and I need someone to talk to about it cuz it's driving me crazy without any one to talk to.