Hi, today Im not going to school because its PADay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I also had fun yesturday because afterschool I went to a Harry Potter book club (school). And ever tusday after school I have comic book art club (school).
Akash and I were late to String Ensemble today. I feel so bad. We stayed at Lit Mag too long. And when we got there the doors were locked to they had to stop playing to let us in. I love beinga part of S.E. so much. I'm kinda worried about Akash though. After we got to S.E. he took off his sweatshirt cause it was like 200 degrees in that room with the humidity. But, after a few minutes he put it back on and was zipping it up, like he was freezing and looked exhausted. I asked him if he was okay, afterwards, and he said he was fine. I don't like when people are sick. When they're miserable I feel bad. Jeeze, I slept for 4 HOURS when I got home from school today. That's crazy. I think it's my actualy trying in gym. I'll actualy run. It's probably because it's 9th period and I don't have to worry about going somewhere else afterward. We had to run a half mile in under 5 minutes today and I did it in like 6 and a half minutes. That's the same time Sam got. And she's asthmatic. I was actualy trying too. Whatever, I was never good at running ever when I played soccer.
Damn... I love him so much
I feel so out of it this year. It's like I have to re-learn how to deal with pepople again. I don't seem to be able to react to people the same way I used to. It seems that I can't just fall back into the submission that I used to use up till now. I mean, I still feel the same way inside - I can't stand to make someone upset because I can't deal with people when they're upset. I've always been like that. I hate being put in the position of consoling someone who's upset. It just makes me upset in the process. It's like when C. used to call me all the time saying she wanted to kill herself, it would make me really upset and depressed. But of course I couldn't tell her that - then she wouldn't call me at all, and I'm scarred that she would actually kill herself in that situation. That's why I'm never really able to be emotional around people. I can't put them in the same position that C. puts me in. I just can't do that to someone else. I don't know if that has anything to do with my new-found unability to put up with other people. I always end up weighing the odds between dealing with people and being anti-social. I really don't mind being anti-social. But, I also like haveing connections with people. I don't know.
Although yesterday has become one of the history, I still feel it is near to me. Mid-autumn Day is a traditional festivalby Lunar calendar in China. the Day is one of important one in the mind of Chinese----because it symbolizes "unity" between intimate people,especally a family memeber. In general, in the day people meet family member and intimate friends in their spare time and eat Moon cake greeting their recent matterinvolving work and family and so on. but another thing is to enjoy the moon together ----the moonin that nightis brighter and circler if having no clouds in the sky. this Day Originates to an old Fable...... If those people who have no time to meet their parents and friends tend to send massges by mobile phone or call them for sending their blessing. In a sum, all people nearlyare in thegood mood surrounded by many blessingand greeting from their friends and family member. If everyone in the worldhavegood mood every day as the people in Chinain the Mid-autume Day, he or she willlive longer and perhaps all of the unhappy things willdisappear in the clouds. So GOOD MOOD isvery important for us."笑一笑,十年少" 就是这个道理.
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