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    Diane  48, Female, Iowa, USA - 26 entries
17
Sep 2007
12:41 PM CDT
   

Nothing much new except Bailey decided he was going to have a treat of cat food this morning he probable ate ½ cup a least…so now it looks like the food will have to go back on top the washer again. His belly already looks better and I haven't noticed him scratching too much. Still loves to do the low crawl and rub his belly on the carpet .

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    jesssie  33, Female, Canada - 69 entries
17
Sep 2007
12:10 PM EST
   

i was miserable this morning. i was GREAT, after lunch. i got miserable when i got home. my grandma died today. lucky me. i am so fucking sad right now, i want to die. wht the hell. hhdsfjhdjfkd PLUS i hate guys.
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    yanpu  41, Female, California, USA - 10 entries
17
Sep 2007
9:10 AM EDT
   

Hi Everyone. As you can see I have changed to a new websitefor my online journal. Turns out my original blog website, wordpress.com, isbanned by the Chinese government. Thus I was not able to access the websitevery often even if I had good internet connection. I guess even with all thewestern influences, something about freedom of expression they just aren'tready to adopt yet. I searched around online and found this journal site, whichhas not yet been banned by the Chinese government. Hopefully it'll stay hiddenfrom them long enough for me to finish this program and not have to search outfor another website.

So here is a little update about what I have been up to forthe last two weeks.

Last Week: Julie and I traveled to a district southeast ofthe capital city of Xining calledHai Dong. We toured 3 townships and went to monitor and asses some of thevaccination events in the schools. We also started a random survey of 6500 kidsto asses their baseline knowledge regarding Hepatitis B. The survey willcontinue for the rest of this month after which Julie and I will start theeducation program.

I must say it was an amazing feeling going to the schools toparticipate in the vaccination of these kids. They are the liveliest kids I'veever met. Even though their environment was quite depressing they were filledwith hope and spirit. These kids, ages 6-12, grow up in very difficultenvironments. They live in the most rural areas where they have to walk up toan hour to get to school everyday. Can you imagine, an 8 year old, walking for40mins in the freezing cold of winter through mud filled streets to go toschool everyday? Their shoes are nothing more than a few layers of cloth,patched up from years before. All they have to eat for breakfast is a few steamedpieces of dough with no filling because the sheep that they have raised is tooprecious to eat and instead must be sold in the city to make money. Looking attheir little red wind tore faces contrasted against smiles filled withchildhood dreams; I realized the importance of this project.

The kids were very excited about the vaccination, all liningup and pulling their sleeves up with huge smiles on their faces. The boys wouldfight over who gets the shot first. Some of the girls would be a littlefearful, but after the shot was given they would walk proudly back to the groupand announce that it didn't hurt at all. Of course there were the occasionalcriers, who refused to get the shot, but with a little hoaxing we were able toget past their tears and get them to stretch out their arms.

During the vaccination events, Julie and I monitored forproper practices such as needle disposal, proper handling of the vaccinationand making sure all the kids in the school get vaccinated. This is the firstprogram most of these schools have ever participated in. They were verysupportive and corporative even if it meant disrupting an entire morning worthof classes.

For the most part the project is going very smoothly. Themost difficult aspect we have encountered so far is trying to work through allthe bureaucracy that exists in China.To get anything done in this country you have to go through so many heads ofthis department and that department. No one is intent on getting anything donein a timely manner especially if it is fiscally related. Offices are filledwith people just sitting around chain smoking. And right when you think youhave finally accomplished finding your way through the maze, somemiscommunication or confusion sends you right back to the beginning. It isincredibly frustrating! Thankfully this project is supported by the nationalCDC thus everyone makes more of an effort to help us out.

This Week: Julie and I are working with two film makers fromBeijing, Aaron and Adam. These twoCaucasian guys, one British and the other American, now live and work in Chinamaking films about healthcare and other social disparities. They have beenhired by the Stanford Asian Liver Centerto cover this Qinghai vaccinationand education program.

For the rest of this week we will be the district Hai Dong,in the countryside. Aaron and Adam will be filming vaccination events and alsointerviewing some students, family members and doctors. Julie and I will beserving as translators and somewhat guides in this area which we are startingto become more familiar with. I will write more about it in the next post.

On a different note, I am thankful I have not yet experiencedany food poisoning. I have been very careful to not eat anything I am unsureof. Our living arrangements have been okay. All the places we have stayed at sofar have a working shower and western style toilet (normal Chinese toiletsconsist of a hole in the ground). Sometimes the rooms are a bit dirty or thetoilet is not exactly working, but all in all it is much better than I thoughtit would be.

Here are two sites to check out some photos
From when Juile and I were in Xining: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2051439&l=5d799&id=13301826
The first round of vacinations: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2052286&l=b2e92&id=13301826

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    moonbay72  33, Female, Oregon, USA - 20 entries
16
Sep 2007
7:12 AM EDT
   

to day i laughed my sides off, i wrote a one shot and every one seems to have fallen in love with it. yet stories i've worked so hard on mybe get one review. but in ordder be a writer i better suck it up and be a (wo)man. hehehe i love that line. but it's the sad truth. the writting world is a dog eat dog kindda place.
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    Diane  48, Female, Iowa, USA - 26 entries
16
Sep 2007
5:47 AM CDT
   

pc 6.0
2 PED & 2 CEP

very playfull today
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    dee23  54, Female, United Kingdom - 170 entries
16
Sep 2007
10:25 AM GMT
   

once again we are back to the car saga now it needs a bearing replaced and guess what he wants a new car again i get sick and tired of "have you seen this car in this mag " and "well it wont last forever "and the best one of all is "this one has better miles to the gallon" god i hate cars what ever happened to getting the bus .before we met i always took the bus the only cars i used was a taxi on shopping days .now he also wants a new job or so he says i have been emailing his cv to allsorts of companys but nothing yet well one looks promising so lets hope he gets it .one good thing is my son now loves school as he has been moved into another class away from all the bullies and he thinks it is fantastic lets hope it lasts .

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    smb  50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries
16
Sep 2007
12:44 PM MST
   

Happy Birthday to ME! BLAA!! Whoptie Do! the big 32~ :( Nothing Big at all, just a regular day but I felt sorry for myself pretty much all day because it wasn't anything "special" I made CN go buy me a Pie from Perkins! I ate 1/2 of it!

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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
16
Sep 2007
2:42 PM EDT
   

i am so sick and tired of this. i am so confused. people ask me all these questions and i have to respond with "i don't know." i just don't know.i love him and i hate him and i loathe myself.
i see these scars and im glad that i have them. is that sick or what? i tell myself that it's because the scars are the only things that stopped me, in the end. but i think i like having a story to tell about the pretty little parallel stripes. the only story that i will never have to tell because everyone has heard it before. or at least because they think they have. even before i open my mouth, they know who i am and what im about to say. I use their assumptions to prove how much more astute i am in comparison. my story belongs to me and me alone and only i will judge my values before really listening to what i have to say. but i guess i am like everyone else. i make my judgement, order my sentence and close the case before i even speak a word. that is hardly fair.
as for the scars he gave me: they aren't important. they are shame and they are bliss and they are fleeting and healed. i pretend that that is why we ended. that that is the proof i need to feel justified. but, in truth, they are like remembered kisses. some would say he was my judas, i would say he is my romeo: every kiss doomed and sweet and full of pain and thorns.

im going to therapy on tuesday. finally. i am hopeful for change but expect none.
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    tiahe  33, Female, Canada - 33 entries
16
Sep 2007
11:04 AM EST
   

Wow, just when you think every thing is gone. Everything from your past, that was part of the worst and best times are back, and yet the worst of things stayed away. I really just dont want a reappearance of the greater past, because all it will be is a nightmare. I'm so glad I can be friends with someone i treated so poorly in the past but I guess forgiveness is something you are acceptant to everything. I love you, and being around you and hanging out and everything. You are such a good friend, and someone so easy to talk to. I trust you with everything, and I really hope you feel the same with me, because lately I can't trust anyone it seems but you I can trust with everything and Im sooo glad of that.
Im sorry for everything in the past and all the harm I've done to you and your life. Im so glad we/ you put everything in the past and that we now know we can really get through anything. Remember the promise we made a long time ago that we would never fight over a guy ever again,I think thats one promise I will actually be able to keep, because I don't think I've kept many in my life time!
I hope we can be friends for a really long time, your one person who I enjoy going to. Your a really good person, I love you Lauren Avery!
Your one of a kind.

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    dramaqueen  36, Female, Virginia, USA - 11 entries
15
Sep 2007
10:13 PM EDT
   

well i couldn't go through with it... i couldn't break up with him.. i think we can make it better right? there has to be something there... or maybe its just to kiss.. cause he really says he likes our kisses, and everytime we fight he thinks he can solve it all with kisses... and i love to kiss him but a reltionship cannot revolve around or be all about kisses... right?
so i'm going to give it one more shot.. but if it doesn't work out then it will have to end....

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