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What would you do with your life today if you weren't afraid of failure?

Well I would go buy a bunch of lotto tickets, one of them has to be� the winning ticket...then after I won, I'd go on a much needed vacation after telling the boss I�QUIT....

Today's question: "What would you do with your life today if you weren't afraid of failure?"

I don't know about my whole life but as I think about the short term, I have hope that I am doing it now.

I'm getting somewhere with my father after all these years. If I can continue without fear of failure I believe I will have everything I've ever wanted.

I�want to paint my face and pretend Im someone else. Sometimes I�get so fed up, that I dont even want to look at my self. The people with problems their always so mad, I�dont want them to think that Im always complaining all the time. And i hate the way you look at me I have to say, I�wish I couls start over...Oh, yeah Im slowly falling apart. I wish you could take a walk in my shoes for a step, and you might think its easy being me. Yeah just stand still, look pretty.� Sometimes I�find myself shaking in the middle of the night. And then it hits me, and I cant even believe that this is my life....� The people with problems their always so mad, I�dont want them to think that Im always complaining all the time. And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouth. Im not storng enough to deal with it.� Oh, yeah Im slowly falling apart. I wish you could take a walk in my shoes for a step, and you might think its easy being me. Yeah just stand still, look pretty. Oh, yeah Im slowly falling apart. I wish you could take a walk in my shoes for a step, and you might think its easy being me. Yeah just stand still, look pretty.

�I love that song! its called: Stand still, look pretty. By: The Wreckers.

I dont really have much to write about at the moment maybe later...

Sportygirl15

Did you ever know,

the traggic tale,

of love and sorrow?

Could you ever see a different side of her?

Could you ever feel,

pain,

as it began to dance away the days?

Or could you ever believe,

in a different side of life?

A different way?

Maybe I am wrong.

Maybe it is true.

I USED ME TO GET YOU!!!

Maybe it's over,

&& Maybe I'm not sorry.

Maybe I miss you,

maybe i don't,

I just can't,

I won't!!

LISTEN TO THE TRAGGIC TALE OF LOVE AND SORROW!!

I'm tired, and I'm lonely,

I'm tired of this struggle,

of holding on,

to what i can no longer hold.

My eyes are crying,

so please if I decide to run,

don't worry,

because, oh, how quickly,

life fades away.

So if I decide to run,

beyond the sky,

beyond the stars...

Cry poor, old,

little, broken,

heart.

Cry with out intension to smile,

don't worry

I'm just a broken angel.

NO moma,

I'm NOT the one.

Break me,

& hurt me.

I don't care,So if I decide to run,

don't cry.

You'll be ok in time.

There's people in this world,

who don't belong,

&&�I'm one of them,

so good-bye,

&& Fair-long,

good-night,

and so-long....

This poem is for Austins new girlfriend and Edwards cousin...who ever she is...lol

I take it your a ho,

Whith a giant ego!

You took him away,

Its like watching a horrible screenplay..

Just hearing you makes me want to hurl,

Your most likely an ugly salesgirl...

Someday you'll get caught in your own game,

Cant wait to see the day your put to shame...

He'll just use you,

Then turn around and say we're through..

All he wants is sex,

I'll laugh when you end up convex...

Its only a matter of time,

Before he tosses you like a dime...

�CONVEX: �having a surface that is curved or rounded outward. Its technically a math term but if you think about it a pregnate women is convex.

Part of this poem relates to a friend of a friends cousin. She was hitting on her own COUSIN! EWWWW!!!!

And part of this poem relates to my ex and his "new gf" whatever the chicks most likely a guy dressed up as a chick and............... I�wont say anymore on that topic its mean, not to mention inappropriate! lol

well tootles for now BYE