yaya!!! its saturday. wish me luck!!!
Apparently.....my dream last night was unreal and super angry.....
Anger To dream that you are holding or expressing anger, symbolizes frustrations and disappointments in your Self. You tend to repress your negative emotions or project your anger� onto others. You need to look within yourself.
Being angry in your dream may have been carried over from your waking life. Dreams can function as a safe outlet where you can express your strong and/or negative emotions. You have some suppressed anger and aggression that you have not consciously acknowledged.
i haven't written on here in a while because i started a proper written book journal, but i dont like it as much, i guess im just a girl who likes her modern techonolgy!
anyway it has just been my birthday, which i got the nicest present from my parents, a beautiful amber necklace from the local jewellery shop- it is amazing. just sent out the invite last night for mine and sahiras party, it should be a good one. sahira has her first driving lesson 2moz, i cant believe it, we are really starting to be seen as adults and have proper independence, saying this i probably wont start my lesson until about february. went over to her house today to sort out the arrangments for the party, well mainly the booze, and i got the most statement pair of shoes i own, they are bright turquoise heels, hmm we'll see if i can match them to anything in my wardrobe, but the are cool. so much fun at sahira, and they had the nicest cake, yum!
bought some new anti frizz hair stuff at boots, but i have basically run out of ideas for any new products to try so i saw this one and thought yeh i'll try it, it cant do any harm.
going in about an hour and a half to see UP at the cinema, supposedly in 3D, have no idea if it will be any good as i dont know anyone that has seen it.
For a Husband who is carrying lots of burdens
Most loving, God and Father, I turn to you today to thank you for my husband and to ask you to be with him.
He is such a wonderful man and I love him with all my heart. Thank you for the gift he has been in my life.
Right now, he is struggling so much and has so many burdens to carry. I simply ask that you protect him from the pressures he's facing. If it is possible, relieve some of those pressures so that he can live with more peace and with so much less stress. Above all, I ask you to give him courage and hope. Let him keep it all in perspective and not lose his priorities. Let him have some fun and help him to stay close to those who love him and want to support him in all of this. Strengthen his faith in you so that he can be a living example of service, dedication, commitment and love to all the people with whom and for whom he works.
And, help me, Lord, know how to support him and love him, with your own love for him.
For a�husband and father �looking for a job
God of us all, I turn to you for my husband (�father of my children) and for our family. We are afraid for the future. My husband is getting depressed without a job, nothing has been the same at home. We need your help. If there is work out there that he can do, please help him find it.
And, during these difficult days, give us all a full measure of your patience and your care for each one of us. Let us support each other and think of each other's needs at this frightening time. We may be poorer, but let us recognize and rejoice in the riches we have in each other.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him Forever in the next. Amen.
--Reinhold Niebuhr
-sighs-
I hate it when my bro is in his room. I�can't look for stuff. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID. I need my ipod's usb cable. NOW. How am i supposed to sync my other songs in. Plus, hes in a bad mood so chances are that even IF�i knock on his door he'd tell me to fuck off.-Sad. I�know.��- Waiting for my phone bill to come. 'cause then that would mean i would have unlimited texting which is REALLY bothering me because i feel the need to text. I have so much to say. Talking on the phone is soOOOOO yesterday. Literally.-----love love love my phone. love it. SOOOOOO MUCH.-----I�know.. i'm not really typing anything "real"� I'M JUST TRYING TO WASTE TIME. cuz sooner or later he will come out of his room and go shower... cuz he stinks. then i could go in reeeeeeeeal quick and find what i'm looking for.
Now if you'll excuse me... i'm gonna go tell him that he stinks. REAL BAD.
love
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