Just yesturday I was dreaming of him, how happy he makes me, but today is a different story. It's silly, I know. How can we be together, all I can do is dream, right? I mean a proffesor and a student can never be...
"Hi Marie; hows your day; how was your day?"
"I'm fine, been good. How was your weekend, �Mr. Bennedict."
"Pretty good, just cleaned my home from head to toe."
"You're clean and tidy like always, I see."
"Yea I know, but what can I say thats just me. How was your weekend?"
"Fine, just the usual, studying, I want to do good on today's exam."
"Thats my Marie, I'm glad you study, your my number one student."
"Thank you...I think."
My name is Marie born and raised in New York City on June 1, 1888. I'm not tall, but im not short either. I have long hair, normal color black, curly and long. I'm not dark skinned or light skinned, im not fat or model thin, I'm average I guess. Mr. Eric Bennedict, he is my professor, he is tall, white, beutiful deep blue eyes, a body which words can not even describe. The way he walks, speaks, and teaches is amazing. He is a very profound person the way he thinks, his ideas, and so on, it is amazing, I can not keep my eyes off him. How I love his eyes, but I know nothing will ever happen and can never be whether I want it or not, it has only be 5 years and yet my feelings still havent changed.
Hey baby,
How was your day? Mine was good just bored now.� I like my job but wish I had more time to see you and the kids.� I am so tired of not being able to see you guys like I used to.� I just wish that I would of saved money awhile ago and we could of got a place sooner then me having to live all the way out here.� I hope that I can start driving some more so soon I can get my license so I can come and see you more then I do already.� I also hate working this 12:30 till 9 shit because I can't really do anything because of the shit that I have to come straight home after work because my mom picks me up.� I�get so bored out here and when I am not with you all I do is think about you.� Thinking about you don't help like it does when I see you.�
When Ashley came in today and told me that she saw you on trick or treat and you told her that we weren't together that really did hurt me because I have had that happen to me before but I talked to you about it and atleast it didn't start a fight and that you still are talking to me.��I thought about it before I started flipping out because one I�should be able to believe you over anyone and two if I would of started a fight we wouldn't of talked for�a week because that is normally what happends.� I am just surprised that your ex doesn't come in and say shit like I thought she would.�
well baby I�love you and going to go I will talk to you in a little bit.�
I'm sitting in this room,
with no way to get through,
to you.
I'm sitting on this chair,
waiting to see,
your head,
pop in through the door.
But you don't really care about me,
anymore!
I'm done, for ever,
because no matter,
what you say,
life does go on,
some way...
2 Nov 2009
It's such a beautiful night. The air is so cool which is a rare here. The chill is exhilarating. I had done a yoga class this evening and I felt so peaceful within me. The soft music of Ty Burhoe which made its way into my playlist today made me feel like yoga is really ME. Yoga is me. I am Yoga. I can't believe how the soft music actually touches me, makes me feel so good about what I'm doing. I want to be a yoga teacher!
Ok so I had gotten rid of the Scary creeper dude for all of two days! this is how it went down. I had his friend Cassey tell him....
(ok so thrusday at lunch)
Cassey: Dude, she thinks your like super anoying.
Creeper(aka Steve) : So I dont care what she thinks!
Cassey: No, dude, she thinks your fucking stupid!
Creeper: mummbles...
So he left me alone for those two wondefull and peacefull days. Oh we havent even hit the best part yet. Which is today btw.
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HE FREAKING STOLE MY mP3 PLAYER IN ART CLASS!!!!!! For me this is tragic seeing as to how I cant live without it. So now Im sitting here with nothing to do because that freaking dumbass stole my mP3 player. Oh, and I told him that he'd better give it back tomorrow or I'll F-ing kill him. Well, maybe not kill, but you get the point Im sure. Well ttyl.
Whoo Whoo!!!
1 November 2010.
And so almost half a year has passed since I saw the Tarot card reader. I believe in her. She said the moment I let go of him, I would be able to meet a new guy within a year. I trust her, and I'm still waiting for that to happen. He who loves me, will be a great guy.
I'm sure that person who's going to love me and fall in love with me will be someone special. He's going to be able to see that special quality in me just as I see it in myself. I just have to be patient.
25 Dec 2010- I'm already hoping this year's X'mas would be more romantic. I hope I get to find that special someone by X'mas and celebrate with him. I've even included in my hp diary to have a date with him-whoever that may be.
And I just realise CNY is on feb 14 next year. How romantic can it get if my 1st ever Valentine's day crashes with CNY? I'm just really hoping I have a boyfriend real soon. He's going to be so good to me. I think.
i can only write quickly cos i have left most of my homework until the last day of the half term- typical really, but i wont do it any other way...
on thursday i went with the rest of the family to�a place next to gilwell park, was surprised to see that it was where i did d of e, and we had about 2 hours of walking aorund which was quite peaceful, except for the fact of mum conplaning about the mud, but she was ok really, kind cute. there were some old people that were flying model aeroplanes as we entered the field and they were really impressive pilots, ben really wanted to have a plane after seeeing that!
on friday i went with dad to pick up booba, who went home today, and we went out to the bluebell, which is my fav resturant as it is and the food was good except i wish i would have had what my dad ordered instead. last night we watched enchanted and i forgot how jokes it was. i mean seriously the prince guy now has no credibility left in his career, he could maybe get a job on the shopping channels.
listening to capital and gotta get back to work now :o
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