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anirahs 35, Female, Singapore - 36 entries

Jun 2007
5:26 PM AWST

aaarrrhhh!!!! 2 wks of term break has juz finish...didn't do muchduring holidae...too busy lazing arnd.. haha:p

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Trace 61, Female, USA - 38 entries

Jun 2007
3:05 AM EDT

Drunk Ass Got Left Behind!!

Now after leaving our house, my cousin went to stay at his son's apartment until the end of the week when he was to leave with his wife for Indiana. Now that was only like 5 days away. Okay, from the time he left my house on Sunday to like Thursday evening, he screwed up yet again (turning up MIA and his wife out looking for him andwhatnot). Now she's pissed AGAIN!! Thursday evening she drops off his leather duffle bag, and told my daughter that he would be by to get it. That right there told me something was up because I knew"they" were supposed to be leaving for Indiana the next day, so why is she dropping his shit off at ourhouse. THEN....I woke up mid-early morning to use the bathroom, and then decide to read my book. This is about 3:45 am Friday. I heard a car pull up in front of the house. Me being"the neighborhood watchperson"looks out the window and I see a dark car, lights are off but car is running. Then I notice someone walking out of our driveway back to the car. But I can't tell who it is. And they get in the car and drive off, never turning on any lights until they weredown the street almost to the corner. The next morning my daughter finds his wallet with his license and pictures and stuff on the front porch.So that was his wife thatpulled up this morning infront of the house. So about 9:30--10:00 am Friday morning, I call the wife's cell to ask her what's going on....why is she dropping off his stuff like that, aren't they leaving for Indiana or not? And that's when she tells me after a few minutes that....she's already left for Indiana (she was on the road at that time), and she left his ass, which he did not know at the time that she was already gone. So basically, he was going to be calling me at some point about his things sheleft with us. So, I'm thinking...Good for her!! Later on, his phone calls start coming in asking us to call her, findout where she is because he waiting for her to come get him, he's got to get hisstuff out of the storage andsoforth. I played dumb and said, alright I'll call her and tell her tocall him. When he finally finds out she already is gone, he's calling my mother crying and saying she did him dirty, he's so hurt, he can't believe she did this to him. What an idiot...he's the onethat screwed that up. I guess he went to go get one more piece of ass fromwhoever it is he was with that night and she found out. Ohhhh well. Now his son has to deal with him.

Tags: cheating, drunk, gone, MIA, pissed

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prissy 47, Female, Hawaii, USA - 75 entries

Jun 2007
6:23 AM HAST

Today is not a good day for me.

I think it's because I'm PMSing, and seeing Steven as much as I have (and wanting to even more, especially with him leaving next month and all) I haven't been organised at all. So today the walls came down on me.

I started spotting since last night, and I'm irritable.

All my emotions are magnified 10 times, I'm really not wanting to drive out to see Steven tonight. That's just cause I don't want to deal with getting a daypass. But maybe I can work around that. We'll see..

Plus I want to yell at him for not having enough money to treat me whenever I wanted to. But if he did, he'd probably be an asshole or a wuss like JohnnyK or Adam Palmer. So perhaps it's good that he's broke. He's nicer to me.

So, anyway, if I do good with Intl Interiors I probably will drop Asotv. At this point I don't think I can handle this much work, at least not on pms days.

Maybe I just need to let this time pass, it'll be better soon.

Just ride it out girl, ride that mother-effing wave ;)

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Bioprana 50, Female, Chile - 12 entries

Jun 2007
7:26 AM PST

Once man is free from undue attachment to the body, he is liberated also from the dualities of joy and grief, good and bad, pleasure and pain, etc. He is firmly established in equanimity, fortitude and undisturbed peace. There, man discovers that the world is one in God; that all is joy, love and bliss. He realises that he himself is all this apparent world, that all the multifarious manifestations are the projections of the Divine will, which is his own Reality. This expansion of one's individuality is the highest goal of man. It gives supreme Ananda (bliss), an experience for which sages and saints spend years in prayer and penance.

-BABA

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babykakes90 31, Female, Wisconsin, USA - 8 entries

Jun 2007
6:51 PM CDT

I really like this boy.

Who is amazing. hes like my best friend but i want him more. i just dont kno how to tell him. i wish i knew if he liked me...cuz if i knew i would tell him. of course His name is sam. like everybody says we'd be the cutest together...but he keeps talkin bout this mia girl who he likes&&so i no he doesnt like me...well i dotn kno but i get the feelling. :[

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SeeWhy 59, Female, West Virginia, USA - 41 entries

Jun 2007
6:07 PM EDT

I have a friend and co-worker who passed away Thursday. She was in an accident two days before Christmas and she was two months pregnant. She had her baby boy two weeks before she died. I have so many emotions over this. I truly believed she would eventually go home and be with her son. All the doctor's believed that. Now her son will never hear her voice. Never hear his mom say "I love you". I feel for her fiance' who was so devoted and so loving. I feel for her father who stayed vigiliant with his daughter. Leaving only to bury his mother who died less than a month before his daughter. I worry for this young life. I miss her...oh how I miss her.

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Bioprana 50, Female, Chile - 12 entries

Jun 2007
5:56 AM PST

The Lord's grace is conferred on each devotee according to the level of his spiritual consciousness. The ocean is vast and boundless. But, the amount of water you can carry from it is determined by the size of the vessel you carry to its shore. If the vessel is small, you cannot fill it beyond its capacity. Likewise, if your heart is constricted, divine grace will be equally limited. Broaden your heart by getting rid of narrow differences and thus recognise the truth that the Divine dwells in everybody.

-BABA

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shootingstar420 30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries

Jun 2007
9:43 AM EDT

i saw him again yesterday well only once cause i was so mad cause veri and yeison found out i liked him and esme and aya told them that i liked him. i want to freeze time for once and tell him i love him wen i close my eyes i rember how he looks but then i open my eyes and then his image is gone.I <3 HIM SO MUCH U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH. I WISH WE WERE THE ONLY HUMANS ON EARTH FOR A DAY. OHH U KNOW WEN I WAS PLAYIING MASH WITH SOME PEEPS IN MY CLASS I KEPT GETTING HIM AND I WAS SO HAPPY. I WONDER HOW HE FEELS TOWARD ME. I ENVY CECI BECAUSE YESTERDAY SHE GOT ON MYSPACE AND HER CRUSH SAID DO U WANT TO BE MY BABE CAKES AND SHE SAID YEA. I FEEL LIKE ITS WRONG TO WALK AWAY WEN I KNOW THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO SAY. I FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS BREAKING EVEN THOUGH THE MOMENTS GONE IM STILL HOLDING ON SOMEHOW. I WISH I COULD STOP THE WORLD. I THINK THIS IS TRUE LOVE BECAUSE WEN U REALLY LOVE SOMEONE U FEEL LIKE U CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIM. U KNOW LOVE HURTS.I FEEL THAT LOVE IS WEN U CRY TEARS OVER HIM AND STILL WANT HIM.ITS WEN HE IGNORES U AND U STILL LOVE HIM. IS WEN HE LOVES ANOTHER GURL AND SMILE AND SAY IM HAPPY FOR U WEN ALL U REALLY DO IS CRY. I HOPE WHO EVER READS MY DIARY ENTRIES UNDERSTANDS CAUSE THERE IS MANY PEOPLE THAT FEEL THE SAME WAY AS I DO. I WANT TO TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM BUT FOR ME SAYING I LOVE YOU IS LIKE SAYING MOM FOR THE FIRST TIME U KEEP ON TRYING AND TRYING UNTIL ONE DAY U SAY MORE THAN MOM U SAY DAD TOO

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prissy 47, Female, Hawaii, USA - 75 entries

Jun 2007
2:22 PM HAST

Wow. It is so quiet right now. I can even hear my thoughts.. even though I'm not thinking anything! lol

So I'm a little tipsy from the pina colada.. which is soo enjoyable. I had 2 ultralights as well... Nice!

I think once Steve's gone I'll keep myself entertained by hanging out with Ryan and Dean (gosh I almost forgot what his name was). Well I'm not that tipsy!

I think it would be interesting if Jason got in the game.

So I might become a bit of a flirt again.. but I don't think I can forget about Steve.

I feel like a real bitch cause I have unfinished business with my closet-skeletons. But it's only a matter of money, time and effort before that's taken care of as well.

First it's D, then it's C, then the good stuff.

I still have fears with M, but there isn't anything there that's not doable without enough effort.

I think I'm putting in 110%. I just need to work on B.

Shit, I'm tipsy. I'm cracking myself up with my typing here.

So tomorrow I get a fucking beautiful picture with Steve, maybe dinner at Kincaids, God knows what else afterwards. Then he's gone for a whole week. And I don't see him till like Saturday or something like that.

I don't want to die before my time.

Enough of thinking for tonight.

Later.

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**AEcutie93** 32, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries

Jun 2007
8:56 AM EDT

Lol hey wast up girlys ummm i just got back from florida it was so funnnnn !!! but i missed a bunch of people omg !!! okay bye now o yeah i went parisailing it was sooooooo FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!1

loves ya All ,

**AEcutie93**

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