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More homework flooding in a usual, but i actually didnt mind today. im really happy for some reason, and im dancing along to cds without a care in the world. this usually doesnt happen, but today it has and i hope it lasts. im reeally looking forward to christmas. because i think i might get an ipod and a new pair of converses. i hope im not acting braggy! but i hope i get those. ive got a strobng vibe i might. but anway more important things are going on in this world and we all need to make a stand. but people have theyre own problems to deal with. like when adverts come up about children in africa i donate but still instead of them pushing us to pay. they should know people have morw things to deal with. im not saying i dont care i do, but it irritates me sometimes. i usually donate to animal charities and cancer charities too. still im happy. i think sometimes why be upset? push that to the back of your mind for a while, and dance along to cds like me. seriosly im very happy its� a rare occasion and its almost�over. but how do i know that? it could last all week... i hope so.�its 8:30 so better do my homework befor 10. toodly pip!!!

What is the good way to live life? the good way is to go outside and have some fun! have u evr heard of parkour? if not search it on youtube...its pretty cool. but anyways go outside and learn how to do a backflip...or play golf...or something like that....have some fun but dont get hurt! lol that would be kinda bad. but anyways ya go have some real fun...! ya ok bye

上海弄堂里的女人们生活有道: 身在小弄堂, 胸怀大上海; 用脑洗打烧, 用心美骄柔.�

I reached the end of Twilight today.

It was as amazing as i thought it would be. =]

That book is like a dream...

Since i started reading the series, i've dream't of it...

Vampires...Blood...Love...*sigh* and Edward...

I wonder what i'll dream tonight?

ByTheWay: My next entry will be longer, it's just that once i enter my little world...*laughes quietly*...you never know when i'll be back.

Since you moved to Portland:

I've expected things -

• ��that you'd�call me.
• � that you might miss me.
• � that you would want to hear from me.��������������������

When I expect from anyone I am open to disappointment. I know this, I've disappointed other people.

I'm trying to see it your way. I don't want to nag at you and make it worse. But-but-but there's always a but, it's that I call you, I miss you and I want to hear from you. So I think you might have the same feelings. Also, I'm your mom, I'm the one that loves you always.

I think you're ok�but when I call, email or send something in the mail and you don't respond I start wondering if something's wrong. I get anxious.

I emailed you about this and as expected no response.

and i dont want anyone to read it (:

Our days are numbered.

Every one of us.

I wake up and get dressed, and face the crowd. But, for what? Why just wait for somthing to happen? what am i waiting to long for? Why do i just 'get though' everything? I have so many questions.

When will someone answer me??

Heya,

so skinnys are IN now ... = then everyone who didnt like them before... starts liking them. People who HATED them before hates them even more. It's kinda weird.. this whole fashion trend. Why not just be what you want to be.. wear what you want to wear instead of ... following what people wear?

Is that the whole meaning of shallow? i dunno.. probably not .

Its crazy how last year you meet these people who look so different from what they look like now? People change. But you wouldn't expect them to all LOOK exactly the same strutting down the halls. =O WEll , they do .

IT was like when everyone didn't care what they wore.. now its like a big big thing.

it's only been 12 months.

anyways. I gots more money to put in the bank =D i'm so glad i decided to babysit more this week.� WIthout spending much money i earned in th past two weeks. i have $ 60.00!� CHA-CHING!

yum yum . money

Now.. i cant spend it becuz.. i need to save up for christmas. cuz before you know it.. christmas will just be a week away and you would be stuck with no presents because... well. you spent all your money. then.. this christmas would be a sad sad sad sad christmas. It's even worse that there's BARELY any snow. or none at all ... its almost the end of november! SNOW SNOW SNOW. make our christmas a white white christmas . Everyone else wants a brown christmas. But without snow.. it wouldn't really seem like christmas. =( would it? i'm still thinking of my list. theres like.. tons of stuff under my name. but i have to think of what to get mom.. and dad... and phil... and ... friends. and cousins. I'm so glad i have money . cuz if i didn't . there wouldn't be a point in planning this all out HEHAw

catcha later

love,

������������� blahbee