Feeling good day.� Looking forward to the weekend.� Someone left a comment on one of my entries and I would like to say Thank You.
I created some decent public reads.� I will do more than seize today.� Today is a day to love yourself and someone else.
Just when you think no one cares for you, just when you think no one is thinking of you, and just when you think that your presence matters not to anyone....Wait!...you do matter, you do count, you are cared for.�
If you happen upon this read, please know that someone loves you, and even if you don't feel it, so what, love on yourself!
I watched Dr. Phil last night and he had on people who had loved ones who committed suicide.� My mind went back some years.� I remembered how I used to feel.� How depressed and lonely I felt- and embarrassing enough I used to carry thoughts of suicide.� I am so not there anymore.
I love my life and its the only one I will receive, therefore I had better make the most of it.� I want my love ones to know I love them-in good times and bad.� I want my friends to know I love them.� I can't have regrets in my life.� Life is too short to be angry, life is too short to be pissed off.� Life is too short to try and to seek out revenge on those who have wronged me.�
I have to let go of the ideas of putting a size 7 shoe into a size 5 shoe or even a size 9 1/2 into a size 8.� When it does not fit it does not fit.� Yes you can stretch a shoe ..and make it work out but why?� Why
In looking at the Presidential debates and looking at the candidates, there should be something positive for a person who keeps their cool no matter what.
Who wants to be around a person who shoots from the hip and can't keep their anger in check?� Not me...
October 16, 2008
Please note that I have added new pictures to my site.� These are pictures from the race this past weekend at Lowe’s Motor Speedway.� Not all of you may be aware but “back in the day” when my girl Koreen and I would go to country music concerts together…..she and I seem to have the knack to get back stage and into areas not everyone is allowed to go.� Well, it seems I have found myself another partner in crime.� His name is Danny and he is standing in the picture next to the Bud pit box.� On Saturday morning of the race we had to be at work quite early and frankly there was nothing to do so we decided to a little spelunking.� With a golf cart, a woman driving and a guy that looks like he could be a race car driver it’s amazing where security will let you go.� I don’t have time right now to go into all the details….but will fill you in later.� All I will say is that it’s about the most fun I have had since I was down here!!!� If laughter is good therapy, Danny and I are going to be on the happy trail for a while.
Oh my god, its like...11:11p.m. and I'm still doing my homework! I have so many distractions on this god for saken internet! Im in the middle of...
* Writing a long exam question about a novel I have studied (ahem, cough, The Outsiders, cough, cough, sneeze)
* Looking on the (and I reapeat) god for saken internet, for 5 facts for my C.S.P.E homework.
*Setting up my igoogle page, which (by the way) is great!
*Using spark notes for help on my English
............AND..........
*Writing my first diary entry on this thing!
I KNOW........I'm a wonderful, magical, multitasking, super person!
I'd better go then and get back to my more important crap.
Yours Truly........
Lorna M. xx�..............(Just thought i'd give it a nice finish....you know,........real professional like)
Dear Journal;;
Im here feeling all alone lke usual...
Im bored im tired im going thru some shit i shouldnt even be going thru... my mom && i are in bog situations. i like this guy named jesse but i really like this guy named luis. He l ikes me && i like him alot... but the thing is hed oesnt know && idk either so either way it doesnt work but anyways. i think im ready for sex but not too sure hes had sex i didnt� so yeah .... ill see what happens
Ok the first entry wasent really a entry it was a bio
Today school was pretty ok yeah
13 days till dean gets out�
Omg my brother is being totally stupid�
�at school there is this girl named tahila and me and my Bffs Chloe G and CHloe W
Yeah well anyways me and my bffs play this game its were we drawed a big apartment in dirt with beds and everything and its out secret game and then tahila goes out and tells Hannah,Lannie and somebody else i forgot and they drawed all over our dirt apartment and that was like weeks ago
So today Chloe G [My bff] has been hugging her and talking to her im so angry�
Yeah she is sleeping over on the 17th of october
My teacher said Dumb actually means you cant talk so this dude in my class goes well im dumb and i said Good we wont have to hear your voice again�
Today me and my friends were being stupid at reading time and our old teacher made us paper tiaras and we are like walkin around the classroom and runnign around and chloe G was putting water on the bean bags in the reading corner and we wre doing handwriting and one of the sentences were something about jelly beans and chloe�shouted out I like jellybeans
OK Just so you know for chloe G im just gonna put chloe and for chloe W im going to put chloe W�
and we were on the equipment and there is logs around it and chloe was balancing on them and then she was about to step on this huge lizard so she quickly jumped to the cement balancing thing and she shouted out That scared the F**k out of me and i was like cracking up laughing
Im 9 years old but me and my friends act like we are 15�
and me and chloe get tissues and go outside the room cause it looks like we are blowing our noses but we are actually running up and down the halls and looking out the windows because we are upstairs�
there are workers working at my school they are painting the school and they blocked off the way we usally go up to get upstaits and its funny because me and chloe and chloe W went out the wrong door and we were in the blocked off area and we are like omg how did we get here and we just ran out of the blocked off area
Im going to be a singer when i grow up because i can sing really good yeah and there is a thing were at our school we are having a mini idol like austrilan idol and chloe w auditioned today and she took in chloe with her because ur aloud to take in one friend and i was like waiting getting really bored�i am a really good singer but i cant sing in front of anyone besides my family and chloe�and thats the bad thing about my singing
I am in love Oops i wasent supposed to write that down but aww well
Im like half vegitarian cause i hate sea food and i think its cruel but i like meat�
well i dunno what to wrtie soo bye bye
I love my fans
If i have any?
收获的季节
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初秋的晚饭后, 跟远道来访的老友踩着木板桥的绿光在充满桂花甜香的园子里闲聊. 凉爽的秋风梳理着夜色里的垂柳, 给人踏实的感觉. 多少事, 从来急, 天地转, 光阴迫, 还真不觉得三十年太久啊. 我们只争朝夕地急着收获了事业, 忙着收购了感情, 顺便还拿回了自尊. 人到中年, 有勇气拿得起, 敢享受放得下. 最大的收获是能慷慨地对自己说, 我好赖都经历过了.
Going walking with P. this morning. We've been doing that on and off for the last couple months. I enjoy time with her, she's a wonderful person. Walking gives us time to catch up on the news of each other's lives.
Last time we walked we got onto the subject of my childhood, I revealed more than I'm comfortable with now. I won't go there anymore. I want to leave those memories behind.
The events of those years have a part in who I am now but I am not defined by them. I have made a decision to be so much more than that. What I was called and�that I was abused and�abandoned does not keep a hold on me. I am able to realize that it was and is�me that decides everyday how I want to be as a person. It's always me that putting one foot in front of the other. I am proud of most of my choices and choose to learn from the one's that weren't the best.
I have some real good people that tell me the truth. I've been told that it's amazing that I've been able to create the life I have after coming from where I did. I see it as nothing more than choices, choices everyday. The AA groups say "Do the next right thing", I loved that the first time I heard it and I live by it. I think we all know what the right thing is and we make choices whether or not to value ourselves enough to do it.�I taught my kids that when they respect themselves, others will.�It's pretty simple really but I think we let drama distract us from our long term goal of happiness.
YAY, i just finished my project today . or just now =) i'm so happy. It doesn't look very full though =( oh well.
I dont get why everybody has to have a word about what happens in other people's lives. It's not their business... they just really like "JUICY" gossip.
So (no names are supposed to be mentioned. so anyways.
"lauren" and "carl" are dating.
Lauren is taller than carl. but i mean c'mon . can't you just let them hug and hold hands without going .OMG. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
i think it's so immature. Everybody.. or GIRL in particular are saying all these stuff about them behind their back. People are like "omg, they look SO weird together. I mean... SO WHAT? they dont seem to mind. And a third party person who has NO business in their lives SHOULD NOT say anything about it. It's not like you are involved. have some respect for the couple. I clearly just think that girls are jealous of lauren that she has a boyfriend now. Everybody -GIRLS- are saying how lauren is just doing that for attention and crap. i thought they were TIGHT with lauren.. why are they backstabbing? You know... if you just keep jutting your butt into their relationship.. soon it'll break becuz of you guys. thats not good.
But that's just the way of life isn't it?
why wont people just understand how it might feel to be them. you wouldn't want people saying "OMG YOU GUYS LOOK SO WEIRD TOGETHER." noo... you wouldn't
give some respect. just my opinion
love
�blahbee
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