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lovelymonster 30, Female, Virginia, USA - 5 entries

Jan 2011
6:29 PM CST

I light a match and set my self on fire,
With bruised wings, my life has expired.

Suffocating smoke chokes my breathing,
My body goes numb but I’m still screaming.

I want to burn the remains of my dying soul,
And watch the rising flames take full control.

The flames are burning underneath my skin,
Breathe in and breathe out my lethal sin.

I want to feel my heart rip out of my chest,
My thoughts about death are confessed.

Feel my soul wither and die,
Whisper me softly a lullaby.
Drain my body of my blood,
Kill me slowly and do it good.
Squeeze my heart with your hands,
Tear it apart in little strands.
Kiss my lips and say goodbye,
Hold me in your arms and let me die.

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Janira 34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries

Jan 2011
5:49 PM

Some things just never Change

Well I hope everyone's MLK day was good. mine was okay. So I got up did chores and .... well gram was on the phone most of the day trying to hustle money and and every way. Mom went to the va to talk to the people who are supposed to be over my uncle but it didn't do much. Gram got an insurance check but she wasn't supposed to cash it i think. but in the end after calling people with her same old story she did. so anther remarks of her behind was she wish her husband was here to do the surveys so they could get paid right. Firstly i was the one who did it went he was alive too and and now the check only come janurary ,july, october and april i think but at the most it's every three months or more. I'm tired of her talking about me behing my back like i'm trash one minute then oh i need you the next. Plus gives owr just bought milk to stray cats i mean give them the commity milk we don''t use, we need the other for the five of us. I've been thinking lately since i'm working part time to get another job and want to do with my money. I know i will need food for myself because what's being served over here isn't doing the job at all. I'm not eating healthy and i think that's why i'm almost always sick lately. I don't know what to do... but being her is enough to make someone nuts. this is the worst enviroment ever!!! plus veteran hospitals don't care squat about their veterans and my uncles the greatest example of it. I need to go blow off some steam like really

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hollyshaye 25, Female, United Kingdom - 5 entries

Jan 2011
2:03 PM

Take me out

I'm just watching Take me out, I love it! No likey, no lighty!

Tags: Yes

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linnea14star 30, Female, Washington, USA - 25 entries

Jan 2011
4:16 PM CST

Trying to help

Doing good. I am apart of this Group called 'Adopt A Friend" what we do is advertise animals in need of homes. Like theses that came from bestfriends.org:

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Shi Shi

Breed:	Rabbit
Gender:	Female
Age:	Adult
Size:	Medium
Location:	Kanab, Utah

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OK, not really. But�she's just as adorable - and even softer! - so you could pretend that's what she is. And her panda markings are the reason this adorable rabbit got her famous name.

She born in 2006. She�went to Best Friends from a terrible overcrowded rabbit situation. And now, she's hoping to hop, thump, and "cute" her way into your home.

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Sugar

Breed:	Domestic short hair
Gender:	Female
Age:	Young (1-4 Years)
Size:	Medium
Location:	Kanab, Utah

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Like any youngster, Sugar is still learning how to share. Oh, she's fine sharing food, toys and litter boxes. It's "you" she's not real big on sharing.

And she's not afraid to go after what she wants . and that's you! Nothing gets in Sugar's way when she wants attention. Not her somewhat deformed front leg. Not other cats who may not like so much confidence in a pint-sized tabby. When it's time for some sugar, it's time for some Sugar!

But don't worry - she's high maintenance, but she's no diva. If you insist you have something else you have to do, she's perfectly content to play with her toys or just lounge in the sun.

If you're looking for someone sweet, please consider this poor stray, Sugar!�

Tags: Adopt them!

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secretnotes 35, Female, California, USA - 17 entries

Jan 2011
7:44 PM

Great believer in luck

"I'm a great believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it." - Thomas Jefferson____Haha I find this quote cute :)

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Zoehorselover 26, Female, Australia - 7 entries

Jan 2011
9:43 PM AEST

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Someone plz help!!!!!
Erin is soo mean!!
She asked me "Heyy Zo, do u like cordial?"
I said "No umm why?""OMG ZOE� that is soooo mean!!" The Lilli comes along "Heyy guys whats....." "lilli can u belive so HATES CORDIAL!!! hom mean!!!!!"
That was what happened :(
How do i deal with it
I can not live my life with some angry freak telling me i have to like cordial!!!

Tags: Laboratory furniture

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Janira 34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries

Jan 2011
8:23 PM

The first part of the day SUCKED and the second part was FUN and the third part weid

So I had to sleep with my grandmother last night because she didn't want to sleep by her self. I had trouble sleeping though and when I finally started sleeping she asked me if I was sleeping. Then around 12am at night we got a call on the phone and it was my uncle asking to get picked up from the general hospital. So i couldn't sleep awhile, so I finally got to sleep then my alarm went off and she said what's that so I turned it off and layed down trying to be quiet so she didn't get disturbed and i feel back to sleep and woke up again at 7:30AM. I was supposed to wake up at six so i could do homework but it was too late so i tried to just stay till 10 and finish. so i was trying to bring my stuff to the living room because it was cold but i step in the kitchen and saw my uncle sleeping on the kitchen floor. I rung the house told my gram and he woke up. she went confront him he said i'll get it when i get up i just need to take it nice and easy. I was about to walk in he was back asleep again. so i walked around him. gram had me call the sheriff phone run and he tried toset up but waas falling alseep still. so my mom came back and and said she got the judge to sign a paper and instead of what happen last l night they were gonna take him straight to the va and after school they had him in the ambulance ready to go. I read his paper from the hospital b4 and he has kidney diseas and animea .so i went to my last three classes. so I walked in my third class everyone stopped clowin and just stared at me. I don't think anyone in the class really likes me except two people they give me nasty looks and talk about me while i'm in the room. So went to foutrh hour and some of them were in the class too girls got on one side boys other and we discussed what men want and what women want and before it was done. the teacher asked whats the top four things for women. they said an were about to make the last choice love (physical) I said why not honest you can have love with our honesty and they just looked at me stupid.... then one girl who was looking at the teacher nodded. I mean it sucks and is depressing the whole class hates me the girls are stuck up and full of them self and they take out stuff on me I mean I hate it!!!! Because of it i tend to close up towards other people when they do something near similar as them it just messes up everything. so i felt bad after that and it was my fault i don't even talk to them. So I didn't really talk to anyone in my last class either which is 5th period. I just feel as though I can't really trust anyone. so then back at home before work i at and stayed away from my gram she's just so not right mentally and right now my only out the house time is school(which sucks because of immature kids )and work which I love. Work was fun I could reach mom on the phone so i got a ride from my boos who had to drop another kid home I felt bad my mom didn't like it. so i felt weird and awkward and yeah...that was my day oh and gram doesn't really want us to go espically my mom to really go anywhere.... so here's my life for today total suckage but in the end kinda ok

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Janira 34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries

Jan 2011
8:27 PM

New Beginnings... Possibably

I went to my meeting today it was fun and promising and tomorrow the real fun begins. I start work with all the . Pray for me. Also my my found a paper of my uncle crack with resido and talk to a narcotic cop about it they took my uncle away under protection service because he's harm to himself and he should be away for a while, but not long because they said he still has his own will to say he wants to go home but at least he's gone for tonight and I can sleep =)

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loveless101 29, Female, California, USA - 16 entries

Jan 2011
5:53 PM

in 8th grade.. AMAZING THING HAPPNED

well. my 8th grade just got better(: a new transfer student came to my skool and is in MY class' i think her and i are going to be GREAT friends. cant wait til tomoro to talk to her some more((:

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Janira 34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries

Jan 2011
7:06 PM

today

It's a cold day today with rain. I woke up feeling sick with a sore like throat followed by head cold literally that gives a pulsing headache. It came to the point where I didn't want to hear paulie's noise. and I went into another room for awhile then I went up into the kitchen where it was hot and started feeling better and in the process went play with pauile again. I caught up on home work from last week and al that's left to do is study for test. Plus my meeting is tomorrow. I'm here wondering what it's going to be like and if and lol everything. I'm happy I'm just gonna be put the house and not here with grams and my uncle cause it's really getting to me. o well gotta run

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