It's raining! I love it to just be in bed on a� Sunday� morning watching the rain makes it feel like home. very east coast and lovely but at some point have to find some motivation to go to the gym. Three times a week! Allison and� I have a bet. Sad news last week my high school friend Kristinia her mom passed� away. so incredibly sad so� sudden and� so tragic. accidental overdose of xanax� and she was probably drinking.� So sorry for her family and def have been thinking about them all week and called to leave her a voicemail and started crying I just couldn't imagine loosing my mom could not even imagine it. Rose has been in the hospital she had her gallbladder out and now I know what the gallbladder does hahaha! but she is in recovery and man it was not fun visiting her in the hospital i hate hospitals just don't ever want to be chronically ill. it would just� be too much for me. I think this is the turn around that she needs to get her weight under control so I hope she gets better and does make a change. Talking about change I'm thinking about going vegetarian for the most part. Trying to eat up all the turkey and stuff this week but starting next week def changing my diet just feel the need too. It is def time to change. and also thinking about doing online dating again? what do you think? yah it wasn't a wild success last year but it gave me a lot of confidence� and experience. Now that I have had a second serious relationship i def feel more confident in myself and what I'm looking for. couldn't hurt right? Haha I don't know maybe at the start of next year.� Taking some me time right now and it's fantastic. Starting a darkroom class tomorrow!! very excited to get back into something that I always loved and hopefully will get some amazing prints too
Dear Lila, I want to know what to do. Whether to ask the guy i like out or not. It is a hard question. He is so quet and he hardly talks to anyone except a guy called pat (he used to be my neighbour) and he is friends With Oli (the guy i like) and so i have no idea what to do. Well Lila my very dear online Diary you cannot talk so i am trusting the public to help. Well today didn't go as well as i planned. It was a rainy day so i am like "Well it's raining it's pouring i'd rather be asleep snoring!" But i picked up my bag and Mum drove me to school. I got to school, and Lilli was listening to her ipod with Mishika, now i don't usully get fussed over this sort of stuff but i have been friends with Lilli since year 2 and now i am in year 5. Mishika came this year and............. i don't want to say it but she took over Lilli. There I said it the truth is out oh why am i such a baby when it comes to the truth? Anyway i think i am quite brave posting this to the public when someone like Lilli Mishka or anyone from my school can just come on here!!! Especilly Oliver if he come on here and sees this I AM DOOMED!!! Anyway Mishika and Lilli are like "We are best friends no one else" "Hi Guys (Me) "Do you here somthing Lilli" (Mishika) "Why no Mishika only a annoying bzzzzzz" (Lilli) Well that was a example not what really happened but still it feels that way. Well there is one thing that has been bothering me. I mean i love writing poetry but Erin (My friend) and Zoe (Erins best friend my friend too) Said "Oh Zoe you are soooo bad at poetry!" Well i need the publics opinion Here is a poem Silent as the shadows breath Swift as ghostly horse Crying in it's dark�death Killed yet by force Shadowy lakes breath quietly Haunted by the past It creeps ever so silently Then it makes it's cast Grabbed by the ghostly hand pale as can be It's ghostly body finally lands By the shore of the unborn sea Silent as the shadows breath Swift like a ghostly horse Crying in it's dark death Killed yet by force Zoe Hope you like it after i wrote that i feel alot better. Please tell me what you think of it Yours Truely Zoe �
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