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Daydreamer 37, Female, Australia - 26 entries

Feb 2007
6:29 PM EDT

Ya know how they say that there is somebody out there for everybody? I dont know if that is true. Now Im not trying to rush my life but when is it going to be my chance? Why cant I just fall in love? I do think that I was in love before but that person really hurt me in the since that he believed something he shouldnt have and I do believe that if he didnt we could possibly still be together if he chose not to believe the rumor.Is it possible that this experience which is more detailed than this entry the reason why I tend to shy away from guys??

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ngoggio 42, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries

Feb 2007
4:04 PM CST

My Chemical Romance announced that they will be coming to San Antonio in April which I'm so psyched for!! I am getting my tax return through direct deposit into my account tomorrow so I can buy my presale tickets. I also am going puppy shopping for a Chihuahua .. I love Chihuahuas and have lived with two of them which are my little canine sisters. I took some numbers down from my city's classifieds and will give them a call tomorrow. I also am planning on attending a Pet Expo because breeders tend to sell their puppies for a cheaper price and that is how my mom bought our last Chihuahua for only $300! I hope thinks stay this great because everything have been going downhill for me since before Christmas!

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TruGrayce 61, Female, Washington, USA - 33 entries

Feb 2007
1:24 AM PST

Life is great and I'm feeling so very blessed. It's been a wonderful week and my commitment of working out and not eating after 8pm is right on track. I'm still looking for work, and I know the right position will come. Hanging out with Omar has been a blast, too. Don't know where this will go but the ride is quite enjoyable. I never would have given a man his age a second thought (he's 30 & I'm 42) but for some reason I stepped outside the box (good for me). It's been so much fun. Anyway...this weekend will be crazy busy with India's B-Day pary (still so much to do). Stay positve and keep a jingle in your heart...much love, TruGrayce.

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jodigirl25 59, Female, Ohio, USA - 40 entries

Feb 2007
5:24 PM EDT

I got some serious studying done today! Cardiac functions, and disorders. Hope I can retain!!!

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Carlie 50, Female, Louisiana, USA - 5 entries

Feb 2007
4:06 PM EST

I was shoked to find that my grandmother was soo worried about me that she told my mom to talk to me.It hurt my feelings that she couldn't tell me.Also my sister couldn't tell me what she thought of me, she had to talk to my mother about how concred she was that I was Emo.It hurt.Also I haven't gathered the corage to tell the boy I like that I like him.I am hoping when Valentines day comes I can tell him how I fell.

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helloxBeautiful 34, Female, Connecticut, USA - First entry!

Feb 2007
5:03 AM EDT

Why do things end up the way they do;
Yes, there is a reason why everything happens.
I just want to know why things fell apart.

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jazzsoulp 40, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 32 entries

Feb 2007
3:30 PM EST

feel heavy...Like...you know, like when your heart first got broken, or you lost something very precious....I'm writing about it but will publish it elsewhere. Will it be safe in a public journal? I tried speaking to my mum all day, but to no avail...I went home...Durham to pack and clean up and return my keys. I owe a hundred dollar fine for a ticket, I got picks and brand new strings for my guitar...yayyy!!!...D-K dint call...I guess it's not a Thursday thing with him afterall...I realise that I am breakable and I dont want to relive the feeling. I'm trying to be stronger but how can you give all to love but act cautiously at the same time..theres no such thing...It's all or nothing I say, I Live for all or nothing at all. I saw SMOKING ACES...Best movie i've seen in a while after dream girls. I'm going to take some Nyquil now....*I am in a state of ramble*................................................. ....................................................... B EAUTIFUL!!! He tries harder everytime and I push further away. You let me go when you chose to Love and want my pity all together because Love didn't want you back...Shame...A replacement I can never be but u punish our friendship or what is left of...What is left of you? The last shred of your dignity was washed up with melted snow, yet you stand like a Lion but I see the little broken boy when I see you...I see the truth when I see you and am saddened because you were the Epitomy of Strength and you're so broken. And i get on my knees now and ask our maker to heal your crippled heart. When last did you see a fool cry and beg and accept being rejected and remain subjected to the torture of letting go of Love because Love wouldn't give you the time of day. It breaks my heart.

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bkschicha 37, Female, New York, USA - 5 entries

Feb 2007
3:06 PM EST

Times of great calamity and confusion have been productive for the greatest minds. The purest ore is produced from the hottest furnace. The brightest thunder-bolt is elicited from the darkest storm. -Charles Caleb Colton

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questioningeverything 38, Female, California, USA - 16 entries

Feb 2007
11:37 AM PST

So the semester is underway. I have thousands of things to do but am too tired to really do anything at all. I think my schedule is going to kill me but we will see next week. There is nothing much I can do about it how. I hope that I am able to get through everthing. I have a lot less writing to do than in past semesters and instead there is a lot riding on my tests. That scares the shit out of me because I am not so good at tests. School sometimes seems so useless. I am on duty tonight which sucks. It is cold outside and I don't want to go on rounds. I am a negative mood for some reason. I think it is because I feel like my friend is dependent on me but won't admit it but the second she finds something else to do she is there. That made it sound a lot worse than it actually is. But the problem is that she gets really annoyed by her roommate when she thinks she is part of a group of friends. The reality is that she hangs out with all of the friends that I have made (who are hers now) but they are all I have in comparison to the fact that she has other groups of friends which I cannot gain access to. Okay well now that I sound like a bitch, I am going to stop now.

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Trace 61, Female, California, USA - 38 entries

Feb 2007
2:24 PM EDT

Since the last entry, my brother went home from the hospital, but now he is back in again! He is very very weak. His legs are swelling. His doctor is saying that it is just a matter of time...he does not have long at all. He can't even talk to me on the phone. I need to get there to see him but I don't have the money to do so right now. I hope by the time I do, it will not be too late.

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