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        MariPanda  31, Female, Nevada, USA - 17 entries
    01
    Feb 2007
    11:44 AM PDT
       

    Boys are stupid!!!!!
    Well....most of them. Why do they enjoy messing with our feelings? It hurts, obviously. Gosh, they are so....frustrating!!
    -growls-
    For example, you like a guy, right? And, you're wondering if he likes you back. He gives you hints, then cuts you off later in the day, and when you're getting out of 7th period, he's giving hints again! Back and forth, all the FREAKIN' time! That's why I'm thinking about swearing off my boys until the appropriate time. (Hmm..thinking about it) Why can't they just pluck up the courage and go up to us? Oh, right, they have feelings too? Sure they do, but they don't seem like it. I know I'm not making sense here. That's what happens when I freak. Aaaaaahhhhh! I can't type anymore. Maybe later.

    I know you think I'm weird. =)
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        elfeganmegan  42, Female, Minnesota, USA - First entry!
    02
    Feb 2007
    1:37 AM CST
       

    So... its the first day of my diet. So far, I have taken 2 diet pills... yay for me, I'm off to a pretty ok start. I felt kinda queasy after the first one, probably because my body wasn't so used to it. So I ate something small and I felt better. At lunch I had a slice... ONLY ONE... of left over pizza from yesterday. Tasty! I have yet to take the last and final pill for today, and its 630 pm. Great! Oh well, I shouldn't be too hyped up tonight.. I feel pretty mellow so things should be alright! I don't have a scale so I don't know my starting weight. I could go for pants size though... how about 15/16. There, now my goal is 7/8 so I have a ways to go! Alright well its time for me to leave my work and go home to work out! yippee!
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        xxwolfxrosexx  33, Female, Hawaii, USA - 2 entries
    01
    Feb 2007
    1:19 PM EDT
       

    hey everyone who reads this plz add me to ur friends list cuz im new here and need frineds.=) xxwolfxrosexx
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        chelsealynn15  34, Female, Maine, USA - 3 entries
    01
    Feb 2007
    9:17 AM EDT
       

    Today was an ok day, it went by really fast! Sometimes i wish that the day wouldnt just go by as if life was a movie, in fast forward, but then again there are moments where you wish it would play in slow motion. Ha you cant win both ways. I went with my friend yesterday to talk to a consulor and the woman says that im depressed and that i need to find ways to try to get my mind off all the negative things that are happening in my life.. i think writting in my journal is the only way other then drawing. My mom signed me up for a tutor in Bangor and it's 134$ for an assessment to see what i need help in and then 45$ an hour after that! i wasnt about to have my mom pay that much but if that means getting an aducation that i can actually use later on in life and possibly in college then OK. I think im going to go and get my hair cut tonight or possibly tomarrow either or.. i cant wait im going to get blonde on the top and blackish brown ( my hair color know ) underneath. haha yesterday we had a basketball game in howland and we went into overtime twice! we lost though by one point, i played the whole game except for 1 minuite... i was so exhausted that my leg when i went to stand up crampted up and i couldnt even walk! i was so mad that i go taken out of the game.. i wanted to beat the crap out of the girl who was tripping and hitting and smacking (trying) me around! i was pissed. i guess this journal is good for know i'll prob. write tomarrow.. wish me luck on tomarrow's game!!!! .-.Chelsea-Lynn.-.
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        SamanthaAlexandra  37, Female, California, USA - 60 entries
    31
    Jan 2007
    2:54 PM PST
       

    Yesterday and the day before I was sick and pissed. New semester means more work, more teachers, more classes, and more shit faced people you have to get to know in order to not look like a loner. When you add all of that up and mix it with being sick you come up with stress. I had a melt down yesterday in the shower. I cried like a baby. Tears running down my face before my skin was able to send a message to my brain that the water was too hot. It felt really good to just stand in the shower, hot water pouring on my head, hands in my face, tears mixing with water and dripping down to my lips. The salt tasted good. I had a revelation (if that's the right term). I don't care if I'm a loner. I will get through my classes, I always do. I just need to really follow my internal time management instincts, that's all. I'm going to do just fine because that's how I am. I am a boring, follow the rules, goody toes shoes, whom never gets a chance to have real genuine fun. I'm okay with that.
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        Miley858  31, Female, Nevada, USA - 10 entries
    31
    Jan 2007
    5:17 PM EDT
       

    *Thursday, Febuary 1, 2007* In seventh period this bee was trying to attack the girls in P.E. cuz i said a bee! and they said so? and then when it came near them they stared screaming it followed us to the locker room and then me and my friend were walking and we heard a huge scream so we ran and I fell, but it was really funny but painful. Then a boy Derrick threw Dominic to the floor and dominic got mad and when home (after we got off the bus this happend)
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        maureen  62, Female, Ohio, USA - 8 entries
    31
    Jan 2007
    4:46 PM EDT
       

    ok. so she left today.she moved in with her mom. she has spent the last 5 days on a drinking binge. I dont know how to feel. I do feel sad. I feel free. I just have to accept i cant fix her. I cant make her well. I have to take care of myself. I am scared of what I will do in my weak moments.I am scared what will happen to me and britton. I have no job and no money. and i dont think my family is in the position to help again. I dont want to write more know cause writing makes me think, and thinking hurts too much.
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        jodigirl25  59, Female, Ohio, USA - 40 entries
    31
    Jan 2007
    2:55 PM EDT
       

    During my observation yesterday at the hospital, I got to see a baby girl come into the world, via C-Section! I was in OR, and I feel SO lucky! It was awesome and I almost cried! Then I got to see 2 pacemakers put in back to back. It was pretty interesting, and I wasn't grossed out. But the baby, Lexus, will remain on my mind, maybe forever!
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        SamJane27  40, Female, Australia - 9 entries
    01
    Feb 2007
    4:21 AM AEST
       

    31/1/07 It's my day off, I've done nothing constructive except start this journal. It's dads birthday i'll call him later and wish him well. Im dreading going to work tomorrow, I love my job to a degree but I've been doing it for so long it's becoming mundane, I need to know if Im staying manager or moving up to area manager, Im looking for something new and if I can travel around the state my boredom will be relieved. I'm thankful that I got into school, but Im nervous about it, it's been such a long time since I've done any type of study. I can only hope I cope. Moving on, hopefully I go out for dinner tonight, sit in sun have a glass of wine, bliss. And a huge boredom reliever. Im waiting to hear from Luke as to whether of not he can join me, it would be for a us to catch up.
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        jazzsoulp  40, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 32 entries
    30
    Jan 2007
    10:42 PM GMT
       

    Listen!!! I want to let you in on a little secret. It's deeper than the bottom, more like skin deep. I'll make our convo. go easy so long as we use our lips and you give me the time,...In a moment I'll say whats really on my mind... "I wanted to put the strings back on my guitar and smiled because I know I'll be good enough to play him a song someday or Oneday,... and It'll go a little something like,..." I'll Love you now and long after Forever... hold me now and we'll think about tomorrow tomorrow... Die in my arms and I'll give you the kiss of life... It can't end now we have years in Love in this Lifetime... Tell me that I'm yours and I'll take my time, I'll Listen... I'll cry happy tears because with you my history is re- written... Kiss me soft, and I promise to heal your pain... Trust in me...I'll Heal your pain.... It's been a long time coming... One Love,...lpsoul
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