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tealprincess18 35, Female, Virginia, USA - 88 entries

Jan 2007
3:47 PM EDT

today has been ok.. i got in alot of trouble for not telling my mom where i was going... she almost took my date away friday... anyways i am just on the computer now.. e:mailing john.. i think i love him.. anyways friday is only the day after tomorrow... i cant wait!!!!!

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dani 50, Female, New Jersey, USA - 6 entries

Jan 2007
1:30 PM EDT

Ihad a great day today Ispent the day with my lovley daughter.We went out to lunch and shopped. She had mid-terms so she got home early. I love her so much ,just to see her smile made my day. She really does not talk about much but I do tell her that I am here for her to talk to. My day was a good one because I was very busy. Ihave to stay occupied in order to keep things off my mind. Ialso, picked up my books for school and had a shot of espresso to keep me going for the rest of the day.I need to get back in the gym. I am thinking faster than I type.So much to say in every direction.

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maureen 62, Female, Ohio, USA - 8 entries

Jan 2007
11:14 AM EDT

So where do I begin? The present seems as good of a place as any, due to the fact speaking about the past does no good and it actually a mirror of the present.I agreed with Holly to give her 30 days to give me what I need to be happy. I am not to tell her what I need. She says she knows because I have been telling her what to think, say and how to act.I feel that I have done that because she does not give me what I need, but am willing to give it a try her way. I expect her to continue to be the same distant abusive woman she has been for years. I hope for something totally different. Although hope has not been to good to me.I need to her to put me first in all things. I want her to come home from work and put me first. I need her to put her mom after me. I need her to realize I am just as ill as her mom. I need to to set and stick to a schedule as far us what time is ours. We have talked about this for years and she always backs down. I need her to become a person of integrity. I need to know I can trust her. I need to her show me I am the woman she wants to be with. I need her to learn to keep her mouth shut when all she has to say are hurtful and negative things. I dont like that I have to keep my wants and needs to myself. I dont see how that can be helpful to anyone. Perhap it helps her by not putting any expectations on her, therefor...no excpectations= no failures. Although if she does not do what it takes to make me happy it is a failure. She says she knows what I need,and can and will give it to me, then if she does not she has failed. If I dont keep my mouth shut then I fail.

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ElectricVirgo 47, Female, Canada - First entry!

Jan 2007
9:20 AM EST

Who am I kidding my boyfriend has been so badly burned by marriage he will never really truely want to marry me. He might do it because he knows how much i want it and that just isnt fair to him. He will probably be scared shittless to ever marry again and I cant say as I blame him. But Im really you typical girl who dreams of that white wedding, Ive never been much of a big spender so it wouldnt be insane on the pocket book. But an our day with flowers and photos and the vows. Im not in it for the glamour as much as the vows. I really want someone to promise to love me forever as I promise to do so for them. And mean it. I know there are alot of people who seem to marry for the glamour of the day. They want there white wedding and they will step on anyone to get it. Not me. If that was the case I could have married the wrong man a million times by now. Anyways just felt like venting gotta get ready for work now.

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beckyleigh 34, Female, Florida, USA - 6 entries

Jan 2007
10:12 AM EDT

so yea if you were wondering...i did get everything done before the social worker got here...and it looked awesome...lol so now i am thinking about getting a puppy of my own but i would have to pay for it...in march i will be making about $580 a month babysitting so i will have to save my money to get the puppy that i really want... i have been doing research about it and it seems to me that people want way to much for teacup yorkies...that is the puppy i want... i have never been picky about my dogs before and they have always been great dogs...with lots of personality...and to even make them better... all of my previous dogs have been FREE!...and now i want to go and pay for a freakin dog that is worth 1000 dollars...it doesn't seem like me...but whatever... the thing is that if i get a puppy it might take away the chance for my sister to get the dog that she wants... i will have to think about this one...later*

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Leilani 44, Female, Washington, USA - 18 entries

Jan 2007
5:14 PM PST

Grrr mad I woke up @ 4am and can not get back to sleep am gonna be tired urgh not good, was long day @ wrk and I had to drive victoria to the A-prt after wrk and pick her son on our way there its about 11 when I got home great y cant I have enough hrs in daytime?

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heartbreak2007 37, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 27 entries

Jan 2007
8:18 AM EDT

Hey you guys all know me my name is ashley and I had entires in here but I deleted all of them so that I could start my journal all over. Well you know that I am single now and I am staying single. I have only been single for almost a week and I am pretty happy. It sucks being home by yourself when you don't have anyone but that is what working is for. Well I wasn't allowed to work this past weekend because I had been hurting all over my body. I am going to go. Ash

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Leilani 44, Female, Washington, USA - 18 entries

Jan 2007
3:18 PM PST

1st day bck 2 wrk!! lots of energy yheee!! good wrk day bad hair day been eatin' too much shirmp way much now am paying fo it was lazy to take my alergy pills last nite woke up with a swollen face need to pull up my hair to keep it away from my face cant even wear make up , fck! am gonna scare my patients sigh

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SamanthaAlexandra 37, Female, California, USA - 60 entries

Jan 2007
2:21 PM PST

Three days until I leave Simi. Four days until I'm back at home. I don't know how I'm going to last the summer.

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questioningeverything 38, Female, California, USA - 16 entries

Jan 2007
1:56 PM PST

I missed the State of Union Address because I had a softball game. (I am in a recreational softball league...we suck...it is fun though!) Anyway, I think I am going to my friends' house on Thursday to watch it. They are playing a drinking game and my friend and I are going to take shots of soda because I don't drink, and I don't really drink soda either so it will be hard to take it down...haha. It is going to be really fun! I am enjoying life I think. My class is almost over and I am not doing as well as I thought I would do, but I am over it...sorta. Wow, my life is boring. This is a stupid way to start a new train of thought but oh well. So I was watching an episode of Sex and the City today and Miranda was baptizing her baby, even though she didn't believe in god really. Religion is the most difficult thing to question I think because I know very few people who grew up without it. It is also a touchy subject because if you say you don't believe in anything people look at you oddly. Then comes the question of how to celebrate holidays. I know plenty of people, well most people celebrate Christmas only for the gifts. I think it is an important holiday because of tradition and family. If I ever have a family I can't not celebrate these with my family. I have had a few conversations about questioning the whole institute. I have followed what my family and my surroundings have told me about religion. I have come to realize that I don't think I believe in anything. It is scary feeling at first. I used to pray whenever I wanted something..usually nothing in my life changed. And nothing has changed since I have stopped praying. There have been a few times that I have conversations about questioning things but it seems most people have gone the other way. How can you really believe in something without every questioning it?

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