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IAmTheKidYourMomWarnedYouAbout 29, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries

Feb 2011
7:02 PM CST

I Hate You.

That Money you found in my closet?
That wasn't me saving up for college.
As soon as I'm eighteen,
I'm getting out of this hell hole.

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IAmTheKidYourMomWarnedYouAbout 29, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries

Feb 2011
5:01 PM CST

Dear Mom and Dad

Don't Scream at me for being different, and hiding in my room, and failing school.
The reason I'm so messed up is because I'm helping those who need me. So when your yelling at me to get off the computer, chances are, I'm talking a friend out of suicide.

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vflow99 52, Female, North Carolina, USA - 130 entries

Feb 2011
7:03 AM PST

grandma joyce

grandma died today. i almost cried.� then i realized how dare me cry when i didnt call at all since i left. she doesnt deserve my tears. I am saddened. I called chicago and spoke to�my cousin I didnt even know what to say.� i know this is a big loss for our family and the burden of her departure will be felt by all of us especailly her children. I dont want to go to the funeral because its going to be a mess. everyone trying to get a hold of her belongings and i dont want to be apart of that. So grandma this is for you. I love you and I will miss you.� you were a special person and your life will always be remembered. If you see my mother tell her im sorry for all things i never said to her and for not being there when she needed me then give her a hug and tell her youre home. rest in peace grandma. i just realized my mothers bday was yesterday and my grandma died today the day after god please have my grandma and mother i want so desperatlely for them to be in heaven with you.

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divahome 47, Female, France - 8 entries

Feb 2011
3:07 PM CET

Gratitude journal 2011 (Feb 4)

1. Got some cardboard boxes for free- something I have been looking for for days :)
2. My friend looked after DD when I went to my class and when I was back offered me some packed lunch, well who does this in today's world, she made my day.
3. Struck off many items from my to do list- contended :)
4. Bought a housecoat that makes my chilly mornings warm, my new microwave has a clock that makes it easy to keep an eye on the time- little luxuries I can offer myself.

Tags: gratitude journal, happiness project 2011

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JustKeepSmiling :) 33, Female, California, USA - 2 entries

Feb 2011
7:38 PM CST

Smells like bread

My room smells like fresh out of the oven bread---not good when you've been dieting like mad for that hopefully life changing trip to Buenos Aires! My stomach and the rest of my body is revolting against me. I inhale-- I smell that bread and I can imagine my fingers opening up that soft hot steamy bread roll and I feel that light dustyness of flour on the top...I slide on some stick butter and watch it melt... Wow this is like bread porn.�
Please know I have insomnia and that might affect my writing...:D
yeah....I should pass out now.

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divahome 47, Female, France - 8 entries

Feb 2011
8:03 AM CET

Gratitude journal 2011

I am grateful for
* a friend had posted something abt missing her mother who is no more, I had a shake up- I am grateful for the concern, kind words, occasional treats and� the comforting presence of my mother..
*Heard a lovely soul soothing song
* A positive reply from HG on a phone call
* The smiling gentle man who volunteered and opened the door for me at shopping mall- cheered me up in a little way.

Tags: gratitude journal, happiness project 2011

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divahome 47, Female, France - 8 entries

Feb 2011
12:15 PM CET

My endeavours for a fulfilling life in 2011 (Happiness project 2011) 1. stuck three important things to do in the table piece. finished two of them. The one left is exercise. (Will either do it after dinner or the brisk walking I did on the way back to class will compensate)*AMBITION* 2. Talked with a friend on phone *GRATITUDE* 3. Got started on DELF by a friend- read a news article to strengthen French and downloaded some MP3s *GRATITUDE*

Tags: Happiness project 2011

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pjgirl 27, Female, United Kingdom - 4 entries

Feb 2011
2:45 PM

Argument with henry hate him. Toms being boring and good and ebonys ill! Woohoo!D: :(

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bitter_me 43, Female, Philippines - 4 entries

Jan 2011
9:23 PM PST

good start

this would be great week for me.

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lex 43, Female, California, USA - 137 entries

Jan 2011
10:38 PM CST

it's really been two months YIKES!

Man I've been putting this off for some time now but finally found a nice Sunday night to write. Where do I start??

The holidays where fantastic lots of eating and drinking and days off from work presents and pictures of snow from back east. Laura came to visit which was amazing amazing she is now living in San Diego for the next year. I really love her love friends that just get it and just know. Will be seeing her in two weeks in LA for some warm sunny parent hang out time.

New family addition yesterday baby Oliver Henry Brill! Soooo cute and so happy to have more little cousins who call me Aunt Lex! love it up! Makes me sad not to be closer during times like these but I will visit soon in the spring.

Job is good it's been a year which is amazing. Got into Lexilou mode have checking set up email marketing down and cocentrating on finishing our rates package. moving forward. moving forward.

Been doing a little online dating and had a date this week with Mike from like a year and a half ago he just called me up out of the blue and asked to have drinks. It was really great to see him but don't think much has changed� in the I'm into Alexis front still seems to be on the same level and I haven't heard from him which is blah blah blah but damn is he cute :) Just going to leave it no messaging him late night or drunk I'm just in a different place now where I don't need that attention negative or positive just have a lot more going on and I kind of feel like you are in or you are out so pick one and lets move on for reaaaals.

Had a good day today grocery shopping, yoga, fantastic fish tacos i made now going to dive into dan browns latest book. sounds lame but i love days like these a little alone time i love it. just me time is really good for me. so relaxing and wonderful sunday nights are some of the best.

not going to get into all the other stuff running through my brain but also a note that this week is my three year mark of writting this journal!! woo hoo! who would have imagined this is the wonderful place i would have found myself in as when i started i feel like i was just a different person in a way different place. man how time really makes a difference.

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