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        Guoxiaosi88888888  29, Female, China - 494 entries
    16
    Apr 2011
    8:57 PM EST
       

    Dream Log 3

    April 16, 2011 8:37am

    Dreamt     about being in an old movie or something because it had to do with clones and traveling the clone's world. �Plus I remember some of the movie from somewhere but there were cartoon characters that I know weren't there. �And I think some of the dog characters changed colors =.=' �Later it looked like I was just playing a game on the computer. � Funny dream though.
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        Guoxiaosi88888888  29, Female, China - 494 entries
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    Apr 2011
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    Dream Log 2

    April 15, 2011 5:49am

    All I remember is that Phong was in my dream, I think he was wearing his uniform of some sort but I'm not etirely sure :/ Maybe I'll remember later on today� I didn't :(
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        babygirl95  30, Female, Indiana, USA - 6 entries
    15
    Apr 2011
    2:53 PM MST
       

    Just One?

    I wrote down everything about what had happened, but�it got deleted... Maybe it was for the best.�
    �Maybe things will get better now that I let it all out. Or maybe they will get worse.
    � Latly everything seems to just be getting worse. School, my relationships with my friends, the thoughts, the memories.
    � I'm not sure how to deal with it all. I know how I used to cope but... I promised him I would stop. And I will NOT break that promise! Not again...
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    I keep telling myself that if I could just hold out a little longer things will get better but I wait, and wait, and wait, and nothing changes.

    � Maybe there's something wrong with me. Maybe I'm just not meant to be trully happy. There are times when I start to think that I could actually be happy but then something else happens.
    � I know crap happens to everyone but for once could the world give me a break?! for just five minutes?! I just want one day were I dont' have to worry about things going wrong. One day when I don't have those thoughts. One day were I don't have to be afraid of me having a melt down in front of my family and friends.�
    ��� One day. That's all I want.

    �

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        Guoxiaosi88888888  29, Female, China - 494 entries
    14
    Apr 2011
    8:59 PM EST
       

    Dream Log 1 (Im entering all the entries I wrote on my ipod onto this entry)

    December 24, 2010 824am

    Had a dream about seeing phong (it was at my middle school's field). He showed me a picture with his friends (while they were walking up a hill or something like that) and then he told me and he can start hanging out with me because there was a girl in his friend circle that he hung out with. And then we just talked, it was nice to be able to talk to him face-to-face for the first time in a long while (since he graduated from tfs first).


    February 21, 2011 8:31am

    Had a dream where I was sitting next to someone and texting Phong (I think that Phong might have been the person sitting next to me (on my right) ). There was also another person that asked if we've (Phong and I) have been dating for 2 of the 3 weeks that we've been on a trip ( as the dream goes). And I think I said yes (which is weird 'cause I have not dated Phong. And yeah. After that we just read what we were reading. And also made some jokes on something (I kept hearing the word 'old' but I dint know what the jokes actually were...or maybe they were puns, I don't know).


    February 24, 2011 5:40am

    Had 2 dreams. The first was about seeing Yuki but now recognizing him. He looked very different >< Like his hair was gray, white and some other color. I think Trishna, Yuki, and I were going to hangout. (Yuki was the driver) The second dream I had to do with the Christmas carol song, 12 days of Christmas....==# i don't know why but yeah, that's what I REMEMBER about the dream.


    March 10, 20115:28am

    So last night I dreamt that I got 2 calls from Phong (the first one missed) (and yes, it did sound like him in real life as I remember it). the second time I picked the phone up. He asked if he could drive with my mom to her work tomorrow for work experience stuff. I told him that she was in Washington and wasn't coming back until sometime tomorrow afternoon or so. He said that was fine and thanked me for letting him go with my mom to her work. I wonder if Phong is looking for a job now... :/


    March 17, 2010 6:37am

    Last night I dreamt about (well what I can remember) is that Phong chatted me on Facebook alittle. I think we were talking about why he wasn't online for awhile (he probably said that he was doing and stuff and maybe was sick? I don't really know :/).


    April 14, 2011 5:44am

    Had a dream about seeing Phong in person and that I hugged him. This time it he appeared very thin (he says that he's just very fit) and Isaac didn't wasn't very happy about it (that I hugged him). Later in my dream I try to text Isaac but he sounds upset on the phone. (this is not a nightmare because I know it was a dream)
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        keonyama96  31, Female, Kansas, USA - 191 entries
    13
    Apr 2011
    10:43 PM
       

    Pucture Perfect yes itz a kodak moment and nope you cant get any more cliché den how I feel :)
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        Racquelc6  47, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries
    12
    Apr 2011
    11:08 AM
       

    UGH!!!!!

    And so it continues. I have to have a second D&C, which will happen on the 14th. That makes this a 9 week ordeal from the moment I found out I was going to miscarry up to now. I have had 1 D&C and twice I have taken the miso. I mean really, how many times will we have to try to get rid of what was lost?! I want to move on!!!!!
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        keonyama96  31, Female, Kansas, USA - 191 entries
    12
    Apr 2011
    5:02 PM
       

    I,am soooo happy :)
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        mourningcloak  70, Female, New York, USA - 14 entries
    05
    Apr 2011
    11:25 AM
       

    Clermont

    I love it here. It's new and young and active. I think I will feel happy and content. I will paint and do videos and get involved an lose weight and LOVE life. Yes, that's what I will do. Lots to plan and figure out. Life is Good!
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        Racquelc6  47, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries
    05
    Apr 2011
    8:32 AM
       

    The neverending saga

    i had an u/s yesterday which showed that i still had some stuff left. when will it end?
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        Racquelc6  47, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries
    03
    Apr 2011
    10:45 PM
       

    Well, I had a f/u appt and doc said I had some blood clots so they gave me the mizo to taki go for an u/s to make sure everything is clear. On Friday I had a f/u appt and I got the green light to try again. So hopefully soon I will have conceived baby number 3. and help get rid of what was left. That was last Thursday. I bled for a week and now it has finally subsided. I have minimal spotting today and tomorrow u
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