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heatherrenee46992 40, Female, Indiana, USA - 4 entries

Nov 2007
7:54 AM EDT

Chili

I am enjoying my last day off. 3rd day. I guess I'm trying to enjoy it. I've been pretty sick lately. Couldn't have worked out better though because I did have those days off. I'm getting me and my son ready to go to the grocery store to pick up ingredients for Chili. It's freezing outside, might as well enjoy a big pot of chili! Well i'm off, i'll probably get on later and type another entry.

L8R

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Tatiana 33, Female, Belgium - 36 entries

Nov 2007
9:25 PM WEDT

Wat een fucking klote dag! Men torending van architectuur is bij lange nog niet af en dat is tegen morgen. het moet echt af zijn. Anders veroorzaak ik een vulkaanuitbarsting.
Mijn schilderij wou echt niet lukken. Zit ik wel op de goede school? Is er er eigenlijk iets dat ik wel kan? Ik wil echt niet opstaan morgen. Overmorgen eigenlijk ook niet. Maar goed.
Exy is niet online en ik heb hem nu echt nodig!
Men marraine ligt op het intensieve. Er is bij een operatie aan haar darmen vocht uit haar maag in har longen gelopen. Konden die dokters dat nu echt niet tegenhouden?
Nu ligt ze aan zo'n beademingsmachine in een kunstmatige slaap. Ooh! Er moet echt nu iemand tegen me praten!

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Selina4me 29, Female, Illinois, USA - 18 entries

Nov 2007
2:02 PM EDT

Dear Readers,

Last night I had a dream about Manny. It was that my class was going on a field trip to the Museum of Science And Industry and there were no more buses to take us there so we got on a transportation van and rode off. Manny was sitting next to me. When we parked in the parking lot of the museum I turned over and kissed him on the lips and I could feel his lips coming for mine and then I just turned back around like nothing really happened. He had a confused look on his face and then he got out of the van. He called me over to him and I got out van afterwards. He then bent down on the ground and asked me to be his girlfriend and to kiss him again. I kissed him and then I woke up. After I woke up, I thought, "Why can't it be that simple in real life?" I could not stop thinking about him the whole day!

Send me Comments!

- Selina4me

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xxEbonyxx 34, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 52 entries

Nov 2007
1:21 PM EDT

wel i feel like things are finally the way they are ment to be! things are finally falling into place and life is good again! ummm im in the relationship that i was ment to be in and things with him and i are better than ever! i really think that htis could really work this time and get all messed up with other people jumping in and ruinning it for me! well i dont have much to say about the whole life thing, god has that all fixed for me so all i have to do is go with it and enjoy the ride!
till next time!

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Ray 29, Female, Canada - 5 entries

Nov 2007
5:20 AM A

My life...

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my life is full of grief and pain

instead of sunshine i get rain

wishing for laughter, i get a sigh

wishing for love you say good-bye

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my past was of sadness

the present is loveless

tomorrow is of loneliness

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my life is a incomplete puzzle

with millions of lost pieces

all i seek is someones love and care

without a thought i take the dare

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where is my life? living with such fright

i leave it here now out of sight

i dare myself

to find myself

but where am i now?

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i close the once open door

into the shadow seeing no more

into my heart is the grief and pain

i can feel the sadness in my vains

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my past was of sadness

the present is loveless

tomorrow is of loneliness

�

i hear your voice in the night

i close my eyes and hold on tight

�

with each breath i take

my whole world shakes

with every tear i shead

i come closer to the edge

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i see a smile on that face

you reach out but not to embrace

�

as the years go by

with not a smile but a sigh

as my fears come in.

i feel for all those�sins

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my past was of sadness

the present is loveless

tomorrow is of loneliness

�

as i get older by the week

and weaker by the day

no one can save my life

no one can truly say

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my life is dull and gray

my world won't stay this way

i move along with this lie

i leave it here just to die...

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im won't regret what i've done

but i never said it was fun

for me to feel this way

what can i say to pass each day?

�

my past was of sadness

the present is loveless

tomorrow is of loneliness...

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shadowlove 35, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries

Nov 2007
8:46 PM EDT

Guitar Hero party at Maria's house today.
~I so pown that game. It was only my third time ever playing it and I was able to compete on Hard. XD
What really funny though was I would go to do vibrato thinking I had strings... but I didn't.

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exarden 72, Female, New Jersey, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2007
7:31 AM EST

Job situation is weird

Haven't heard from Ken yet. Do I start on the 12th or the 19th. This is not good. Will call at 3:00.
Need social security card.
Can't go until Monday.

Tags: Worried once again

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Selina4me 29, Female, Illinois, USA - 18 entries

Nov 2007
7:35 PM EDT

Dear Readers,

Its been a while but I've been busy with school and I am writing a book. A simple chapter book and when I am finished I am going to get it bound and kept in my library for me to read and I am also going to make copies to my friends and family.

School stinks so far, especially because a mentally retarded kid in my classroom is there (talk about B.O.). His name is John Wells and I shiver when I say the name. He is so weird and asks pointless and off-topic questions. It was just yesterday that it as duringmath and we were going over fractions and he asked the teacher if "possums were poisenous". He can be so agrivating especially when he starts to curse and one day he was so angry that he started to curse at the teacher and talking bullshit! All of the kids, including me, were laughing yet pissed off at the same time. That was the most fun we had all day. It would be funny if it happened everyday!

Since its been a long time I did not get a chance to tell you something! I don't like Johnny anymore! I like this guy named Manny. He is so cute and adorable and we flirt a lot! We are not really nice but we laugh a lot together! I think he might like me a little bit but I'm not sure. He is HOT!

I got to go! Send me comments! I missed you all! Bye!

- Selina

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aGiftFromAbov 41, Female, Virginia, USA - 25 entries

Nov 2007
5:39 PM EDT

Fall in love with me.. "I am ready for love"

So I have decided that I am ready to love again.. not that half assed imma build a fort and you gon' have to get pik and axe to forge your way to my heart kinda love.. but the kinda love that says im open. I guess ive been so distanced from men for so long.. that i forget what its like to be loved. Ive been worshiped from my head to my toes.. Ive been tantalized from heels to my hair.. but I havent been truly adored in quite some time now. I miss it.. i guess i didnt want to let anyone in because the person who set the standard on how to adore me.. and spoil me mentally and emotionally is the one that screwed my head up to begin with.

So hoping to not have a flashback.. of those days... but i do miss.. hands going through my hair.. in a curious and playful manner..as my scalp is massaged and hair is washed.. I do miss.. showers.. in the p.m.. onlg to get dirty again early am.. and end up showering.. again. I do miss.. that cant get enough of you look in ones eyes,, as thier soul looks at mine so deep my heart stops. I miss being thought about.. little things.. like my fav cereal being present at his house.. or my fav snacks or drinks in his frige just for me. I miss.. getting in my car and it being cleaned without my knowledge. .. or the gas tank being full.. just because he cared to. Beautiful yellow roses

........ or flowers period just because. But from what ive gathered lately.. is that alot of guys dont have thier game faces on.. im so tired of little boys.. trying to be a man in the bedroom.. because they know they cant show love or affection beyond the sheets. My new approach to this love thing..is to treat a man as I wish to be treated. Maybe then they will get the hint.. just maybe. Shit.. save the wine and dine... its nice every now and then.. but id rather know im being thought of.. however creatively one seeks to convey that thought.. so that it translates to me.. in a language i speak.. thats what I want!

Tags: wishing someone would just..

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Ray 29, Female, Canada - 5 entries

Nov 2007
9:22 AM A

Far Apart...
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we live in the same world but why do i feel like we're so far apart?
people care for you but not me.
fake smiles,fake friends, fake people. where is the truth?
i say what i think must be said. but no one hears me. im always the odd one out.
im always the stranger.
fake hugs, fake laughter, fake love.

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