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    jesssie  33, Female, Canada - 69 entries
01
Nov 2007
8:10 AM EST
   

I'm a libra. Do you know what that means? It means im indecisive. It means I strive for harmony and all of the good things in life, and I am a romantic and I'm loving and caring but I like to gossip.

Alright, as much as I depend on my daily horoscopes and believe in astrology more than myself, sometimes its wrong and it throws me completely off track. I read my daily romantic horoscopes for singles/couples everyday, and for the most part its right! But i think its my mind playing tricks on me.
Anywho,
it's right about me being indecisive. I'm indecisive!! I dont know what i want, and who i want it from,and why. Being indecisive makes me feel stupid and not intelluctual or intelligent but I wish that it could. Being indecisive not only frustrates me, but other people as well. When i get asked something, Im so concerned about what they will think if I speak my mind, I say " idontknow'. maybe i KNOW exactly wht i want, but im too afraid to ask for it. Because im nice and shy and I dont like burdening people.

I dont know, thats just the way I see things.
It sucks being indecisive-- thats the one thing ive made up my mind about .
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    ilovegaarakun  35, Female, Virginia, USA - 10 entries
31
Oct 2007
6:06 PM EDT
   

its holloween, guys. as if you didn't already know that. i got a letter in the mail today saying that i have violated the compulsory attendance law or some shit like that and my mother and i need to attend a mandatory meeting about in like a week. i tore it up. XD... so anyway, i've been instant messaging like a madman every night until around 4 in the morning and its really starting to take its toll. i do believe that it has a strong correlation with my absences. oh well. you only live once, right? why not? ^_^ oh christ. i think i might have a crush on a friend of mine. she's 21 and i'm only 17. XD. oh damn. its so wierd. i mean, maybe i just really enjoy her company and i just think that i like her but really i don't. hopefully. i mean, if i like her then i like her, but i don't want her to know because it might make our friendship awkward. i don't think she's a lesbian... DX... oh well. i'll figure it out i guess. until next time, inbox journal.
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    prissy  47, Female, Hawaii, USA - 75 entries
30
Oct 2007
5:01 PM HAST
   

I thought my previous marriage was going to work out. Eventhough from day one all the negative signs were there. He didn't want children, he didn't have his own place, he didn't enjoy sex, he didn't make enough to manage his own credit, much less support me and any prospect of a family, and he kept things from me and cut me off almost entirely from my family.

I thought it was going to work out, and it didn't, and there are a million reasons why it didn't.Some of them are listed above.
Among others, I think he didn't see me the way I saw him. He wanted an exotic trophy without being able to pay the maintenance fees.

I was wrong, and I'm not clear yet why I was wrong in the marriage. I think I have to figure out the lessons from that.But I am clear! It was done in haste, mostly due to the pressure of everyone else around me getting married at the time.
John just happened to be around when we were looking, and he was too stupid and moronic to realise what was transpiring.
Sometimes I hope we will someday be on talking terms and not be this way.. the way we are right now. No communication. We went from being uncomfortable in bed, to being uncomfortable talking about things, to yelling, to misunderstanding, to giving each other the cold shoulder, to avoiding each other and stop talking all together.

I think I still need a little distance before jumping in again.
But that doesn't mean I check out what's available, and consider any particular prospect.
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    closetemo  34, Female, Georgia, USA - 3 entries
31
Oct 2007
9:58 AM EDT
   

IT'S HALLOWEEN!!! i WILL HAVE PICS UP SOON.
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    irishbaby  33, Female, Indiana, USA - First entry!
30
Oct 2007
5:16 PM EDT
   

Today i talked to my friends, at lunch, and one of my friends was being mean to me, i didn't know what to say, i was like omg! why is he doing this to me, does he know that i like him as a boyfriend? does he know that i really want to kiss him? what else does he know??? I wish that someday that he can be nice to me, i just don't understand, i just don't! i wish that i love him more then anything in the world, but god is first! I love god, but i love my friend sooo much. I just can't do this alone... i mean i just want to talk to him abt what going on with him... I just wanted to! but MAYBE he likes me? :$.. i'm just worried that he might not like me back. i like alot of ppl. but hes the right 1. because we have alot in commons! i'm serious! i swear! thx to all to my friend!



Ashley C. 10/30/07
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    amandaonfire69  36, Female, Georgia, USA - First entry!
29
Oct 2007
10:50 PM EDT
   

Hey everyone, Whats up? Well anyways, my name is Amanda and I am from Athens, GA. I am 18 years old and i grew up in jackson county! I live with my mother! my parents have been seperated since I was 15 years old! my best friend Ashley lives with me and come 2008 were gonna get are own place to live! I am in the process of getting my ged at lanier tech! I dropped out of high school a gew weeks before graduation bc of a guy and plus I was a credit short from walking! I have been in love twice but my actually first real love was Josh Holbrook. He is from Athens, GA and is 22 years old! We dated for a year on and off! I thought he was my world but i guess not! he use to beat me and put me down and make me feel like I am nothing worth loving in this world! But I have moved on and got a new life now and I am loving life to the fullest! I live day by day through whatever I choose to do! I party on weekends! and to school go to school on weekdays! weekends are mine and my friends time at the club! I love to go tocountry rock and level one thirtyone... I am pretty much a all around chick who is down to earth, determined, outspoken, and very opinionated, and blunt! I really don't care if I hurt ur feelings or not! I also can be the sweetest person u have ever met! but then again I can be the biggest bitch ever! I love to hang with my girls mostly and sometimes my guys! I drive a honda with a sound system! my dream truck is a 2007 z71 king cab all crome! well if there is anything else u would like to know about me let me know or jsut hit me up in my email acount at fussyloveangle17@hotmail.com

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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
29
Oct 2007
9:28 PM EDT
   

ok! so! it's over, for good this time!
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    shirleyxu  54, Female, China - 301 entries
30
Oct 2007
10:02 AM EST
   

淡妆浓抹总相宜

高气爽正是旅游的好时节,人算不如天算,临近周末,偏巧接到来自新西兰的老朋友从杭州打来的电话,我等当机立断,拍板买票,隔日启程,乘火车到杭州,杭州本来就是天堂,天堂里会朋友,我们从心里乐得有点找不着北的感觉。

周到的老友把我们一家安排在西湖边的崭新的高级公寓,周六一大早,我们陈家大小带着对天堂的想象,在淡淡的晨雾中漫步西子湖畔,随风清扬的柳叶荡在湖面上,湖上一道道波纹送给我们诗意的祝福。一方山水,养一方美人,我没忘记鼓励身边的两位男士看看在断桥边有没有运气瞧见真正的杭州美女,美境遇佳人的机会可是千载难逢啊。没想到,他们运气欠佳,一帮西湖老太太们伴着音乐玩着太极剑,太极扇,令路人侧目,敦敦悻悻地说,她们是老了点,不过不难想象,她们都是当年的西湖美女,女大十八变么。

西湖美在没太多修饰,苏提春晓,三谭印月都是很简单的景观。不妨把西湖看成一个静待情人的素装美女,有道是,'水光潋滟晴方好,山色空蒙雨亦奇。欲把西湖比西子,淡妆浓抹总相宜'。

不管是白娘子和许仙还是梁山伯与祝英台都比罗密欧与朱丽叶的爱情更具脱俗的美。白娘子是天上来的,她的美自不必说,她对爱的追求再加上她'水漫金山'的气魄和'盗仙草'的勇气,啥样的男人追不到手?着男装的祝英台颇具当今盛行的'中性美',连在万松书院同窗三载的梁兄都不忍心揭破她是女儿身的秘密。免得她回归女儿装后美丽大打折扣。

万松书院很具学院氛围,吃着'状元饼'的敦敦梁祝书房前作起了进哈佛的美梦。

拜过灵隐寺的大檀香佛,走在飞来峰上,一座一笑一千多年的小尼勒吸引了我的眼球,他稳坐半山腰,既不高也不大,笑得恰到好处,姿态舒服自然,小圆肚鼓鼓地偏在左边。我问敦敦尼勒是男像还是女像?敦敦说看起来还真有点像女的,肚子里边真像是有小孩的样子,搞不好是尼姑怀孕后装成尼勒和尚,笑天下人看不出自己是女的。我也不禁笑着想,当年和尚们吃到的油水有限,为啥唯独尼勒有如此大的腰围,心宽体胖不能完全解释他的肚子,一定是贪吃酒肉这类的生活方式问题影响了他的体态。

因为我们没走完杭州的十景,留下了想象的空间,积攒了再来天堂的欲望,说心里话,看景不如听景,听景不如想景,这人间天堂在人们的想象中才最美。

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    prissy  47, Female, Hawaii, USA - 75 entries
29
Oct 2007
11:12 AM HAST
   

I must listen to that little voice on the inside.
I guess the shortest way there is to learn to tune out everything else when it speaks. But first I must recognise it and listen.
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    closetemo  34, Female, Georgia, USA - 3 entries
29
Oct 2007
4:17 AM EDT
   

Well, yesterday was my birthday and my family had a temporary brainfreeze and forgot. What kind of mess is that?! Oh well, at least I've got my friends and my boyfriend. I really need to get a job. I AM BROKE!!! So that's all for right now. See ya.
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