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scarlett 36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries

Oct 2007
4:17 AM EDT

ah, i see, you would remain silent: a prudent response. and also...sshhhh....im sitting in my english classroom...been here 15 min..."working on my paper" :D it's all quiet and class-roomy...and actually roomy and comfy 'cause no one is here. I'm pissed that I'm awake but I'm glad that I'm here.

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amenard89 36, Female, Rhode Island, USA - First entry!

Oct 2007
3:39 PM EDT

For four years

For four years I struggled

I wrestled you night after night

And you were always stronger

And every morning

I covered the bruises

And made the best of my muses

I healed best the bones that had broken

For four years

I was alone

But at the same time

I was still alive

But yet feeling destroyed

Ready to self-destruct

The distinction between heaven and hell was know a blur

For four years

There was what you called tough love

I thought it rough

For everyday, for all the years

I tried to try and fell and failed

I tried to write...this is all I got

I tried to sing, but this is how it sounds.

But after all was said and done

You were now in the true place known to hell

With dripping pipes

Solid steel bars

Concrete coffins

And food that will turn your insides out

And one morning

I woke up and for the first time

Noticed the sun

I felt the beat of my heart

It was like a piece of art

I started to cry

Forgetting everything I had tried

Leaving everything behind

Because guess what… I survived

And where are you today?!

Because I'm exactly where I want to be!!!

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ilovegaarakun 35, Female, Virginia, USA - 10 entries

Oct 2007
10:04 AM EDT

i haven't written in forever. a new school year has begun and, just as i thought, senior year is just as bad, if not worse, than all the others. everyone assumes that senior year is the best and these are the best years of our lives. well, i'll tell you, if these are the best years of my life, then i might as well commit suicide. seriously. i hate school, i hate not having a car, i hate being a minor... the list could go on and on. omg. i've missed like 8 days of school already and the first nine weeks isn't even over yet. i just can't get out of bed in the morning. and it's not like i stay up until the wee hours of the morning or anything. although i did stay up until 6 one day last weekend. it was grand. but i would never do that on a school night. maybe i'm not getting enough vitamins or something. i'm about to start this 7-day body cleansing system. i hope it doesn't make me sick. ugh. i have a headache.i'm starving. i can't wait to go home and eat something. lol. that makes me sound like such a fat ass. ^_^. oh well. i think i havea small crush on my math teacher.>.

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xxEbonyxx 34, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 52 entries

Oct 2007
3:24 PM EDT

hey ppl, havent let you al know what is going on in my life for a while so i thought i would let you in. well still no guy but i found that i need to be single and have some fun instead of jumping back into something again, i hat that i seem to need someone all the time. i dont so its time for me to just have some fun!!!!!!!!!!

life is tooo short to worring about things like guys and haveing somone all the time!!

love ya
~till next time!

Tags: Finally

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scarlett 36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries

Oct 2007
12:28 PM EDT

If YOU had to write a paper supporting or criticizing genetic alteration of humans, what would you say? agree or disagree?

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kikilario 37, Female, New Mexico, USA - 4 entries

Oct 2007
7:39 PM EDT

always remember to smile

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scarlett 36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries

Oct 2007
6:59 AM EDT

*stumbles around in the dark* no...8:30 is too early for class. even the sun decided it was too lazy to come out today. took one peek, said "eff that" and then went back to sleep. *trips over fallen teddy bear* ow. damn...i mean...why? why did i pick ALL 8:30s ?? i realize that i am a legit masochist but this...this is just beyond what i thought i was capable of doing to myself! *knocks over trashcan, unknown liquid spills across foot* damn damn damn! but at least i got a B on that god-forsaken paper! I'm really starting to hate that class but I like the people in it at the very least. and we're halfway through to the end! *slams head into top bunk and falls over into dramatic fetal position even though no one is watching* and theatre is great...time consuming but i feel at home backstage...ridiculous costumes and fake blood aside. *scrambles into clothes and ends with my head in a pant leg*...oh! and did i mention that my hair is black now? ha! the box of dye lies >< ...it's not all bad...but still...eww...not a good look for me. i feel emoish...but bad emoish. *finally manages to get dressed and groomed and, furthermore, is able to avoid the puddle of unknown liquid on the floor.* now if things could just stay on an upward tilt...and my extension on my next paper goes through...things are really looking up for me!*proudly strides out of the room, chin held high!*.........*comes running back!* heh....forgot my book bag!...even if things don't go as planned...i guess i'll just have to work it out as we go along! *shuffles out, whistling*

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missktina 41, Female, Alabama, USA - First entry!

Oct 2007
6:14 PM EDT

i'm 23 years old and I finally realize that it is perfetly fine to live alone fir the rest of my life, I came to tis conclusion after i dated one of my friends He took up all of my space and I got to thinkging do i really want to be in a serious relationship or get marred. Right now I don't think so. I just want to live a nice lif in solitude. When I want company I know how to seek it out. I just can't deal with someonr constantly in my face, it just annots me. While I would love to have my deam wedding, I don't think that I am really ready for what comes afterwards. I think that I wil just live aone and when it comes time for me to reproduce I'll just find someone and there is always the sperm bank. Hey, it is better than being stuck with someone that you can't stand. I really enjoy my single life. I think that we sometimes take life and the things that we have for granted. I just want to enjoy my life and I don;t ever want a divorce so hey why risk it. i'll just date and do things the modern way. I just hate getting lonly but then I think, there are many people who are maried and yet still living alone. I just thank thr Lord for giving me the mind that I have, Hey, all end up alone ayway, Either by death or divorce, Why risk it? From now on I declare that i will live my life freely with no reserve, I realize that I was born alone I will die aloneand I don't need any man to define me, i'm good as a matter of fact I'm great, Why do I need a reationship? Why do I need a man? I've got everything that i need. But right now i eed to pay my bils. So from now on i will not mope and cry about living alone ir not having a boyfriend. Who needs one as a atter of fact i don;t want one.

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yodolf 38, Female, South Carolina, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2007
5:45 PM EDT

This is the first time I have ever done any kind of an online journal. There are a few things I wish to do in this journal.
1. I want to write about 3 things that made me happy that day.
2. I want to plan a future for myself, I have so many dreams but no motivation. I am hoping having these dreams down on paper will help to get me there.
3. I want to teach myself to control my temper and my mouth when I get upset. I want my relationship with Drew to be as great as I can make it.
I think the only thing that will hold me back from doing these things is actually doing it. I want to be better for so many reasons but mostly for her. I never thought she would do this to me but it is amazing. It has taking so much for us to get here but what can I say....you have to work for something good...and she is definately good.

Tags: Get Started...

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damarisvega 44, Female, Florida, USA - 4 entries

Oct 2007
3:48 AM EST

God......Ughh. I'm so irritated. Do you even listen to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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